prod me

and if you sink
it’s all my fault
every time i blink
you make the time stall, woah
my dreams go in a spiral
can’t find a way out
the path’s been washed away now
it’s been months since we’ve talked
and i’m right outside ur front door
calculating all the time that i gotta make up for
you close the blinds while the sun pours
remind me what im testing my luck for

i had a dream
bout u and me
i told u
you asked what it means
like u can barely hear my screams in the night
as i’m banging on the window
need some advice tired of crying to my pillow
5th avenue, im getting off
fuck google maps always getting lost
where did i go wrong
i sweat off my blush
now there’s a hole in my bag
i can’t turn back, i spent my last 20 to get here

and if you sink
it’s all my fault
every time i blink
you make the time stall, woah
my dreams go in a spiral
can’t find a way out
the path’s been washed away now
it’s been months since we’ve talked
and i’m right outside ur front door
calculating all the time that i gotta make up for
you close the blinds while the sun pours
remind me what im testing my luck for

earlier tonight, the first time that u tried
u went to open me the door
but then u shut it in my eyes
i don’t know what im waiting for
guess i thought you’d throw your wine on the floor
now i’m writhing in torment
keep pouring
know ur head hurts, just ignore it
i’ll forfeit 
forget my problems draining four fifths
will we be short lived
thought u said i was important 
recorded u talking different shifting formants
got lost, it took a cost
gotta log off
u had it wrong gotta unlearn everything u thought
don’t talk, don’t wanna remind me of what i forgot
so don’t bring him up that boy is gone
and u can say his name is wont turn around
already numb, there’s not much u can do to hurt me now
there’s no way u could tell just how i’d turn out
ur first doubt you had i thought u would drown

and if you sink
it’s all my fault
every time i blink
you make the time stall, woah
my dreams go in a spiral
can’t find a way out
the path’s been washed away now
it’s been months since we’ve talked
and i’m right outside ur front door
calculating all the time that i gotta make up for
you close the blinds while the sun pours
remind me what im testing my luck for
[repeat]

spiral

https://open.spotify.com/track/1KscQlFv34cpMMv2ZLnb9L?si=4c33aca715394f82

prod: @1kaynn
ft: @trustt

lyrics: 
(me)
i dont know the words that i can tell u now
feeling stuck again i needa break it out
tell me what u need so i can save u now
yea its getting hard to breathe u need to cut it out
so tell me where that shit go?
everything is gone i ignored all the signals
im getting sick of all these people
saying couple words and yea they go like

i dont wanna hurt u, no i dont wanna make u cry
so im telling u its over
everything u did it broke her
covered with ur blurred out lies
gotta do my best to show her x2

(@trustt)
i don't wanna hurt u no more
think it's better if we part ways, go
no matter what they say i still won't fold
self respect is something u don't know 
i don't wanna hurt u no more
but i think that i have to
don't cry if i don't like u
bitch don't cry if u don't win
i could never sell myself short
u don't know that tho
ima hit it from the source
u don't know that tho
i said, i could never sell myself short
u don't know that tho
ima hit it from the source
u don't know that tho

(me)
i dont know the words that i can tell u now
feeling stuck again i needa break it out
tell me what u need so i can save u now
yea its getting hard to breathe u need to cut it out
so tell me where that shit go?
everything is gone i ignored all the signals
im getting sick of all these people
saying couple words and yea they go like

i dont wanna hurt u, no i dont wanna make u cry
so im telling u its over
everything u did it broke her
covered with ur blurred out lies
gotta do my best to show her x2

blurred out

blurred out ft trustt (kaynn)

part 8 of 11

produced by wishlane
mixed + mastered by @st1cksyea
art by me + @myridmusic

lyrics https://genius.com/Wishlane-nosebleed-lyrics

nosebleed

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Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

I was locked
 in my room cuz i thought i was fine
I was rotting
A lot cuz the thoughts in my mind
And ive lost And ive learned 
Now i see thru ur eyes
when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright

i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright
But u stare
For too long and you slowly go blind
And i’ll spread all my wings when i know im alive
But i burned in the sun now i’ll never go fly
Again  

Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

Realm

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realm

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

"cause love dwells where it's synergetic"

produced by @dylanlongworth, @glitch-gum, and @callmejish
additional writing + vox by @azaleabettigole
mixed by @callmejish
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All my exes tend to lean nomadic
And leave a text beyond melodramatic
Obsessed with status
Reinstate old habits
While I’m stuck here listening to the static
(I’m stuck here listening to the-)
Show proficiency in misdirection
Ignore the red flags, alter my perception
Why do I miss you
Knowing I was misused? But it’s alright
‘Caused you looked fine last time i checked in

It’s a condescending, never-ending lie
With consequences unsequential 
Will I stop pretending everything is going fine 
When the martyr dies, I hope I find the answer 
Wishing I could make it happen faster 
Knowing by the end, I never make you mine 
‘Cause it takes two to fight 

I fear your loving is trepidatious
I’m here, but baby i've been so anxious 
It makes no sense, but it's absolute 
Can't stay as friends, leave me in solitude 
Gave a little, i watched you restrain it 
Start to wonder if i can attain it
Can't help but be apathetic 
‘Cause love dwells where it's synergetic 

Baby why do I miss you
I’ve been dying to kiss you
I know was so misused
But baby I was the issue
No, I take it back, take it back
‘Cause you don’t listen
We can’t bring it back, bring it back to the beginning
You were always in the right to you
Who gave the right to you
I had to stop myself from changing things in spite of you
I used to fight for you
But now you fight the truth
It’s hard to talk about it
I don’t wanna lie to you
And all my exes have this thing in common
They watch me lose myself like, far too often
But something tells me that I’ll find it standing at the altar
But now I know you’re not a prophet
And I’m not a goner

I fear your loving is trepidatious
I’m here, but baby i've been so anxious 
It makes no sense, but it's absolute 
Can't stay as friends, leave me in solitude 
Gave a little, i watched you restrain it 
Start to wonder if i can attain it
Can't help but be apathetic 
‘Cause love dwells where it's synergetic 
I fear your loving is trepidatious
I’m here, but baby i've been so anxious 
It makes no sense, but it's absolute 
Can't stay as friends, leave me in solitude 
Gave a little, i watched you restrain it 
Start to wonder if i can attain it
Can't help but be apathetic 
‘Cause love dwells where it's synergetic

synergy (feat. Glitch Gum)

synergy (w/ Glitch Gum)

Out now on streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/simonm/settle

"you will never get what you want"
Originally recorded in 2021

settle

#freakyvibes

#lyrics:

you think you're tied up now
why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit but I'm a thief

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

melatonin don't work
had to fiend until my soul hurt
I could run across the whole earth
I been bleeding till my nose burst
I feel a little low-worse 
I feel a little more
oh I feel a little more

breakdowns made me someone I'm not
break a hole through the wall looking through what I sought for
late-town made me something I hate
and I'm always in the corner yelling

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit, but I'm a seed to believe in
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around talkin shit but baby I'm a FREAK

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close
you could tell me that I got to see

everybody wanna be a freak
baby I don't wanna be deceived
come into come into come into fact
come into come into come into please (freak)

FREAK

I spent too long inside my mind 
I took to much I’m paralyzed 
The life I want was all a lie 
Ik exactly what I want 
I didn’t  mean to cut you off.
I couldn’t keep a promise you hear it in my tone 
my heart is in my poem but baby girl you know
just how I felt 
My minds loose  
Confused 
What’s wrong with me ?
So I’ll throw my head against the wall 
don’t wanna have to run from you
you know I do 
but you would tell me breathe 
you taught me how to breathe  
I don’t know what it means 
the past is obsolete 
and I won’t let it , hold me closer
let it  pull me under 
All the things I wish I could undo
I fold another time , Ik it’s do or die  
you see it in my eyes
 you know I’m paralyzed.
You know I hurt you , I didn’t mean to haunt you
you said it wasn’t all my fault , 
but why always say my problems aren’t the cause of drama , 
when my time is all I misuse
And so I’ll breath , 
as long as I just breath
Ik this isn’t me 
I felt it I’m too weak 
too weak
I start to realize 
it’s all a suicide 
spent 3 months in the back of my mind 
just tryna make it feel right 
I start to haunt  you 
you know I didn’t want too 
the past will always cut through 
the pain will always relapse  
but I don’t think you see it
no I don’t think you know my life
A lie
and I don’t know 
if this is what I want
or who I have to be
this isn’t what I see 
but baby don’t you lie
don’t lie 
don’t lie 
don’t lie

https://open.spotify.com/track/1jso3yWBgbZbCTpA5x65ln?si=0f2810c4021e4943

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