I actually posted this on tik tok awhile ago but here it is if you haven’t listened yet

Lyrics

Now days a struggle to even wake up
I just wanna lye maybe die on the inside I can’t help being strangled by thoughts
What I do doesn’t matter my hope just gets shattered but when stagger I still pick myself up
And I wish I was cool and wasn’t so lame 
And I wish I could shine even when there’s some rain
And I’m counting my days they all feel like the same
 
going insane And I can’t be myself
Wasting my time and ignoring my health
It’s harder to talk I can barley inhale
I’ve tried everything and I just seem to fail
I’m giving up life and it’s not hard to tell
I wanna be free not and live in a shell 
too tired to try 
I just wanna live life 
but not as me 
as somebody else

i dont wanna be me anymore (Rxseboy open challenge)

Just trying to make music I like... from a bedroom

I make music sometimes


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never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / audio engineer 

i dont wanna be me anymore (Rxseboy open challenge)

Dysphoric