if only everyone could know

original: https://soundcloud.com/bhproducer/feel?si=4bd3a2da82ef44db91791a8c1ea85ef6&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

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bh - FEEL (asperr remix)

stream: fanlink.to/reach-air-soothe
purchase: reach99air.bandcamp.com/track/soothe

Soothe

messy timing but you get the point 😔

verse 1:
l’ll disappoint my parents
I’ll sail this ship to sea
how’s this for total chaos
how’s this for 23

there must be something wrong here 
deep inside my DNA
some kind of freak mutation
malignant tumour in my brain

verse 2:
still I’ll have some motivation
when I fall asleep to break the chain
and I’ll dream of resurrection
to purify me of this pain

when I awake life throws a curveball
and I make a small mistake
but I’m striving for perfection
so I’ll waste another day

outro:
I’ll waste another day
I’ll waste another day
I’ll waste another day
I’ll waste another day

don’t you think you’ve sat long enough here
this can’t just be inside your brain
shouldn’t this be something worth wanting
rosy cheeks and ankle sprains

rosy cheeks and ankle sprains (demo)

this is probably the worst thing I've ever made

original by nomy (https://nomy.nu)

You are in pain
Take your life, take your life with cocaine
But I am who I am
So I do what I can, when I can
But I can't really do a damn thing

So fine this day
All your problems have gone away
But tomorrow, when you wake up
All your problems are back to stay 

Your life, a game
Turn it up, turn it up with cocaine
And every time that you live is a time when you feel
And the only time you heal

Tell me what it is
And it would never be like this
A problem that we have in common
Baby tell me what it is
It probably doesn't mean a piss

Yeah rip my heart apart

Now it's too late, too late to live
Only heaven loves you now
So love it back for once
Just once
Now it's too late, too late to live
And my conscience killing me
So I'm alive
But I am not free

And for all of you that can relate to this too
And for all of you that can relate to this too
 
White snow, I know
You're on a place where I just can't go
But I hope you do remember
Your snow doesn't warm you in December

You are in pain
Take your life, take your life with cocaine
But I am who I am
So I do what I can, when I can
But I can't really do a damn thing

Now it's too late, too late to live
Only heaven loves you now
So love it back for once 
Just once

Now it's too late, too late to live
And my conscience killing me
So I'm alive
But I am not free

And for all of you that can relate to this too
And for all of you that can relate to this too

Tell me what it is
And it would never be like this
A problem that we have in common
Baby tell me what it is 
It probably doesn't mean a piss

you rip my heart apart

You are in pain
Take your life, take your life with cocaine
But I am who I am
So I do what I can, when I can
But I can't really do a damn thing

Now it's too late, too late to live
Only heaven loves you now
So love it back for once
Just once
Now it's too late, too late to live
And my conscience killing me
So I'm alive
But I am not free

And for all of you that can relate to this too
And for all of you that can relate to this too

Now it's too late

cocaine

Daisy's Limerence

Produced By Arys Vance

Lyrics :

I shouldn't have been the one to be there
But I can't get this feeling out of my mind
Oh, I tell you that it's something more that I wanted to say
But I can't keep it to myself

Cause Oh, I know that you're the right one from the start
Oh, I never had this feeling in my heart
You deserve someone better than me
That is why I don't wanna go that route, yeah

And I don't wanna let it go
Don't wanna wasting my time
I rather just free my soul
Just whenever you are
Oh, what is up with all my feelings?
I can't let it go
But you wanted me to go on that road
Then I'ma let you know

She was the one to fill my heart out
I never had anyone like you to let my words go out loud
Oh, I don't wanna stay like this to define who I am
Throwing all the shades, I ain't with it

Oh, I don't wanna tell you
I know that you're the right one from the start
Oh, I never had this feeling in my heart
You deserve someone better than me
That is why i don't wanna go that route, yeah

And I don't wanna let it go
Don't wanna wasting my time
I rather just free my soul
Just whenever you are
Oh, what is up with all my feelings?
I can't let it go
But you wanted me to go on that road
Then I'ma let you know

I don't wanna tell you
I know that you're the right one from the start
Oh, I never had this feeling in my heart
You deserve someone better than me
That is why I don't wanna go that route, yeah

Arys Vance - Limerence

Healing

Warmth

This was the first song I wrote for what would be the deluxe version of my album "Metamorph"!

-
[Verse 1]
You felt so right
I never meant to fall, girl I just can't resist
They way your hand fits in mine
It's like I always dreamed of, but love I don't get
I'm trying to find a way to gеt up out of this hole that i'm in
I can't find the light
I'm missing what we had, I guеss I'll reminisce

[Hook]
Reminisce
On the times that you would call
Should've never gave my all
Can't believe that I was falling for you, yeah
Girl you got me going insane
Hearing you inside my brain
I'm so tired of reminiscing of you
Yeah, I'll reminisce
I'm so tired of reminiscing of you

[Verse 2]
Can't break away
I see you in my dreams, and I wanna reach out
You fade away
Into the dark of night, there's not a word you speak now
I just can't shake
The way your eyes lit up every time that we kissed
I'm gonna break
I miss the way you feel, I guess I'll reminisce

[Hook]
Reminisce
On the times that you would call
Should've never gave my all
Can't believe that I was falling for you, yeah
Girl you got me going insane
Hearing you inside my brain
I'm so tired of reminiscing of you
Yeah, I'll reminisce
I'm so tired of reminiscing of you

[Outro]
On the times that you would call
Should've never gave my all
Can't believe that I was falling for you, yeah
Got me going insane
Hearing you inside my brain
I'm so tired of reminiscing of you
Just reminisce
Yeah, I'll reminisce

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