this is ur life there's no way to run from it

@angelicxmei
@mlodylunar
@hubithekid
@lileffort

angelicxmei + lunar + hubithekid  - harder by the time (lileffort)

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♫ angelicxmei - panic ♫
@angelicxmei
produced by @jackson-deborde
mix by @angelicxmei
mastering by @angelicxmei

+ lyrics +

no i cannot focus
its all just enough
cant get right when the emotions alive
im feelin not nice
all time
pass me the eyedrops
blood in my backyard
u got me fucked up

i see nothing
i got too much options
i cant keep the motion
(its happening fast for me)
but im movin
im barely walking
ima say its okay
although you re hurting meee
meeee
stab me till i bleed out
ima let it win that
cuz i never feel right
ima throw perspictions
even tho youre real one
im fighting addictions
i will never beeee fine

(dont panic, just dont panic)

just dont panic
sometimes its just heavy
sit and stay just ready
just dont panic
even u tried so many
grab and take ur medics

focus
its all just enough
cant get right when the emotions alive
im feelin not nice
all time
pass me the eyedrops
blood in my backyard
u got me fucked up

i see nothing
i got too much options
i cant keep the motion
(its happening fast for me)
but im movin
im barely walking
ima say its okay
although you re hurting meee
meeee
stab me till i bleed out
ima let it win that
cuz i never feel right
ima throw perspictions
even tho youre real one
im fighting addictions
i will never beeee fine

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angelicxmei - panic (j4xn)

@7senss
prod @prodmichael
@spazzteamonline

+ lyrics +

(senses)
and I don’t kno what to tell you
held myself back too many times
i know it’s all up to me but i guess im just too weak
and i cry myself to sleep
i don’t want nobody to see this side of me, it’s way too deep
it’s not good for me
i been know that but im caught up in my ways
i’ve been trying to escape my fate
it’s hard to breathe, and i keep carrying this weight around
but i all i want is to feel safe and sound

(ksiaze700)
i want 2 run away when i wake up
 but there is nowhere i can go 
when i feel i have to be hard enough
 you make me feel i have no bone 
sleep pills and day pills make me feel unreal 
it must 2 be clear between you & me
 i didn't mean to be so bad i think
 overwhelmed by this
 half alive, half dead
 i wash my throat with poisons again
 i think I need to rest because Im not myself

safe&sound

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safe&sound + senses (michaelwarren)

@specialsoft
@glassxhotel

changing colors of my skin from the pills i dont want 2 take
 ur so violent transparency is all i have
my lil lil baby girl

hanging in the loop but the loop breaks by itself
saw a pearl in you but failed to open the shell I
i am so rubbish and i know you are zero waste 
mirror in blood i want to get out of hell

i am so rubbish and i knw you are zero waste
 & i also know this bitter taste
 other side only place u want me 2 take myself
i come to you to cry on bloody hands
know u hate me but thats the only way
these pills are my sunset now
u dont even care
go fuck yourself im gonna die here anyway

zero waste (specialsoft)

@angelicxmei
@emorave
@spazzteam

(angelicxmei)
better, im doing better
dont need u or ur sweater
you lie forever, i asked u twice
u never
better, im doing better
dont need u or ur sweater
you lie forever, i asked u twice
u never

(k700)
u said u listened 2 me
 i didn’t say a word
 it's not the moment you can grab my hand anymore
better, im doing better
 it’s all in tearful letters
 better? ...give back my sweater

im drowning in the pills
 i know u can’t look at me
 i pour bleach on memories  cause i know 
that you smile when i bleed

doing better + angelicxmei (emorave)

https://instagram.com/aleksandra.kanjiru

 daj mi znowu zemdlec, siedzac na parapecie 
otworz przy tym okno, bo wiesz ze mnie juz nie będzie 
spadam w dol i juz nie zdaze slyszec twoich westchnien 
moze placzesz po tym a moze ci wszystko obojetne 

zaczniesz może patrzec na mnie jakos inaczej juz 
to jest wszystko moja wina, wiem to bez zadnych slow 
ktore sa tak niepotrzebne, chce cie tylko wiecej i wiecej 
chce cie blisko siebie nawet mimo wszystkich burz 

moze powiedz mi w koncu co robie wciaz nie tak
bym mogla sprobowac jakos naprawic nasz swiat
czasem nie wiem czy mam przez to plakac czy sie smiac
niewazne co zrobie to wiem ze spierdole to i tak 

produced by @xmichaelwarren

parapet

nie spalem cala noc i mnie troche pojebalo...

prod @breakupbreakdown + @mycorpsebridee

dziwko pije coca cole extra!!!
nie mozesz ze mna no bo jestes beksa 
kazdy to wie ze jestesmy next up
sorry nie ma tu dla cb miejsca...

bo jestem ja i coca cola extra!!!
nie mozesz ze mna no bo jestes beksa 
kazdy to wie ze jestesmy next up
coca, coca, coca, coca, coca cola extra :D

nowy dzien ale stara cola
nie obchodzi mnie ktora pora
bo pora jest zawsze na to
by cole wypic w lato!

o.. okej 
mam nowy bag
w robloxie
dziwko 10k to kurwa nie byly drobne
pije sobie cole i jest mi w chuj dobrze :3
proste-e-e-e-e-e (glicze jak bambi irl albo mata)

COCA COLA EXTRA!!! (prod. bubd + mcb)

@gl0wrm

go numb, dont wanna die
u to die, no
fine ill be numb after ur psychward
never fuckin enough never drownin enough
im not real enough
it doesnt hurt enough

go numb if u wanna die
it will never stop
desire to end ur life
u wont make it stop
dont want to end my life right now
cause im numb 
thats the only way to silence my guts
my guts needles in my guts
but no needles in my arms
i miss the cuts
and miss carin bout mylife
i really miss the cuts
want to destroy my life
my life and arms
and fuckin fuck fuck fuck

go numb
if u wanna die
life s gonna suck
much
go numb if u wanna die
im numb
how many needles in my guts
how many cuts 
and how many lifes in my arms 
to be enough to be enough

(gl0wrm!)

go numm,b +gl0wrm (rotel)

@youngestalan @lildopek @reallifespaz @luvpill1 @hifire_sc

HUNDE 2.1

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