Oh, I can't fall asleep
'Cause I'm thinking about
All of the bad dreams
That I had when you would
Tell me I was everything
And now I lay down
And all I see are sheep
And subtle things
To remind me that
I'm nowhere near
Where you left me
Last year

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter

Oh, I hoped, honestly
I was thinking about
All of the wrong things
Maybe something was
Just off with my perspective
And now I think
I see everything so
Crystal ever-clear
Makes me wonder why
I ever turned the nightmare
On myself

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter

(Vocalizing)

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter

jacqueline

You say it's not you
You say it's someone else
But how do i know
When it's coming out your mouth?
You say she's got friends
Yeah, people I don't know
But her face is the one
That waits for me to come home

How do I know
When it's really you?
Will you tell me words
That will make me fall
In love with you?
And I don't know
What to think
I don't know what to do

That's when a teenage crush
Gets a little bit ugly
And I didn't give up
'Cause I knew that you loved me
And that's all that mattered
To me

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Will you hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I see
A person that looks just like you
But doesn't know me
She's looking at me
Like I'm an alien

I'm hard to displease
Just treat me with respect
Don't know what you don't get
Is that stupid to expect?
Just tell me what you want
Just tell me what you're here for
Is it anything more
Than self destruction?

Is it anything more
Than acting out?
I guess it is by now
I can tell that
You mean it now

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Will you hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I see
A person that looks just like you
And does bad things
Somehow I'm the one
Who's the alien

Yeah

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Baby, would you
Hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I've seen
Somebody that looks just like you
Still scares me
And I feel like I'm an alien

featherbrain

I don't know how you sleep at night
Can you teach me?

I can't keep living like this
I know somethings gotta change
I've been like this for years
And now I'm feeling kinda strange
I feel it catching up to me
I think I'm gonna die
It's been so long since I could
Stay asleep through the night

and dreaming (feat. cvnvvn)

Other people don't care
Other people don't care
Other people don't care
Other people don't care
They just get in your face
And take stimulants
They just wanna get in your face
And take stimulants

Other people don't care
Other people don't care
Other people don't care
Other people don't care
They just get in your face
And take stimulants
They just wanna get in your face
And take stimulants

Yeah I spent 50 bucks
To emulate love
And after all that
It's still not enough
Sometimes you gotta do
What you don't wanna do
And face all the things
That try to haunt you

wtf is wrong with people (bonus)

can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like just falling asleep

i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy
its not easy

can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like fucking fall asleep

i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy

when nobody's watching i
just stay in my head all night

it's 3am
i gotta wake up again
i gotta fake it pretend
like i'm not still asleep
i'm not falling apart
no jumprope in my heart
my body's gonna give out
on me

i know it's bad for me
this make believe
what's truth for you
are lies for me
so i just want autonomy
and i have to be patient

she'd wake up at
a reasonable hour
maybe take a shower
if i could allow her
she'd make herself a meal
and it tastes fine
spent a minute online
make it to work at 9

but she's probably busy
staring at the ceiling
probably isn't feeling
busy doing nothing
she could be productive
maybe even happy
spending time with her friends
smiling and laughing

it's easier said than done
it's easier said than done

how do i block it out in a way
that's more selfish than this?
i don't think such a method exists

i turned to recluse
and self-diffusion
to solve for answers
with synthetic solutions
and swim down
to lows beneath
all the places
that the light couldn't reach

if you
break through
somehow you reach me
get rid of these leeches
eating love for food
leaving selfish isolationist attitude

i want you around me
so badly, so badly
you're chosen family
you kill the bad things
i don't know what to say

all good people are asleep (feat. saoirse dream)

I get it
You don't have to tell me
Again and again
I get the point
But maybe there's something
About my reaction
That tells you something right
(Yeah...)

I don't know about that
I know it's not affection I lack
Maybe something deeper than that
Maybe something I need to
Give all my attention

I was running fucking fast
In the wrong direction
I was held
I was a hostage
Of my perspective

Don't tell me there's nothing
A lesson or something
To hold onto tonight
You act like you're above it
You know that you're nothing
As long as you hold the knife
(Woo!)

Don't give me that crap
Never empathy that I lacked
Everything's so white
And it's black
In your eyes
And I realized
I don't care if you know

(Don't care if you don't know)


I was running fucking fast
In the wrong direction
I was held
I was a hostage
Of my perspective

You get what you get
And, well, tough luck
A shit hand
You learn to live with it
Not fighting against it

I see banshees in the night
All they wanna do is fight
Like it's so black and white
There's warmer tones
From the candlelight
Beware the Fahrenheit 
It darkens you like
A day to night
Beware the Fahrenheit 
Beware the Fahrenheit
It's a parasite

Don't leave me on my own
I can't make it out alone
I just need a new home

I cannot believe
This is your mission

I'm just a pet that
You keep in your room
You give me love
And you give me food
Never let my collar be removed
I don't even know what I would do

I'm just a pet that
You keep in your room
You give me love
And you keep me groomed
Don't know what to do
When you set me loose
Don't know any other life
But you

I'm just a pet that
You keep in your room
You give me love
And you keep me groomed
Don't know what to do
When you set me loose
Don't know any other life
But you

You've fallen in your own trap
You've fallen in your own trap
Haven't you?
I know you're on your own track
But now I need my life back

I watched you turn
Into a whole other person
I know that's your problem
I know that it worsened

Where do you go?
I'm sick of the silence
I just want to know you
I just want inside
But you need my warmth
More than I need your violence

I wanted it to die
Let that sink it

(Oh, don't leave me on my own)
I know there's something
Left for you
(I can't make it out alone)
I know there's something
Out there for you


(Don't leave me on my own)
I know there's something
Left for you
(I can't make it out alone)
I know there's something
Out there for you

pet / dear distance

I fell asleep
With my head on your chest
And if I knew that'd be the last time
I would never have left
and I'd never guess
That the one on your bed
was just a part of your ego
Not a part of your head

Oh how we danced
When they broke up
On the phone
I was tired of affection being
Passed on the side of the road
And I couldn't know
All the changes to come
I wish I was realistic
But I was too young

I fell in love
With your lust
And your drug
But they're one in the same
When they both kill your lungs

You call me names and
You call me jaded
Oh I'm more than a little frustrated

I had a dream
You were back in my room
And I was happy to have had you
But I knew that I didn't want to
But I settled back
Let my mind take the wheel

If I avoided unreality
I'd murder the real life

I feel the difference
When I wake up excited
I can feel the distance
In-between selfish greed
And the want to be loved
In the absence of green

You call me names and
You call me jaded
Oh I'm more than a little frustrated

(Oh I'm more than a little frustrated)

lake city quiet pills

I couldn't do it by myself
If I wanted to
Don't feel a rhythm when
They say "Bee, I love you"
And I wish I could
Show you inside

She said
"I hope you use this time
To find closure
And you can't let
Your inhibitions take over"
So I turned to myself and sighed

There's a color here
I've never seen before
And if you listen close
You can hear it in your heart

I heard your call
As you move
Dancing to the beat
Of the Earth and you
And if you fall
As you do
I won't be the one
To nurture you

I never got to savor this
But I won't let that hold me back

I know there's resolution
Hidden here somewhere
But I can't find it
So I'm just going nowhere
And I
Just want to be alright

There's a color here
I've never seen before
And if you listen close
You can hear it in your heart

I heard your call
As you move
Dancing to the beat
Of the Earth and you
And if you fall
As you do
I won't be the one
To nurture you

I never got to savor this
But I won't let that hold me back
I never got to savor this

(I heard your call)
(I heard your call)

(I heard your call)
(I heard your call)

sway

[You ever, like, have to do something even remotely confrontational and then your whole body just starts shaking?]

Let's recall
The silence of our kiss
And worst of all
You knew what silence is
And what it means to me
And how it makes me
Breathe unevenly
But did you even
Know that about me?

When I told you
That I loved you
I meant it
And when you told me
That you loved me
You took the meaning
And you bent it

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
The things that
We did to get here

'Cause we were the frost
That melts away
When the ocean is burning down
And lost
Is everything
That we once knew
And now it's all
It needs to be
Just broken memories
And stupid in-jokes
I guess I do still
Kinda miss those

And when I told you
That I missed you
I faked
And when you told me
That you missed me too
I knew that I was still addicted

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
That I'm not the reason
We find ourselves here

Oh, oh
I'm not the reason
You know we're the reason
Don't you?
Did I ever even know you?

It's so nice
Sitting in the light
From the stars
And the satellites
Wonder if you're mine
In a past or
A second life
Can I get there
If I am patient?

It's so nice
Looking at a view of behind
With my broken eyes
But I have seen the sights
Of a thousand other lives
I got here 'cause I was patient

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
That I'm not the reason
We find ourselves here

Oh, I'm not the reason
You know we're the reason
Don't you?
Did I ever even know you?

It's so nice
Sitting in the light
From the stars
And the satellites
Wonder if you're mine
In a past or
A second life
Can I get there
If I am patient?

It's so nice
Looking at a view of behind
With my broken eyes
But I have seen the sights
Of a thousand other lives
I got here 'cause I was patient

on tape

Does my outfit
Make you want to 
Ask me a question
Give me attention
Uh

Only you could cut the tension
Only you could cut the tension

Where's the dog at?
Where's the dog at?
(Screaming)
Take it back down
To the most basic level
Now look at you
You earned a gold medal

You earned a new shiny gold one
Hand it over
And no one gets hurt
I wanna steal your accomplishments
You answer to my accomplices

I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In the right hands
I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In my red hands

Does my face
Match my mood?
Does my mood
Match my tone?
Does my tone
Match my face?
No

I look so incredibly
Out of place

Does my outfit
Answer your question?
What did you want to know
In the first place?

Gold medal
You earned a new shiny gold one
Hand it over
And no one gets hurt
I wanna steal your accomplishments
You answer to my accomplices

I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In the wrong hands
I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In my red hands

(Yeah you earned a gold medal)

Yeah
You earned a new shiny gold one
Hand it over
And no one gets hurt
I wanna steal your accomplishments
You answer to my accomplices

I don't wanna do anything
I just wanna reap
I just wanna see
And I just wanna sleep
I just want results
I don't wanna work

You answer to my accomplices

gold medal

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