i couldnt stand being inbetween 🙇🏼‍♂️

A @synthetickids EXCLUSIVE

@kainebot
@blackfridvy

prod 
@northeastlights
@internetjoe

Fed Up! +Fridvy & Kainebot [Northeast Lights & Internet Joe]

Produced by @gocirclebad

Mastered by KINGDØM 🖤

https://m.soundcloud.com/23kingdom 

First drop in 3 years… enjoy

I fall apart (feat. KINGDØM)

hey (ayykidtaylor)

lyrics:
think i now understand what you were talking about
all your words but now i'm living without
let the worst come
while you're lonely
you're the poison
took you slowly

i tried so damn hard
you made me fall apart
i tried so damn hard
i'll fight to hide these scars

when you're gone i can't breathe
but it's not about me
now my scars are ugly
i'm fighting to cope
while you're playing a joke
know your place in my world is gone
i can't let go

i can't let go
i can't let go
running around and round we go
climbing the mountain as high as it goes

i tried so damn hard
you made me fall apart
i tried so damn hard
i'll fight to hide these scars

when you're gone i can't breathe
but it's not about me
now my scars are ugly
i'm fighting to cope
while you're playing a joke
know your place in my world is gone
i can't let go

i can't let go
i can't let go

spotify :)

scars//u were my rock tho (fxckyeahako)

@greenwood2000

prod. miercoles

(Lukas)

Thought you'd be dead by 16
im glad you're not
your still around
even if you
feel your body rot
most days...
I know when it gets hard for you
heartbreak...
ill always be a part of you

this wont drag me down
I cant pretend
to shut you out
thats wrong

she knows my true intentions
everyday with her is like heaven
if you had to die
I would kill myself
its the only way
nothing else would help
right the wrongs that I made for us
doesn't change the fact that you're gone

(Greenwood)

Loose ends
I’m closing in
I focus on the things
I try and tell her
Hoping I remember
The way that it felt last year

Deep inside I know it won’t get better
In the forest in the shelter,
Never wanted it to end here

Further on than I could ever be (if it’s all there)
Wish that I was anyone but me (know you don’t care)
Lights to guide you home and finally (in your cold hair)
Know it hurts, just something I could feel

So much to turn against
I’m choking on the things I try to tell her
Hoping I remember the way that it felt last year

irreplaceable (feat. Greenwood)

~ i couldn't stand it... ~
produced by me <3

-
How could it be
Was everything you said to me make-believe
You said you wanted me on your anniversary 
He doesn't know about the thing that we said we'd be 
'Cause I never had tenancy
You worshipped me 
I've never had someone that would say those things 
The love was there, don't act like you weren't as deep as me 
It's getting tiring, yanking roots that are gripping me 
All the hurt that you're giving me 

You're the setup, I'm the punchline
You were someone, I was "sometimes"
I was boundless, you were the confines 
I think it's time I get up and go 

'Cause now my bed's so cold, and I'm all alone 
Thought I'd found my home, now I just don't know 
The chemicals, I don't feel withdrawals 
It's hard to watch you pull away when I give my all
'Cause now my texts go green, and I'm left on seen
And the disbelief is consuming me 
The dopamine, it was just routine
 I couldn't stand to keep on being in the in-between
The in-between, the in-between

Everything you say is confidential
'Cause you got a man, girl that's essential 
Tell me if you think there's no potential 
'Cause tryna get away is consequential 
Tell me if it's worth it to preserve it 
Oh, I'm tired of the hurting, don't deserve it 
It's a little bit unnerving but I'm searching 
For a way to make it right, but it isn't working 
Do you find it makes it easy when it's just through a phone 
Weaving lies to tell your boyfriend, makes me feel like a joke 
Now I'm high most every day, my mental's in the unknown 
Wish you'd be mine, but you'll just leave me alone

'Cause now my bed's so cold, and I'm all alone 
Thought I'd found my home, now I just don't know 
The chemicals, I don't feel withdrawals 
It's hard to watch you pull away when I give my all
'Cause now my texts go green, and I'm left on seen
And the disbelief is consuming me 
The dopamine, it was just routine
 I couldn't stand to keep on being in the in-between
The in-between, the in-between
The in-between, the in-between

borderline

in-between

lyrics: 

stamp out the burning embers
of a life that’s not okay 
i feel gods hefty torture
in a life that some would say
holds no weight
i can’t say
she’ll put me in my place 
and i feel her
the reaper 
but i been dead anyway 

and you’re not safe from me
when i got you in line of sight
i feel unspeakable pain when i see you reflect in eyes
put back the words that you let spill out of your fuckin mouth 
i’m sick to death of every syllable that you spit out

like what 
what are you even talking about 
i can’t take you serious you’ve been kissing another’s mouth
i’ve never been good at this 
just take that blade and cut me out 
i promise i wont leave again 
i promise i wont make a sound 

and i’ll stay here til you want me 
i’m more like earl grey
you’re more like coffee
a bitter taste; stains on my body
lips as red as cherries
and a heart like the mojave 
x2

and what the fuck 
do i 
have to do to make you love me ????
and i threw up
and i been feeling fuckin lonely
this whole month
will i 
make it through to my next birthday
i say probably not, 
so i’ll just say fuck it pop a 30

bae i’m earl grey
you’re more like coffee
?????

torture ft. sendflowrs

would you like to go out?

complex (Cybertrash remix)

Thank u for sticking around <333

lyrics

Schoolgrounds
Always got ur rules, never play ‘round
New scene, fruit trees
Never spend too long on the playground
Always took granted what I see now

Old days, old ways
I know ur a product of that ol’ place
Wash away ur habits, with a cold case
Of every truth that u hadn’t even realised 
But like “no way”

I wont love u, just to let u go
I wont love u just to let u go
Ima love u, jus to help u grow
Ima love u jus to help u grow

Pick me up, put me down
Take a few steps back and you won't have to drown
Once u find that space youll prevent the drown
Pick me up but then just put me down

I dont wanna take it
I dont wanna fake it
I've had this view for so long that I’d just never make it
I've had to break thru my reality and face it

But ig that its different when it comes to you
The worlds that create only fits us 2
But I know with this world things dont always break through
Me and u jus gotta push to put out the fumes

In my name I still write for you
Even with that attitude I still expect some gratitude 
Carrying around a heavy heart
With a smile on my face
Don't want these feelings erased
I just want us both ok

I just got my soul detached 
Any moment heart attack
You tell me that my love is fake
But ig I was made for that

I feel like a space cadet
I'm heading to my worlds and back
I just saw my life flash 
I just need my life back

Ik that you told me that I need to change my outlook and
Everything that comes with that
Baggage heavy overpacked

I wish we could run it back to all the times I'd tell you stories 
Now my pages all collapse
All my words in bold and caps

I just spent the last two nights
In the background of your mind
Perfect person, wrong time
I wish we were kids for life
Coz then I'd make you happy easy
Ik you believe me 
But with what we know

It's just left us freezing 
It's just left us cold 
Baby take me home 
The thought of you leaving 
It's fucking up my breathing 

I don't want you alone 
But I hope when you're leaving 
That you have a purpose known
Coz I don't want to let you go

angelina outro

Angelina_Outro (Sleepy fish)

b side from resize frame (unreleased / scrapped[?] decks proj)
prod @fleshgolem
enjoi

lyrics:
baby i been sick for so damn long
gather my wits with something strong
and i know the risk i’m taking on
but if we don’t miss it, something’s wrong
so wrong

covered the bases i missed on the road
always forgot how to feel so at home
never invited to be one of those
now i been poppin and playing these shows (like)
i know the ins and the outs of your soul
bury me, baby, i won’t let it go
starving surroundings will leave me alone if
self preservation applies to be hostess

if its the end of me
just say its heavenly
i swear i meant it
feel what you’re saying
despite resenting these
apologetic pleas
i’m staring back at
you, feeling ancient

baby i been sick for so damn long
gather my wits with something strong
and i know the risk i’m taking on
but if we don’t miss it, something’s wrong
so wrong

in-between

Dylan Longworth

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