patrick's whispers (remastered) ['montauk whisper' reprise]

“A very special version – it has touched me deeply and become dear to my heart.”

Looking Away is not just a song to me – it is a quiet truth. Born from my path as a trans fluid woman, it speaks of something almost everyone knows: hiding.
From pain.
From oneself.
From others.

It’s about the quiet “I’m fine” that isn’t true.
About the numbness that becomes everyday life.
And about the fear of truly being seen –
and the silent suffering when you never are.

This piece means the world to me. It’s raw, soft, real.
At the end, a child asks why a woman is crying –
and does not look away.
———
Wegsehen ist für mich nicht nur ein Lied – es ist eine stille Wahrheit.
Entstanden aus meinem Weg als trans fluide Frau, erzählt es von etwas, das fast alle kennen: das Sich-Verstecken.
Vor Schmerz.
Vor dem eigenen Ich.
Vor anderen.

Es geht um das leise „Mir geht’s gut“, das nicht stimmt.
Um die Taubheit, die Alltag wird.
Und um die Angst, wirklich gesehen zu werden –
und das stille Leiden, wenn man es nie wird.

Dieses Stück bedeutet mir unendlich viel. Es ist roh, weich, echt.
Am Ende fragt ein Kind, warum eine Frau weint –
und schaut nicht weg

Looking Away -Mirage Heart Version

The Voice's Are Telling Me To End It All [Prod.UNKNOWN ATM]

produced by sorrow bringer

influenced by 9tails 

lyrics; something about stopping the pain in my head or sum

thoughts (interlude)

Hypnologue-She lives…

Just might have tapped into your   ｍｉｎｄ　ａｎｄ　ｓｏｕｌ

The other day I was wondering what Alex Turner from the Arctic Monkeys and Lana Del Rey would sound like in a song.
So I whipped up this duet.

Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5tMQAubr86M

Check out my other Synthwave remixes:
soundcloud.com/lime_time/sets/lana-del-synthwave

I post nice things on my instagram:
instagram.com/limetime_15/

The Voice's Are Telling Me To End It All [Prod.UNKNOWN ATM]

Echo Alexander