she said dont go she said dont cry
i dont know what she told you but she lied
LIED LIED LIED

nixie

half my friends are dead
its not perfect its not worth it
said i wish i was dead
i take back what i said

and on and on ill never see
spill half my blood beyond the trees
smoke cigarettes till i cant breath
anything to feel free

and i dont know whats real, cant feel
my fate is sealed no i cant heal
let us out
let us out

the poet dante said "In the middle of the journey of our life I came to myself within a dark wood where the straight way was lost"
Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood have eternal life, and I will raise them up on the last day

said i was fucked in the head
looking at scripture burning your picture
i dont wanna feel like im dead
i dont wanna i dont wanna

siglidsreich (gjallarhornit)

Belle

i bought a gun an a gram of weed
cant help myself  cause thats all i need
i dont know how to fix my life 

how low can i go, blood starts to flow
and i dont eve wanna know
whacha doing
whacha doing to me

take a pill and a shot of gin
cause i dont wanna think abt where youve been
any longer in my whole life

lifes been fun lifes been great
life was just a big mistake
i cant take it anymore

went out the window a couple of times
pased out drunk on moms booze and wine
ive spent a lot of time thinkin on that

take a little walk to the liqour store
casue i dont wanna think anymore
bout my purpose in this little life

one day ill die and ill be born again
gonna be soon but i dont know when
cause i dont wanna thinka bout my life

life

fistfull of sorrow
i dont know what i wanna be
theyll burn down our castle
and i dont wanna see

with a bundle of sage
and a pistol to my head
i dont wanna feel this way
id rather just be dead

i told you
im afriad to die
whatever i knew
left after you cried

theres a little fairy
inside my head
pray to mother mary
my blood wont be shed

it doesnt matter
theres nothing that i wanna do
camelot is shattered
and it all comes back to you

stake my head to a pole
you think im outta control?

slit my writs and cut my hair
all this whining but idrc

writing all these stupid songs
i wish i could right my wrongs
mary wont u follow me
i might know but i dont wanna see

when u call my name
you wont hear a response
my heart is broken
so dont test ur luck

Camelot (demo)

its gonna be okay
in the very end
yeah ill make lots of friends
maybe i could make amends

but lifes a joke
and ive known that for a while
even when u see me smile 
know ive been down for awhile

I dont know whats wrong
everything seems fine
ive just been down on my luck
maybe i just need to fuck

some sunny day
i'll start anew
i'm not sure jus what to do
i was hoping i could count on u

it's gonna be okay
it's all a dream
ur gonna wake up some time
maybe then ill feel alive

i don't wanna live
i don't wanna die 
when u call out my name
know i am not the same

so i'll take a pill
maybe two
forget about this life
fight another fight

can't stop feeling down
but hey what's new
one day i'll come around
or ill end up in the ground

but who fucking cares
cause nothings real
dig my grave in the dirt
cause nothing fucking hurts

one sunny day (demo)

Inspired by gjallarhornits rosary
Lyrics:
well i dont know 
jus wanna go an see what i can be 
well im not sure
but ur never sure
its just not fair
dont leave me right there
i need u in my heart, ill pray
its all i ever wanted 

oh i dont wanna get high
one day ill die and ill be with you
filled will holy gold 
when i grow old
ill be with you

ragtime

im so happy i could die
cause nothing makes me feel like u do 
when im high up in the sky
ill watch over u

but im so happy i could die
cuz ur beauty makes me cry
all this to say goodbye

yk id give
my life to you

make my world 
a little less blue
you

im so happy i could die

I used to think that you still
Gave a shit about the things we said we'd do
But I guess that you have changed or
Maybe I refuse to grow up

Now I'm stuck here doing the
Same as I was doing yesterday
I'm glad that you are still here
But you can't blame me for wanting more

Heads up you know it's true
I never believed in you
To follow through on anything that you say

I guess I'm not surprised
That you only tell lies
About the things you said we would do today

Caring doesn't have to be so lame
We don't always have to play these games
When you won't share any blame
On why our lives are still the same

Spice Of Life (New Version)

ive lived a couple lives
and this one is my demise
jesus always told me 
i should love my enemies 
dont be supprised if one day
i go off on my own way
yeah i know im a hypocrite
u cant get enough of it
i hope i see the day when im born again
till then ill live in a dead end

pray to god i know ur there
i talk a lot but do i rlly care
angels watch over me
im drowning in a black sea

my heart is bleeding and i think ur the cure
i hope so but im not rlly sure
evil thoughts permeate my head
cant go to school cant rise from bed
pretend like im a kid again 
another worm in my brain
it doenst matter anyway
ill still be in pain

pretty(demo)

you are dead

my name is hayden i'm 16 years old and i like to make music

pretty(demo)

garden graves

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