lyrics ⬇️

hear me out gimme two more days and ill be clean
double down 2 more days and if not then ill leave
trouble house, i feel like the destroyer of peace
a couple hours then ill be right where i wanna be
a lower power always tellin me that i should give up
but i dont wanna quit it cuz it was just a hiccup
i never wanna miss it i never wanna mess up
i know it could get better but i do not wanna fix it

and im sorry that i really took the long way home last night
roll the window down and feel the breeze

and im sorry that i smoked another bowl last time
cuz i felt like i couldn’t really breathe

somethin in my head
it make me believe 
they just want me dead
get it out my head

hear me out i dont wanna live this life now
turning down opportunities to hide out
ive been missing all these things while i lay down
and im wishin i could change but its harder than it sounds
and il truthfully that id be better off without the drugs
what they do to me oh i cannot explain it to my bruzz
it made me beautifully ruin all my things and all my stuff
and what im contemplating i dont even know if i can budge
find a cemetery lay my stupid corpse into the mud
like in February when i got tricked into someones love
i cant understand, we were sharing everything 
and now your other man makes you look like youre a freak
i might have a disease
might be OCD 
i roll my other sleeve up cuz it dont look right to me
and then my heart skips a beat
i cant feel like im free
lately everything surrounding me looks like it just bleeds

hear me out gimme two more days and ill be clean
double down 2 more days and if not then ill leave
trouble house, i feel like the destroyer of peace
a couple hours then ill be right where i wanna be
a lower power always tellin me that i should give up
but i dont wanna quit it cuz it was just a hiccup
i never wanna miss it i never wanna mess up
i know it could get better but i do not wanna fix it

hear me out (yunnygoldz)

all of mine (forever)

nothing ever happens _ interlude (sorrowbringer)

the rain stopped (tiedforsilver + ryankelly)

I wrote this song for an angel ive seen
Out the corner of my sleepy eyes in a dream
I made a promise to watch from the trees
Even if it got ugly I shan’t intervene
People are lovely
And People are mean
And it’ll be people that cause you to drop to ur knees
But people will help you again to ur feet
And They all look the same all these people to me
Guardian angel bestow on me this gauge
The wolf was birthed the same as deer its difference comes with age
If animals could talk they tried to raise the workers wage
As soon as cattle spoke they needed Paid to off to graze
Its natures course to envy its natures course to want
But its entirely perverse to receive bounty just to flaunt
Though people here are cordial 
Their pleasantries are taught
And There isn’t any bad you bear that people here have forgot

angel room interlude (sorrowbringer)

And Are you proud of the way u felt
Or better yet how u aint feel at all
Something wrong inside that chest of yours
I thought id let u know
Broken bottle on the church steps
It seems a sinner tried correcting course
Whos gonna tell him that it never leaves
And who’s gonna tell him that its always hard

This monster
Its hunting
And you look tired of running
Ur scape route
 a circle
These things just end up cycling
Come here son 
Oh Ur safe now
To Stand tall no need for hiding
That monster
It cant hurt you here
Sweat it out I know ur trying

But its not good enough
We distract from the fact u close to giving up
Soon as it attaches it metastasizes well enough
Tell somebody else who might just give a fuck
On all fours
A real beast
But he’s a baby when sweating thru the night and soaking up the fuckin sheets

This monster
Its hunting
And you look tired of running
Ur scape route
 a circle
These things just end up cycling
Come here son 
Oh Ur safe now
To Stand tall no need for hiding
That monster
It cant hurt you here
Sweat it out I know ur trying

good job kid (sorrowbringer x p4ra)

Like oh my god
Like oh my god

Come and get way too deep with me in these drugs 
in this high
I could tell lifted by my voice 
And By my eyes
U had broke me before
So now im so quiet now Im shy
Just shut the fucking mouth and jump in this ride
I could take u to hell and u would believe me saying its Prague
Maybe I got a gift in telling these lies until its the truth
Do u think monsters exist we’ll look my life im living proof

I like when u dress up just to take it off baby
I got so much ash inside of my lungs I breath shaky
I just burnt a bird to watch it turn into a phoenix
Somehow in this red light we work perfectly in sequence
Somehow in this red light u get turned into a demon
Fuck me like u love me fuck me like u really mean it
I just clipped this dove to watch it drown inside the deep end
Even when im wrong I justify it with a reason

Vein work of moss on the shore in port point
One room a double and desk and white noise
Copy paste faces next door to Exploit 
Blood swollen weathered heads and old joints
Flickin blunt ash from off of my groin
Ive been working late nights and I dont even enjoy it
Ive been late to 4 plans out of 5 I disappointed
Come to think ive become nothing if not for a disappointment
If im all that I got then its easy to block it out
I could settle in my spot and world will work it out
With tempers turned hot I need time to cool off
And if times all ive got then im bound to calm down

I like when u dress up just to take it off baby
I got so much ash inside of my lungs I breath shaky
I just burnt a bird to watch it turn into a phoenix
Somehow in this red light we work perfectly in sequence
Somehow in this red light u get turned into a demon
Fuck me like u love me fuck me like u really mean it
I just clipped this dove to watch it drown inside the deep end
Even when im wrong I justify it with a reason

homemade phoenix (sorrowbringer x cxrter)

Ink and Feather

produced by sorrow bringer

influenced by 9tails 

lyrics; something about stopping the pain in my head or sum

thoughts (interlude)

Prod. addy exo
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Lyrics -

(Swamp)

Do you feel it getting cold everyday 
Crab ya coat get high and let’s escape 
Do you even wanna be here anyway 
If you say no that’s fine cause same 
Ion even wanna talk we out let’s go 
Before the wave comes crashing through this home 
Feel the storm coming soon but 7 fold 
You don’t wanna get caught and left alone no no 

I only give it a couple of weeks 
Until all that we said comes to wither the trees 
Slowly but surely to touch it’ll freeze 
Creature come to ruin all we see 
It fucking sucks it was a masterpiece 
Always dread this part and you say same with me 
Ok it’s almost here quicker than we think 
There’s no looking back 
All that we hads being left in the past 
I feel the tremors itscoming in fast 
Are you prepared for the crash
Surly you couldn’t be ready cause baby you’re barely intact 
Lump in your throat and unable to stand 
And at any moment you’ll shatter like glass 
Ok it’s here don’t be scared grab my hand 

Do you feel it getting cold everyday 
Crab ya coat get high and let’s escape 
Do you even wanna be here anyway 
If you say no that’s fine cause same 
Ion even wanna talk we out let’s go 
Before the wave comes crashing through this home 
Feel the storm coming soon but 7 fold 
You don’t wanna get caught and left alone no no 

(Brecken)

oh no i knew i got too comfortable with their trust
so i keep a distance from
(Im far enough)
white lies riddled in my tongue
tongue tied from everything ive done
WHAT HAVE I done
I dont wanna die when im alone
(BUT HAVE I?)
but everything try they hate i dont
i dont wanna lose the one hope loves me
i know you wanna cry when it gets cold
just please let it go and grab the bowl
it dont matter to me if you face it all

(Swamp) 

Do you feel it getting cold everyday 
Crab ya coat get high and let’s escape 
Do you even wanna be here anyway 
If you say no that’s fine cause same 
Ion even wanna talk we out let’s go 
Before the wave comes crashing through this home 
Feel the storm coming soon but 7 fold 
You don’t wanna get caught and left alone no no

moments before disaster

Doctor
Remember id drive this needle thru my pupil if I lied
Just to breathe this air inside of my room will get u high
Once I got word that guy there I step in and they hide
I feel like a monster im fucking up the vibe
I feel like a boxer I punch in and it ride
I feel like a doctor with what’s on me tonight
Remember they took my soul from me so I could be the guy
This shit from real rockers take this shit and you die

Take this shit and u die
I take two and it make me fly
Baby I love the struggle
I love barely getting by
I mix drugs im slumped
But I cant even close my eyes
I could hear em talking like go check if he’s alive
I could not feel my face Im up in space im on the tight rope
I had been down so long u know I just had to break the cycle
Soon as I lock this door I make her sing just like Mariah 
Girl I know u bad ion even gotta get em to pull the file
Its pieces of me 
They fall off on the ground
These pieces of me got kicked up in the crowd
Few Pieces part of this story getting left out
Its a few Pieces part of this story getting left out
So Come back
Just for the night yea
Ive planned
Everything out this time
Mask off
Its no need to hide now
Talk soft try not to shout this time
Dark dirt is flecked inside of her nail beds
Get up and think to reroute this try
I hate the backseat instructions 
Ill blowing out the back of his fucking head this time
I been bleeding some buckets out of my heart baby
Nothings working at stopping or clotting this size
I was faking it then but its getting hard baby
This a means to an end if I hold in this cry

Doctor
Remember id drive this needle thru my pupil if I lied
Just to breathe this air inside of my room will get u high
Once I got word that guy there I step in and they hide
I feel like a monster im fucking up the vibe
I feel like a boxer I punch in and it ride
I feel like a doctor with what’s on me tonight
Remember they took my soul from me so I could be the guy
This shit from real rockers take this shit and you die

MOSHUP (jabarionthebeat x haze x fallwood)

22 | vox/songwriter & engineer 

i make what i want my music isnt for everyone

email - m@scars.online

thoughts (interlude)

marsmal

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