i thought it be fun i thought it be sweet i thought id learn things id never believe
well oh no not me
i was so fucking scared i was out of my head i thought for a second that i mustve been dead
but oh no didnt happen to me
the world opened up like a sunday church door
i didnt think that i could take anymore
well oh no why did it happen to me
i thought that it couldnt make sense
and u know ive been just a lil tense

but i tried again a second time the fuck was i thinking was i out of my mind
well i was and i did it to me
well i lied in bed waited for it to pass jesus had given me a second chance
i hope so, now i feel just fine
feel like a stupid waste of time
thought it would get better some time or then
but its still right here and i cant be myself again

i thought itd b fun

garden graves