Featuring @itsyungvan
Produced by @taurs & @prod5head
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
You can't relive the past tense and it's not fair
Stuck into my old ways like I'm still there
I'm try'na move past this
Grown cold from your absence
But I won't cry I'll just be glad that it happened

No I won't lie you really hurt me
Wounded my pride
Am I deserving
Of all this pain
I long for better days
'Cause I don't wanna feel this way

(yung van)
We weren't perfect
But you got me
And I thought we were steady as a
Steady as a heartbeat
Oh now you've turned into a nightmare
And I can't let you go until I've held you
But you're not here

I miss how things were better than
You didn't need acetaminophen
I know I talk to fast without my ADHD medicine
Some sounds still trigger memories
Like that loud train on Elmer's street
That woke you up at night
After you had fallen fast asleep

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Past Tense w/ yung van (Prod. Taurs & 5head)

lyrics 

[maesk]
hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is
i get it ur drawn, unrealistic expectations, u have what is ideal and try to replicate it here in this cold world where the dark never disappears, the light we see will all wither till it’s final flair

i know a lot of people not a lot of people know me
i tend to prefer distance when so when it comes to being lonely 
i don’t mind guess i’m too aware, i’m not scared, only that i might never show fear
i’ll just stare at the ground

yeah i’m still human despite what u may think 
just plenty problems nothing like a good drink won’t fix
something to help me look at this place a little more wrong
maybe time to write another sad song


hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is

time to write another sad song
a few will listen but no one else know how long
i been thinking and been feeling all these things 
u say u listen but u don’t know how it’s been. well u might soon

[goneafteraugust]

always had to hang my head by myself
get it together puff out my chest by myself
i know how it feels to be alone
leave a key under the mat in case i ever come home

so we can go lie down
where it’s quiet and the world won’t make a sound
u can listen to my heart beat pound
i’m headed to u babe i need it right now

forgotten key

forgotten key ft goneafteraugust (flesh x 1gokami)

better 4 u (prod. wstd)

https://open.spotify.com/album/6XRTgfvcIfdTwsJhSzUVwB?si=-NiSKhDKSU2JF5VjEHmZ1g

really like this one, hope you feel the same <3
prod idly blare 
thanks @vito2300 for help with the mix once again <3

lyrics:
its always lurking
a feeling im not
gifted to learn
how to live through this rot
overcome all my burdens
please force me to stop
please force me to stop

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight
i think i need you here

i could sink in the dirt
feed my life to the worms in the earth
maybe then id be worth something
in your eyes, wouldnt that be nice

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight

do the daises cry
do the roses get jealous
when you're nearby

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight 
x2

*i wish people would take the time, to appreciate the little guy, past year and a half ive been alone, i have not been missed i get what its like, i really really wish people would reach out more, idk be a man right*

friends with the bugs

first single on the album dropping at the end of the week <3

lyrics

made it through the darkness but now i'm spent
wonder what you meant 
when you said that i was the one in your life you dreamt (of)
what was going through your head

coz' if im the one for you
why would you
with knowing my love for you
not wanna talk it through

where did these days go
i forgot 'bout my people
coz' yeah its just us but its touch 'n go
i’d be losing my touch but what was i fighting for

i been so hard 
expecting so much
the healing process takes time
but i keep adding to the scars

baby i'm gassed
just look at this heart
it's been carved from the dark

“but all these nights grow cold without u here”
“ive been so lost in my nightmares my dear”
life goes despite how much you care
your hearts so strong but just filled with fear

hardship baby
the storm has passed by
i grabbed the wheel and did my best 
so why would you hate me?
this is the last time

baby i was hopeless 'till i spoke shit
you just help me let it out easier like a potion
i been on my grind every night like erosion
i shouldn't have to tell you where i'm at, just notice

maybe if you noticed you'd know that i'm well
but i know that you're just hoping the smoke rings a bell
and that i'm crying in your arms like i'm living in a hell
up until this point in my life, couldn't tell

baby this life goes on
this shit just makes you strong
i guided this path through the storm 
remain calm

the aftermath 
just take me back
but you cannot do that
we'll soon fade to black

carved from the dark

carved from the dark (ivn)

You ask for directions…

Love you all 

All plats soon 

Lyrics:


You ask for directions i say it’s under hand
Five miles in you question I swear we’ve been here again
Brochures I sure have left them back at base camp
But don’t blame at all the sign says no photos taken 


Sign after sign we ain’t getting nowhere 
We’ve been round a hundred times think I’m losing my head
You gotta look on your face that says that you hate me you wanna go home
And we’re going round in circles stuck in the woods with nowhere to go 
I’m in search of someone or any sign of life
Sos I’m calling out I’m in need of advice
Maybe just maybe I might be wrong this time 
I should’ve took a brochure when he asked instead of laughing at the guy

Morgan-monroe state forest (mackk)

orange lids (homesick)

(prod. Jxsie Beats)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
I don't know if I can do this
On my own feels like I'm losing
All my hope, all my endurance
But I say that I will make it (x2)

Verse 1:
Feels like I lost my way
Feels like I lost my faith
Everything I've ever known is flipped upside down
Will I make it out?

The sun always shines, and birds always sing
I have to remind myself of these things,
in case I start spiraling because

Chorus:
I don't know if I can do this
On my own feels like I'm losing
All my hope, all my endurance
But I say that I will make it (x2)

Verse 2 (Scorpio): 

I don't know if I can do this anymore
Since you left I've been having all these thoughts
Like what if I'm the reason for it all
Sometimes I wish I were never born

But I have to believe that I will make it
Even if it's taken years by now
Maybe I will make it
I'm just praying that I make it out

Bridge:

Sometimes I need to remind myself
That I'm only human
Yeah, I'm only human

Chorus:

I don't know if I can do this
On my own feels like I'm losing
All my hope, all my endurance
But I'll say that I will make it (x2)

I Will Make It Ft. Scorpio

moment

A powerful Swahili heartbreak song about betrayal and lost trust. "Sitakuamini Tena" expresses the pain of deception and the decision to never believe in false love again. With deep emotions and soulful melodies, this song is for anyone who has been hurt in love. 💔🔥

#SwahiliLoveSong #BongoFlava #Heartbreak #SitakuaminiTena

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