Lyrics

Ever feel sick at night you can’t breathe
Like you ain’t last before the morning
Like when she says it’s over like nothing then expecting me to get sleep
It’s crazy how 2 words stir 2 different feelings inside me
One wishes you luck and the other wonders if you gave a fuck about me

I gotta pave a new path for me 
For one enough looking pitifully down at me
Keeping me grounded nah you keeping the ground to me
claiming I don’t make sense while you changing around money

Fuck I think it’s better to go
Cause You turned into a person that I’m certain that I don’t even know
Won’t lie it’s hurting my soul 
But it’s alright if I die tonight cause im ready to go

even after this I’ll manage to manage
Talking myself into getting reset n up n  distracted  it’s eminent  
If I don’t it’ll end up with action and in the end
Dice roll one of us in a casket with evidence 
Of the other that had control of what did or what didn’t happen just a second cause I couldn’t imagine our end
All of our messages sent
Every second we spent
I’m locking them deep inside but I won’t lie its in hopes I forget
 
Double the dose
Cause you’re trapped inside my mind I don’t know where to go
They say time heals all and I ain’t saying that’s wrong
But I need the peace and quiet cause I’m running real low
on patience to go
that’s the sedatives role
to cure me at least at ease the feelings I hold
But fuck that I ain’t lasting that long 
my breaths going cold 
and my energy’s depleted and gone

Not Going To Lie, You’re Mentally Draining (prod. hans)

I’m mentally exhausted and unstable right now and I’m just here living-✨💅🏻😏 and feel like shit!!~🥴💋

Just trying to make music I like... from a bedroom

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Not Going To Lie, You’re Mentally Draining (prod. hans)

Dysphoric