lyrics:

lord forgive me for i’m a sinner
watch me as i flay my skin
i know you’ll be here for me
watch as i slowly bleed

lord forgive me for i’m tempted
just a failure tempted by lust
for i feel forsaken by you my lord
i still pray for your guiding light

i take a drink of my liquor
and erode my mind even more
i stumble around like a drunken fool
and stare at this hollow moon

without christ all i am is meat

bushed - all instruments
bushed - mix/master

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luvsong

Never ever use the normalize option in Waveform 13

[Verse]

Don't you think it's so unfair you're expected to do social interaction
With people that hate you to get anywhere in life
If confidence were a thing you could hold
Mine's an icicle that slips away and shatters on the sidewalk 

[Pre-Chorus]

'Cause every time I talk I inevitably get it wrong
That's why I sit at home and hide behind my guitar

[Chorus]

Dryfire drills on my own head
For when reality catches up
This is the only thing I've ever planned ahead
The absolute only option
I tried to be inoffensive
But mess up with every sentence
And sabotage all the things I've planned
Before I even make them

[Verse]

My goal in life is to let you down
So I'm left to my devices 
I'm so stunted, so stupid, and I can't get bullied out of it
Explaining only makes it worse,
I sperg when I should sew my mouth shut, just shut the fuck up

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

I can't talk to people

Composer: preripped
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6sbeFUJbk1FcPc5gNS9V4q
Cover Art: slummy

Hey Dad, I made new friends
Follow me on Instagram
Do you have some cash to spend
Check out my OnlyFans
Getting good at sucking dick
Selling off some feet pics
In an open-ended relationship
When you're simping way too much
Addicted to being in love
And you're sad and you've had enough
You gotta stop and CHAD up
Or pretend you're something you're not
It's something that you do a lot
Spend all your money on ETHOTS

I'm one of those stupid girls
Infiltrating your subculture
I don't have any self-esteem
You can SHUT UP and pay attention to me

When you don't have anything to lose
Don't ever try to think it through
She finally wants you
Like she was supposed to
This is how you deal with it
Even though you feel like shit
A self-delusional pay pig

I'm one of those stupid girls
Infiltrating your subculture
I don't have any self-esteem
You can SHUT UP and pay attention to me

Resist Succubi

Marcus Aurelius

@user-354725694
https://soundcloud.com/user-354725694/spite
sorry if its quiet

"if you don’t put in more effort, you may as well kill yourself"

well i started pulling the trigger as soon as you opened your mouth
i'll end my life forever just to hope i'll ruin your day
i hope you choke and gag on my grey
matter cause by now it’s not gonna matter to me
i shot myself in the head i was never gonna be happy
but at least i can die laughing with a smile on my face
hoping fragments of my skull
impale into your eyeballs
and that the last thing that you see
is the end of my suffering

now that it’s all over there's a lesson to be learned
to anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
and i can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
because suicide's the only thing you can't regret

spite!

i bought a gun an a gram of weed
cant help myself cause thats all i need
i dont know how to fix my life

how low can i go, blood starts to flow
and i dont eve wanna know
whacha doing
whacha doing to me

take a pill and a shot of gin
cause i dont wanna think abt where youve been
any longer in my whole life

lifes been fun lifes been great
life was just a big mistake
i cant take it anymore

went out the window a couple of times
pased out drunk on moms booze and wine
ive spent a lot of time thinkin on that

take a little walk to the liqour store
casue i dont wanna think anymore
bout my purpose in this little life

one day ill die and ill be born again
gonna be soon but i dont know when
cause i dont wanna thinka bout my life

life (electronic)

prod. by me
https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/0R5lK5uUDJzvwePZfkzjtI?si=fHUfcFIITTC3VxNF-AEzdA

don't like me

coolest and goodest song of all time

(verse 1 retardead)
kill me now, blow my brains out
dont wanna live no more
kill me now, blow my brains out
i feel so fucking
kill me now blow my brains out
dont wanna live no more
i hate this world, i hate this life
and i just wanna fucking die

(chorus? irltrrrst)
can you really tell
that im not so well
and im feeling down
and i need some help

i feel so weak
all i do is sleep
and i need someone
to kill me 
x2

smashing my testicles with a hammer (w/ retardead)

cant post lyrics cuz itll get removed LOL

stuck

freyaangel and garden graves:
i dont wanna see the sun today
i don't wanna watch my soul decay
 am i dead or alive
kneel and beg for second chances 
But i know ill never learn to dance
will you take this dance
when I pass dont mark my name
just let the weeds cover where i lay
if i come back ill do it right, maybe ill sleep at night just know i still pretend,
thought this pain would never end
but every hand I try to hold
turns to dust and leaves me cold
tryna get it thru to make u see,
what the fuck u think ur doin girl
Im gonna hurl
i dont wanna hear the telephone
i just wanna die here all alone
was it ever real?
i feel the walls closing
on my fucking sins
, jesus forgive, 
and now i lost you and everyone else, 
and now love im moving foward
im moving forward now..