emotional resonance

Syck

The "Mood🙃" Playlist.

Crash Landing / Crying on the Moon

daisy chain noose!



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



ive been seeing pretty ghosts again these days

filling me with potions- to keep me awake

i remember i got bullied on the playground

now you tryna pull up in my dms saying "hey now"



wait now!

im not tryna play now

if you tryna hop on me, then stay down

go back to the circus, look like a clown

i rose to the surface, ma looks so proud



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



choking-

on my own breath

i feel so sick

struggles-

i been having 

helped me write this



choking-

on my own breath

think i like it

struggles-

i been having

i think i like this



i've tried practicing sobriety

i guess

2nd week-

my anxiety- kicks in

light a spliff and i take another hit

oh shit

my anxiety kicked in



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner

daisy chain noose! (prod. sorrow bringer)

more.

more. (prod. sorrow bringer)

Produced mixed and mastered by dye'vert

Feel free to repost this track or upload it on other platforms, just make sure to give me the credits <3

lyrics:

idc if you're here or I'm alone now
goin out for a walk in my hometown
thinking about things that could come out
lately everything's a fcking letdown
x3

lately everthing feels so wrong
cause I hate myself and i hate everyone
just to face your help that i don't even want
I just need sum space know your place or I'm gone
x2

idc if you're here or I'm alone now
goin out for a walk in my hometown
thinking about things that could come out
lately everything's a fcking letdown
x2

(alone now)

Idc If I'm Alone

Shut My Mouth

Shut My Mouth (prod. frevel & Jolst)

##zenkaiboys
##angelboysww
prod. 100crows

every day-
i fall more in love with you
my teeth decay
you're sweet like cotton candy too
our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

cause i'll lie awake- and wait for you to text good night
and thinking you'd say good bye- it makes me wanna cry
so i beg and plead that maybe you'll stay with me
i'm tryna my best to believe in love

oranges smell much better with you
and having a picnic's hard, if there isnt two
so i beg and plead that maybe you'll stay with me
i'm tryna my best to believe in love

u make the heartache feel like it was worth it
and i know you don't agree but babe, you're perfect
our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

kaleidoscope (prod. frevel & pekarot)

poem

when the walls are broken down and theres nothing more to give
when your all worn out, and there's shattered porcelain
when your home's not found, and you wander through abyss
there's no where to go, and you're lost in your head
when you cannot find a reason not to finally die instead
when the guns up to your head, you just stare and contemplate
before you pull the trigger think about the times we shared
if we make it out alive, we're gonna burn the orphanage

with endless future comes endless past
you punched the mirror, theres broken glass
bloody carpet in the motel, more drips down as you hold the rag
you're a fucking angel but you dont know
you never found a home from that orphanage
i can take you where you wanna go
just put the gun down and go hold my hand
i see the sapphire gem on your neck
your last possession since your parents left 
i know its been a fucking long road
but don't give up yet to the emptiness
your hand is shaking like you almost know
theres a little tiny ounce of strength thats left
think about it, dont let it go
if you start fresh you can change the end
i know your desperate for the pain to end
in every waking moment you pray for it
do you remember the day when I talked you down
from the bridge's edge, when you were debating it
you had it all planned out, to fly away when your wings were spread
thats when i wrote another song about you, and the things we did
I called it "angeldeath", yeah

when the walls are broken down and theres nothing more to give
when your all worn out, and there's shattered porcelein
when your home's not found, and you wander through abyss
there's no where to go, and you're lost in your head
when you cannot find a reason not to finally die instead
when the guns up to your head, you just stare and contemplate
before you pull the trigger think about the times we shared
if we make it out alive, we're gonna burn the orphanage

MERCH

"angeldeath" //

GOODBYE.

@ejcarrmusic carried the song ngl, still dope! :)

Feel free to repost this track or upload it on other platforms, just make sure to give me and evan carr the credits.

LYRICS
[dye'vert]
I feel so headless wasted my time while I had it
now Im in panic lay in bed with a headache
Im like an addict for things that make damage
now I cant stand this, get me down off this planet yah

Shit happens and I knew it (I knew it)
How do i get myself through this, yah
What does misery have to do with, me
So I get myself right into it

¡Oh shit! Now Im crying you an ocean
Hopeless, words already spoken
Notice, how Im suppressing my emotions
I just need to focus
I just need to focus

I feel so headless wasted my time while I had it
now Im in panic lay in bed with a headache
Im like an addict for things that make damage
now I cant stand this, get me down off this planet yah
x2

I feel so headless (I feel so headless)
Tell my why am I headless (tell me why am I headless)
now Im in panic (now Im in panic)
now Im in panic get me down off this planet

[evan carr]
i think i need to fade away
heartbreak design, won’t play the game, cuz i
i think that I’ve had enough
of overthinking it all
it’s always making it rough
and now i’m taking the fall

lost my head, lost it all
and lost my temper
the world around mes not making it better
Im always thinking how these words’ll make me stress, now I’m singing to myself saying why am I headless

[dye'vert + evan carr]
I feel so headless wasted my time while I had it
now Im in panic lay in bed with a headache
Im like an addict for things that make damage
now I cant stand this, get me down off this planet yah
x2

Prod. dye'vert

Headless w/evan carr

falling 4 me (prod. lederrick x horse head)

Gustav Ahr's Album

fucked up (prod. horse head)

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane 

I couldn’t give a fuck it I tried 
Cuz someone out there piping the love of my life 
Nah I couldn’t give a fuck if I died 
But I bet there’s someone out there thatd gladly trade lives 

I don’t fear sharks and I don’t fear drowning 
Once ur heads below the surface it’s just another day 
I don’t fear heights and I don’t fear flying 
I just fear the day to come where I forget your name 

You’re so fucking different now 
You’re like everybody else in this shitty town
You don’t like me you don’t believe in me
I fucking hate that I gave you a piece me 
I bet you think about me like you never ever knew me 
Bitch you dumb fake like a shitty toupee 
I’ll rip a page from your book I want you no where that I look
id do anything it took to get you out my minds nooks 

and I hate your guts but I love your bones 
and I love you more the more you break down my hope 
oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
oh loving you to death it would end in vane

(sewerperson)
cold winter nights
in your arms
the blood inside of her is keeping me warm
i promise im just checking if ur alright
baby i dont wanna fight like last time
could you heal me
of my damage
i feel so alone on this planet
i lay awake at night in your mattress
baby open up i need access

crows fly off my window sill
she told me draw my blood so she can tell if im real
blue seeps out from my open wound
she said as long as you love me i can love you too
and she cant be replaced ah
baby kiss me slow i miss the taste
she look me in my spirit everytime i grip her waist
she pushing back against me while she hold me by the face
if its true love we could always power thru the hate

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane

beauty pains w/ sewerperson (prod. wellfed)

Stay The Night (prod. Discent)

One More Time (prod. pete)

All Along (prod. Irby)

New track and we are back!

Prod sorrow bringer

Lyrics

Yea I say it’s kinda sweet how you don’t wanna love
Cause it’s been a couple weeks I don’t know what’s up
I been down on my knees trynna pray to a god
But the devil in my ears won’t shut the fuck up

I don’t dream 
I just fall asleep and wonder why 
Im not good enough 
Last night I had a dream
I died 
First time I slept well inna month 

I just close my eyes 
I just break inside 

It’s all fine I’m just fine 
Just let it go
And I’ll move on

These voices in my head
Won’t let me sleep
These people that I know
Don’t even know me
So I guess I’ll try to sleep
Heart broke broke life 
That’s the one I lead

insomnia (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

lyrics:

let it go
it's eating you alive
like you don't know
i'm dreaming of everything that you could be
ease your mind now
and let it go
let it go
it's okay
ease your mind now
for a day
i'm dreaming of everything that you could be
take your time now
and let it go
let it go

i long to
i want to see forever
where the ground is open
and cracks away at your broken home
maybe i won't know why
i could never see the timeline
help me keep you on the right path
i love you

(chorus)

let it go pt. 1

prod. underwood beats
engineered by @kingtheta

lyrics: 

1080p dreams:
I really fucked things up this time 
no redemption
I probably should have seen it coming
but I don't pay attention
and nothing that I try will make it better
it's time to go outside and face the weather
I can't find my tuque 
where on earth did it go?
I guess I'll just put my hood up while trudging through the snow
feeling the cold air decreasing my blood flow
everything will soon fall apart
that's one thing that I know
but what a nice winter breeze
I'm finding myself at peace
no longer down on my knees 
and begging god help me please
I'm here in minus degrees
cold but my mind is at ease 
liking this nice winter breeze
right before I start to freeze

brexx <3:
man I hate december cause I remember
when everything went timber
when everything had ended
the love that had false feelings 
and the words masked by the real thing
but what I said I meant it
you broke it and you bent it
said we'd be forever 
is 3 months the new forever?
in both cases it was forever
whatever

1080p dreams:
but what a nice winter breeze
what a nice winter breeze
but what a nice winter breeze
I'm finding myself at peace
no longer down on my knees 
and begging god help me please
I'm here in minus degrees
cold but my mind is at ease 
liking this nice winter breeze
right before I start to freeze