guitar by saint mike 

lyrics:
missing august 
now it’s not the same 
without you 
we’d talk for hours 
now i’m lucky if i even do 
if i even do 
wish i could go back 
was it something i did 
was it something i did 
was it something i did 
why am i so easily replaceable 
missing august 
now it’s now the same without you 
we’d talk for hours 
now i’m lucky if i even do


maybe if i was somebody eles
maybe if i kept on changing myself
why do i even care 
what you think 
missing august 
now it’s not the same without you 
missing august

august

wanted this forever, i've been wishing
packed it up in boxes moving east to try and fix it
silent with your parents
i know they'd never say it

focus on the changes, growing in the silence
hard to even recognise my body from the mileage
everything you're scared of
but what if it was made up?

tracing on your arm, getting closer to the lookout,
ripples in the water, we've been kicking in since sundown
to live in this forever
what if i never get better?
cause i can't take it anymore
i can't take it anymore
i can't take it anymore

does anybody know?
the only thing i asked you
lose it when you say
'does anybody have to?'
cause i've been in the dark
but never so invested
to hide it from the world
what i thought had been the best thing

and maybe it just fizzles out on hollow ground
scars that we had made in doubt, ashamed of now
your body in the darkness
like anything could stop it
and i just hate this fucking town and what we found
now my hairs been falling out, i think about
anything to hold you
and know that you were there too

cause i can't take it anymore
i can't take it anymore
i can't take it anymore

cause i can't take it anymore
i can't take it anymore
i can't take it anymore

Can't Shiver

check out evergardens music..
evergarden - https://soundcloud.com/evergardens

also check out aceys beats on YT - https://www.youtube.com/@prodacey

lyrics-
what was it like to fall out of love with me
was it as easy as you thought it would be
i saw the changes in your eyes
guess it's not easy to hide, that you wanted to leave
i see your pictures online
there's now none of you and i
oh it seems
like it was all just a dream
pretend you don't know me anymore
you just left, walked out the door
oh please
why'd you do this to me


our ship sailed 
we left feelings stranded

you take everything i have
time i wasted, wont get back 
don't move on
i wont withstand 
back to strangers? just like that?


guess it was never meant to be
we were too young, no guarantee 

i don't know why we even tried

two worlds collide

seen it coming, not surprised

what was it like to fall out of love with me
was it as easy as you thought it would be

strangers again (ft. evergarden) (acey)

<3
soundcloud.com/eoin-disney

Eoin Disney:
i wish it was the right time
i wish you were right there
i miss you in the nighttime 
i miss you when i'm scared
told her listen to the starlight
as i kiss you from the moon
and when you glisten in the sunlight
you're shaping shadows in my room

Greenwood:
the shades been drawn for so long
i dont know why i've been here
a summer passed without your laugh
i still hear it so clear
i wonder why it happens now
left to figure out
how the pieces of me suffocate in the weeds intact
told you that its good, its getting bad

listening to rover in your attic
sleeping in til 6 i know it after
i had marked the page to save the passage 
something about the pain that doesn't happen
i wonder if your neighbours figured out at all
i wonder if you saved yourself at a cost of what we lost

Eoin Disney:
i wish it was the right time
i wish you were right there
i miss you in the nighttime 
i miss you when i'm scared
told her listen to the starlight
as i kiss you from the moon
and when you glisten in the sunlight
you're shaping shadows in my room

Greenwood:
light we couldn't see but i'm sure that its hitting
i'd be down for a week, i'd be down for a minute
see the scope of your life when its already finished
kinda strange at the end, feeling like the beginning
and i know what you'd say but i'm glad that you didn't
put my life on a shelf for a job and its killing
cause i've been fucking up
i just need to come around
figure out the proper way to hold you but its different now
i just couldn't figure out

time had taken hold of me, bury me
take control like its kerosene 
in my head its invisible, what's that mean on a principle?
when its dark i could speak but i regret it so easily
if you promise to forget i'd tell you just what it means to me
to be out again
fucked up with the sound effects
heard he made it overseas i hope he knows i'm proud of him
happy so we call it that
second summer came to pass, i've been working late
cause no ones waiting for me coming back

cycle through the lens of the moment
i couldn't see what was coming
i tried to fix it when its over 
cause i thought that it wasn't

Eoin Disney:
i wish it was the right time
i wish you were right there
i miss you in the nighttime 
i miss you when i'm scared
told her listen to the starlight
as i kiss you from the moon
and when you glisten in the sunlight
you're shaping shadows in my room

Bloom (w/ Eoin Disney)

https://soundcloud.com/caspywaspy

swear im okay
im just sick of all this bullshit
and she dont go away
i need a doctor before i lose it

i need help im on my own
theres no sun inside my home
and i could call u but i wont
if theres a door i hope its closed

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

i stepped on a landmine
it blew my body to pieces everywhere
miss ur body on mine
we went from everything to nothing, nowhere
coexisted now we collide
i think us being apart is for the best 
no more a part of my life
i wish it was as easy done as said

i stepped on a landmine
it blew my body to pieces everywhere
miss ur body on mine
we went from everything to nothing, nowhere

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

landmine w/ casperrr (king theta)

tell me what u want
where u goin in the nighttime?
wakin up late wit nobody by my right side
pourin up drank just to make it til the sunrise
dont know what to say i aint nun more than tongue tied

took a couple grams i aint a bitch
faces fade away so take a pic
feelings never stay so take a hit
think i took too much i gotta sit

think i took too much im steady sippin
fiji water on me bitch im drippin 
grab ahold of me my hand is slippin
off the edge im boutta see the endin

i dont wanna waste another day
dont know how much more that i can take
stayin sober sayin im cliche
had to care i had to find a way to

battle
bottles
whippin murceilagos

in fh5 i aint makin shit on distro

rattled
thoughts roll
into da mental

take my life wit a blade to da wrist hoe

takin flows from songs ill drop tomorrow
sittin in the bottom of the barrel
drownin in this stupid fuckin sorrow
never trustin next time ill be careful

 bring it back in  
got an o-z rolled up in the nightstand 
you dont know me you aint ever met my best friend
c-h-l-o-e thats my right hand
swear that mf got my back when
rollin down the window caughtchu lackin
up the k n we get straight to blastin
camera lights  we cant forget the action

soberr_24 (secre x flesh)

Guitar by Kazba
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks

LYRICS
Somehow can’t believe I let you take this from me
Cut down on my own
But I won’t concede
I’m better off now
Believe it or not
I can be who I want without you

You made me hate who I was
Yeah I felt bad about it
For the first time in my life
Visions clouded by doubt
How will I make it now
After losing you
In a world so cruel

(decks)
I said I'd make it back
Two hundred foot collapse
You’ll never get it
When I left I thought we’d stay intact
But if it breathes on its own
Could you see what you know
Its a breeze from your home
I remember
To forgive is an art
And I don’t care for your heart
That's why the ties we had made are severed
I see your losses are sore
Bleeding out on the floor
And I'm okay
No it wasn’t forever

Listen on Spotify!

Believe It (or Not) w/ decks [Prod. w/ Kazba]

https://open.spotify.com/album/6XRTgfvcIfdTwsJhSzUVwB?si=-NiSKhDKSU2JF5VjEHmZ1g

really like this one, hope you feel the same <3
prod idly blare 
thanks @vito2300 for help with the mix once again <3

lyrics:
its always lurking
a feeling im not
gifted to learn
how to live through this rot
overcome all my burdens
please force me to stop
please force me to stop

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight
i think i need you here

i could sink in the dirt
feed my life to the worms in the earth
maybe then id be worth something
in your eyes, wouldnt that be nice

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight

do the daises cry
do the roses get jealous
when you're nearby

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight 
x2

*i wish people would take the time, to appreciate the little guy, past year and a half ive been alone, i have not been missed i get what its like, i really really wish people would reach out more, idk be a man right*

friends with the bugs

Sorry it’s been such a while ): something a little different now tho hope you all enjoy <3


Lyrics:

Frozen to the bone
All the leaves froze cold
All the wildlife is hibernating 
Everybody’s sick of waiting for the Midwest winter to go home
Some of us unfortunate Chevrolets are braking down 
Tire depth ain’t good enough buried deep in the snowy 
And Your out there not warming up
Passer-byes don’t stop because 
They don’t want to end up like you 


Hey there my darling it’s snowy it foggy do you need some help 
And I got a spade in the back of my car 
And I have some salt grit in the back
 in case you need a hand out of this mess 
Hop right beside me blanket wrapped tightly
I’ll comfort you till the tow truck gets here
 

The reservoir is frozen over 
each passing hours getting colder 
I’m tryna keep the mood afloat
My fingers hurt your lips are blue
We’re shivering and hoping soon
That your 1984 sedan is towed away 
So where do we go from here
Your telling me that it all meant nothing to you 
But it meant something do 
you wanna come back to my place

snow season (iof)

from my soul
featuring: @greenwood2000
produced by: @trplgmni
art by: @tamagotchu

lyrics:
can you blame me for the reply?
couple months had to get by
now instead of waiting outside
i found a way to live a new life
another lens, check the replay
look at all the shit thats been changed
always tough in the deep grey
but i made it out unscathed
if i don’t even remember
its because i’m doing better
wooden necklace & a keen eye
gotta feeling that i’m

blinded by the downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

greenwood: 
killing time before the door
more than life, more than you know
thought it's different, i was told

lost touch the way it is
further from the places that we've been
despite the mess i'm in
over and over
the state i'm waking in
the bed's been feeling colder
i'm ashamed to say it doesn't fit anyone without you
never did

i'd wait for you in Spring
i'm changing in the worst way
i'm holding out again this time

(gotta feeling that i’m blinded by the)
downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

friends with the bugs

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