@kodylavigne
@johnnyfriend

lyrics:
[killnord]
i want you to tell me
what was i supposed to do?
and i won't let you blame me
think i'm done with avoiding you
cause it's not my fault
that it all went wrong
and it wasn't love
and i tried it all
now i'm feeling numb
i need more drugs
my body's sore
i'm on the floor

i don't wanna feel like this or like that
my heart is breaking in half
already feel like a mess
already feel like i'm dead
i try my best but it's not enough
i guess that i'm not the one
i guess that i fucked it up
the pain just will never stop

[kody lavigne]
i know you used me
but i won't fall again
and i won't play pretend
girl you never were my friend
i'm tired of all the lies
i hope this is the end
and i hope you tell your friends
that i broke your heart again
it feels like girls don't really like me
they just wanna hurt my psyche
in the end it always bites me yeah
i know that i won't fall in love again
because you fucked it up for them
why can't i get you out my head? yeah

[killnord]
i don't wanna feel like this or like that
my heart is breaking in half
already feel like a mess
already feel like i'm dead
i try my best but it's not enough
i guess that i'm not the one
i guess that i fucked it up
the pain just will never stop

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what was i supposed to do? (feat. kody lavigne)

Produced by lukas & kndey
Written by xorainzz

Lyrics:

My vision foggy
Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

You can try
To tell me otherwise
Feel like I’m running ‘round
In circles
You despise all that wasting time
And I hate to see you go
Ease up
I hate to see you froze
Even if I’m cold
Live through surreal highs
And toxic lows
But just to realize
I’m on my own
Pickup the phone oh

Meet me
Under city lights
When It’s dark outside
Maybe I can fix it all
Knee deep
Into all these lies
After all this time
I’d still pick up your calls
You set fire to the walls
But yea I guess thats my fault
And in the end it’ll be my loss
At this point
I couldn’t really care at all

I cant keep running away from
Shit I can’t escape
And I cant keep pushing away the
Shit I can’t erase
Im in and out of focus with you
With you

My vision foggy
Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

far from you* prod. lukas + kndey

a fake scene awakens
curvin my bad decisions
might fall back tonight
all the paths i’ve takin 
n i keep regressing
my regrets in this

u make me delusional
f*ck u for losin hope
loose love it was conditional
used me like medicinal

i got caught up in the way that we talk
moved too fast then we swerved hit a wall
brake fast finish last
leading me along
always gettin high 
why’d u leave me at a low?
i can fix u up
let me in take it slow
fight me outside
back it up when we’re alone
u f*ck my head up like a prozac
empty like a bottle no signal like i’m blocked in

u make me delusional
f*ck you for losin hope
loose love it was conditional
used me like medicinal

consider i take the past away
or i rewash all that pain away
can’t take it back instead replay
every detail of those memories made,
we got swept up tryna force this
love n loss just part of the process
built up mountains of remorses
split us up n now we’re corpses to us,
we let the outside take us
hard to bring back 
what was had after lost trust
still look for u in the real world
were we just lust?
that we called love?

(i gotta yell here? f*ck)
u make me delusional
f*ck you for losin hope
loose love it was conditional
used me like medicinal
u make me delusional
f*ck this make me risk it all
loose love thinking you ripped me off
too high off your counter love

medicinal

ig: @0yukixx

p. @auguryy

mixed by @0yukixx + @c0d3ee

till it's over [p. augury]

experimental. 

huge shoutout to @kryst3n, my best friend in the scene for doin this feat. so glad we made a song finally ily twin <3333

lyrics:

one fight then we break up
then you’re coming back and you’re always tryna make up
do it all again, do it all again,
tell me you’re in love then you say we’re better friends

saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
been alone i’m in my bed now 
fuckin hope you understand that
saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
imma go and i won’t even say goodbye
i’ll dieeee

(SUICIDES MY ONLY HOPE)

im falling u dont even give a damn
you would rather focus on everything that i did wrong
your legs move running fast as you can
you were called out on all the bullshit that you said

I was the other fucking half of u
threw out good times im so fucking mad with u
now its bad habits we fell back into 
i hope all ur new friends turn and laugh at u i swear

saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
been alone i’m in my bed now 
fuckin hope you understand that
saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
imma go and i won’t even say goodbye
i’ll dieeee

all plats

back2u w/ kryst3n [prod. dercept x 80root]

:)

produced by @zupehr

~ lyrics ~

pockets hurt from countin cash
meet my boys; they never lack
couple racks inside my bank account; this shits a fucking gag 
try my best; i’m blocking all the hate cuz i been in my bag
if i catch you talkin shit then i might fuckin get you back 

cut off my connections cuz i promised i won’t get attached 
fuck all of these labels tryna hit me up they gettin mad
i don’t want attention cuz i promised i won’t give it back
fuck your love, it broke me but i gotta leave you in the past 
pockets hurt from countin cash
meet my boys; they never lack
couple racks inside my bank account; this shits a fucking gag 
try my best; i’m blocking all the hate cuz i been in my bag
if i catch you talkin shit then i might fuckin get you back 

yeah we going up
like the trees we growing up
labels always gettin in my way and say i’m blowing up
trying to regurgitate the pain i wanna throw it up
light another blunt into my face; i like to roll it up

find a cavern in the light of day; i’m in my solitude
now i’m doing all the fuckin things i always wanted to
hope that i can understand the ways that i have fallen through 
hope that i can understand the ways that i have fallen through 

pockets hurt from countin cash
meet my boys; they never lack
couple racks inside my bank account; this shits a fucking gag 
try my best; i’m blocking all the hate cuz i been in my bag
if i catch you talkin shit then i might fuckin get you back 

cut off my connections cuz i promised i won’t get attached 
fuck all of these labels tryna hit me up they gettin mad
i don’t want attention cuz i promised i won’t give it back
fuck your love, it broke me but i gotta leave you in the past 
pockets hurt from countin cash
meet my boys; they never lack
couple racks inside my bank account; this shits a fucking gag 
try my best; i’m blocking all the hate cuz i been in my bag
if i catch you talkin shit then i might fuckin get you back

promised [prod. zupehr]

feel my world just decay as i'm growing up . . .

huge shoutout to @byekento for carrying tf outta this song, u one of my best friends bro ilysm <33

>lyrics<
i been through too much
tryna do too much
feel my world just decay as im growing up
sprials swirling away; brain is blowing up
tryna hurl all my pain; i been throwing up

i just been too fucked up to remember
the times i gave soul back up for the devil
i take a couple puffs; im not more than a vessel
im thinkin way too much; i'll just go fuckin mental

i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them 
i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them

and i been tryna find my way back
if you really love me 
why the fuck ain’t you just say that 
i know im still caught up in my head 
i can’t escape yet chase a paycheck 
still alive but im looking for my fucking grave damn 

and i know that its still gon be the fucking same 
i know i won’t ever change
i know i’m the bad guy 
so i stay inside my lane
fuck no i ain’t reaching out
but i still wish they heard me now 
i know that i let ‘em down

its all my fault so i stay alone 
never had a place to go 
never had a place like home
always somewhere dosing off
i could never let it show
nothing but a sacrifice 
know its all inside my mind 
all this time to figure me out

i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them 
i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them

impaled w/ byekento [prod. dercept x jolst]

@1darza @ninewaters <33
luv makin music with my friends fr ily guys

--lyrics--
fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

hoping someone gets them off of me
im running for my life
want the peace the lord has offered me
im tryna catch a vibe
dont want attention, i dont want too many friends
forgot to mention, i cut off too many threads

hard for me to function, hard to feel alive
talkin all that tough shit, whyd i even try
i would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet
i would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet, ohhh

fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

bitch im on this perc and ecstacy im out my mind
fuck 12 i aint doing time
you can see the pain when you lookin in my eyes
waking up high, thought i died last night

my bitch put the coke in her pussy
you aint doin shit to me boy you just a pussy
pullin up with rick on me, got your bitch lookin
flexin all that cash, now he sad cuz i took it

im on demon time, yeah
fees in my line, yeah
i dont needa die, im already dead
pull up to your spot, we gon paint it red
i need all the percocets, i need all the meds, yeah

fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite
fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

it's the worst day
sometimes i will wonder why i did this in the first place
i would get antagonized and treated in the worst ways
i just want an answer; on my own im always searching
THERE'S TOO MANY PEOPLE IN MY WAY

alive w/ darza [prod. ninewaters]

@b_murph
p. yung spoiler
https://hyperfollow.com/stfu

lyrics:
(intro)

(bitch i'm too fucked up)
(byekento, haha)
(bitch i'm too fucked up)

Its 2 am you call me up to tell me i'm a bad guy
And I know you tell you're friends 
Every time I pass by
Spent the night thinkin' 'bout that time
And all I know is I don't wanna do this when I'm

(hook)

Wasted, bitch i'm too fucked up 
Imma pest, Imma prick
Imma shut the fuck up 
All my friends cut me off 
I don't think I was enough 
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah 

They say, that I'm too far gone 
Took a shot to the head
Do you think that was enough? 
On my last dying breath do you think I give a fuck?  
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah 

(verse)

(bitch i'm too fucked up)
(It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah)
(woah-oh-woah) 
(It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah)

After all this damn time you'd think I'd get my head right
Sorry baby I’m still out here telling all these lies
You still questioning my motives baby let me live my life
Uh, I promise you that I ain’t stepping outta line
Faded at the back of the club
You’re calling me oh my god, could you shut the fuck up
Uh, and I think that im over your love
The same way im over vodka when I empty my cup
I been chilling in the back living my best life
And you still coming over tryna ruin my night
Tell me whats the reason why you stuck in my mind
Cause im just out here drinking alcohol until I feel alright

(hook)

Wasted, bitch i'm too fucked up 
Imma pest, Imma prick
Imma shut the fuck up 
All my friends cut me off 
I don't think I was enough 
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah 

They say, that I'm too far gone 
Took a shot to the head
Do you think that was enough? 
On my last dying breath do you think I give a fuck?  
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah

stfu w/ b murph

Inspired by https://soundcloud.com/fuckkkankan/prod-pilgrim-pax-wav and https://soundcloud.com/6vz/my-year

lyrics:
wrap it up no ribbon, shit
i've took more than i've given
got no regard for feelings 
guess that's just the way i'm livin
wrap it up no chicken
had it up to here with women

but they still gonna say they miss me yah
said i miss them too but i don't care about it really
said i missed you too but on the DL i was fibbing
gonna kick the bucket
it's the same one that i pissed in

i'm in the whip with all these whores
bet they ride me like a horse
bet i'll make them do my chores
didn't expect for life to be this way
but i guess it's gonna take its course
stepping boundaries wit the law

i'm in a whip it's foreign
see i'm tryna marry a foreigner
what's with these girls and missing me
get lost, 4am i'm missing
think about me when you're kissing him
still know you're never gonna listen
i be cooking but i'm not in the kitchen

it's been over but they won't listen
i been tryna do shit that bad for me
but i think it's you who's bad for me
20 fans all going mad for me
30 bands blown on the alc
40 bands blown on a house
you know i'm tryna burn that shit down

regular people don't think bout the shit that i'm livin
i'm living in bad karma when i be taking not giving
i'm richer than big pharma, whipping up crack that's a given
but i'ma be leaving this whore, wrap it up without a ribbon

promised [prod. zupehr]

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