this is the second time uv made me stop what i was doing all love man😇

Falling

fairytale w/ fiji rich (prod. 4lexf)

Old Me - Sadboyprolific (unreleased)

i get no sleep
i'm chasing dreams while i'm in agony
my face is numb 
my head is bruised for something sensory
lay down defences 
fall fatigued only a moment away
all i need is for you to stay

agony w/ lyrah & splashgvng

A song no one will hear (prod.Tundra Beats)

Warning Signs

produced by jxsie beats & nuxe
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
@cavasoul
@jxsiebeats

-lyrics-
(lxst boy)
was it something that i said that ticked you off
cause now you won't talk
i feel that we're running out of time
cause i know that i get inside my head
i'll never understand
i never did this now i do it all the time
i am overthinking to the point im never sleeping
i been writing songs, i even do it when im dreaming
i hope this goes away, yeah, cause God, i hate this feeling
i am trapped within these walls, my eyes are glued to the ceiling
yeah

sometimes i get a little closer
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres  no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress

(cavasoul)
i gave all of my love right away
then for me, im left with nothing
i was walking alone in the rain
i could snap at the press of a button
it's december now, rain coming down
it freezes before hitting ground
it reminds me of the feeling i had on my neck
when you coming around
is it something about me? 
cause lately i feel like you better without me
idk whats going on in my head
but the negative thoughts overwhelm me, im drowning
im never healthy, i cannot help it
how can i help me? i wanna be dead
i still remember the lies you had said to me
so i just fill up your side of the bed
now

(lxst boy)
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres no thing i can say
that will undo what had happened
please just explain
i am drowning in my sadness

when it rains in december w/ cavasoul & jxsie beats

I don’t trust nobody 

Lyrics

I don’t trust nobody 
Cause there’s nobody to trust
Lately I’ve been feeling lonely 
Like I am stuck in a rut
My life has been going fast
I don’t get it what’s the rush
Everybody looking at me
Beause I am so messed up
I don’t got no friends 
Because I push them all away
All of the good things in my life
I just make them go away
It’s the problems in my head
And I can’t think straight 
I hate my own mind
What else I gotta say
I’m always trying to cope
But it gets really hard 
Tryna pick up some hobbies
Like playing the guitar
Tryna fix the world
When I can’t fix my heart
Drowning in the pain
And covered in my scars
Don’t you get it
Im like an alien from mars
Always treated different 
Because I’m so bizarre
They see me like a weirdo
Who has came from a far
Never feeling normal
Feel like I’m ripped apart

What’s the point of feeling love 
when all it gets you is just pain
And what’s the point of feeling happy when that shit just goes away
And what’s the point of living right when there is not a right way
And then you feel like you messed up everything man its not ok
And I’ve been looking for a place
So I can go and run away
But I’m not running from the world
I’m running from my mind and pain
And I’ve been talking to a therapist and telling everything
And I could say I feel like shit and all she says is OK

Damn
I feel like I am super lost
I feel like I am losing my patience 
My mind is in a clot 
And I don’t understand 
I feel like I am doing all I can and even after that I don’t get the respect for what I am

trust nobody ft. shiloh dynasty (prod. keylost)

produced by boyfifty
mixed and mastered by lxst boy

-lyrics-

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time 

i don’t wanna know if you moved on, just forget it
know exactly where i went wrong, and i regret it
hoping that you don’t hate me i know you’re broken
say good night right before i’m losing hope yeah
ghost in my room yeah i know it’s you
over in the corner slightly out of view
staring through my skull as i write this song
baby this my renaissance 

(talking to myself lol)

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time 

baby it would hurt you to tell you the truth
God know i hurt you enough yes i do
say you won’t leave when i say that you should 
i’m on my own i got nothing to lose
nothing to lose but your heart in my hands
squeezed it so hard dripping blood on my pants
wrote you a letter i hope it’s enough 
babe you so innocent don’t waste your love on

me
on me
(me)
(me)

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time

ghost girl (boyfifty)

Sorry for the shorter songs lately but I decided to post sumn so here we are, I tried to imitate x on this one so I hope you enjoy
Lyrics...
The warmth of your touch starts to dissipate, seeps in cracks of the floor
I’m feeling the hot and the cold they encounter each other and clash this is war
My chest slowly rises and falls but the breath in my lungs aint enough anymore
I keep hearing a voice in my head I can’t make it out but it sounds like… yours
My body is pulsating it feels like a bricks on my chest
Scared I can’t see and my hands sticky wet
If im dreaming how is it im not awake yet
Lights keep on flashing a pool of my sweat
At least that what I think I just need one more chance
Never believed in your wrath but god if you give me this chance I’ll be sure to repent 
I’ll be sure to repent

7 Minutes (prod. aram)

short song i made. first in college. lil awkward ngl but i got through it

prod. by zeeky
https://www.youtube.com/user/TheGeckow

Off-Note (prod. Zeeky)

Just a 17 year old trying to make music I like... from a bedroom

7 Minutes (prod. aram)

Dysphoric

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