mind's pray

i feel like runnin’ again
you said the joke on me baby but honestly nothing that funny in here
i had a lot of shrinks tellin’ me i really had to make time for myself
if you in a grave then you in there alone why the fuck you’d be dyin’ for them
it ain’t worth it to cry over her, no

california been feelin’ like hell
they been sayin’ i’m hot now, no i was
and i did not find that shit here
i had this since the minute i hopped out the sprinter and did that show in 2012
that was the first time i had ever been up on a stage i remember their eyes on me then
ever since i’ve been proud of myself
they said i had potential but bad instrumentals 
shit, now they all acoustics there ain’t no excuses
and this song’s for that dude in that job interview that made fun of my suit and inspired me to make music 
i’ve been kicked out of college and lost all my scholarships honestly it never made me mad
god put my eyes in my skull in the front of my head ‘cause he never wanted me lookin’ back 

that’s why i feel like runnin’ again
i wanna call out every motherfucker who told me i wouldn’t be shit, uh huh
everyone who told me to be realistic 
it ain’t worth it to give ‘em attention
i had shrinks tellin’ me to focus on myself
if you in a grave then you in there alone why the fuck would you ever be dyin’ for them

fuck music [freestyle] (p. yunny goldz)

(why does love keep letting me down?)

performed, written and produced by me
mixing and mastering by me with help from @ryptage
additional vocals from @blissom and @starsbeforesunrise
screams from @blimeyarts
violin from @taivasa
cover art by @clawsomebeats on twitter

lyrics
there's a feeling in my chest and it won't go away
i see skies and they're all shades of gray
more than anything i want, i just want this to last
i know you don't feel that way
and i'm sorry that i'm not what you want
but i gave it my all and i was never enough
and i miss you to death but that don't mean anything
"if you wanna go then i'll be okay"
but now its all gonna break.

is it too late to say that i'm not okay?
cause i've run out of words and my hands wont stop shaking
with my heart in my throat all that i wanna know
is what i do to push everyone away.

let me waste away
i can't even stand to look you in the face.
left in the dust underground
and i don't know how i'm gonna get out

shouldn't get too attached, but i can't help it
i see stars and it hurts to admit
that just like every single one, you're a part of the past
i know you don't feel it
i'll be waiting for someone to hold
like a blanket keeping me from cold
i've been spilling my guts on the pavement
and all that i'm left to do is crawl into my shell
and now it's all gonna break

is it too late to say that i'm not okay?
cause i've run out of words and my hands wont stop shaking
with my heart in my throat all that i wanna know
is what i do to push everyone away

is it too late to ask for a reason why?
cause i'm just sick and tired of saying my goodbyes
and when i fall down i just get kicked to the curb
don't understand why i ever even tried.

let me waste away
don't remember the last time that i've seen your face.
left in the dust underground
and i don't care if i ever get out

i've been lost in the dark
you're all i have
you're all i've got
and there's no way
nothing i can do to get you to stay by my side
why do i always waste my time waiting for another mistake?
if i just caught in the waves?

is it too late to say that i'm not okay
cause i've run out of words and my hands wont stop shaking
with my heart in my throat all that i wanna know
is what i do to push everyone away

is it too late to ask for a reason why?
cause i'm just sick and tired of saying my goodbyes
and when i fall down oh i'll just lay in the dirt
don't understand.

i won't waste away
i'll just yell at the clouds until i'm blue in the face
left in the dust but i'm breathing
it's the least i can do just to deal with you leaving.
———————————————————————————————
if you're reading this, this song isn't about you. you know who you are.

dust.

watch me, get tore apart more everyday
baby, wish you'd really love me like u say
lately, i been feelin you fade away
slowly, but i know i'll lose you anyway
watch me, get tore apart more everyday
baby, wish you'd really love me like u say
lately, i been feelin you fade away
slowly, but i know i'll lose you anyway    

(all that u do 4 me, is it pitty or love?
the things you say 2 me, do they come from the heart?
have i been a waste of life right from the start
cause im feeling lost, i needa sit down n talk)

i only have u left i don't know what to do 
don't know how to act, defense or attack
i just can't lose you
don't know what to say are things okay 
are you also confused?~
need something to see, something to touch 
or ill lose myself soon

down a spiral of hate, back to the blades
touching my skin,
im losing my faith, in need of a change 
the bloods runnin thin
nothings feelin great, and when you say 
u love me idk whatchu mean 
ill go back to my room and the drugs i consume
and keep doing my thing 

watch me, get tore apart more everyday
baby, wish you'd really love me like u say
lately, i been feelin you fade away
slowly, but i know i'll lose you anyway  
watch me, get tore apart more everyday
baby, wish you'd really love me like u say
lately, i been feelin you fade away
slowly, but i know i'll lose you anyway

watch me. (michael harrison)

https://soundcloud.com/b_murph

Lyrics:
All you talk about is him 
Keep it to yourself 
All in on a whim 
I don’t need no help
(Whatchu got to say?)
Cause I ain’t listening to anything I know that it’ll be fake 
I bet that’s why your dad gives you that look you’re a fucking disgrace 
(Turn me the fuck up)
I let my hair cover my eyes, I don’t need you to see my face 
And bitch I’m leaving now
Cause I don’t need you here that’s why I’m running the other way 

And I can tell you don’t want me to leave you 
But you’ve got him at the end of the day 
And we all know that you’ve been ran through 
That’s why I’m going the other way 

I just need me some space and I need me some time 
Go ahead live your life, do another line

Cause you ain’t got no future, you’re just fucking yourself 
And you ain’t getting no love from me, ain’t getting no help
I played all the cards that I was dealt
While you’re still doing the same shit, yeah fuck it, fair well
I hope he ruins your life 
I hope you lose all that pride 
I hope you show up on my doorstop asking to stay the night
Knowing damn well I ain’t got a reason to let you inside 
You should be thanking me that I just tried to keep you alive

All you talk about is him 
Keep it to yourself 
All in on a whim 
I don’t need no help
(Whatchu got to say?)
Cause I ain’t listening to anything I know that it’ll be fake 
I bet that’s why your dad gives you that look you’re a fucking disgrace 
(Turn me the fuck up)
I let my hair cover my eyes, I don’t need you to see my face 
And bitch I’m leaving now
Cause I don’t need you here that’s why I’m running the other way

Whim

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"Nobody else can do me like that"
Prod by. @hkfiftyone2
Cover art by. @walkerdunnvisuals on Instagram

Lyrics:
you take control
you decide when I let go
I don’t care if it’s right
You make me feel so alive 

I know what I said but I need you now
don’t care if I relapse
I wanna feel the rush going straight up my back
Nobody else can do me like that
I know what I said but I need you now
don’t care if I relapse
I wanna feel the rush going straight up my back
Nobody else can do me like that

None of it’s real
You’re just using me so you don’t have to feel
I’m doing the same cause you’re better than pills
love the way you touch me, it’s giving me chills, giving me chills
None of it’s real
You’re just using me so you don’t have to feel
I’m doing the same cause you’re better than pills
love the way you touch me, it’s giving me chills, giving me chills

I know what I said but I need you now
don’t care if I relapse
I wanna feel the rush going straight up my back
Nobody else can do me like that
I know what I said but I need you now
don’t care if I relapse
I wanna feel the rush going straight up my back
Nobody else can do me like that

nobody else

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