I hate everything you stand for you are subhuman filth 

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Echo's N MelanKholyia

SoundCloud glitch , original release date is - March 10 2025

I wanna live inside your home, but you're not in my range
I wanna grab you by the face and tell you that it's okay
Wish I could tell you how I'm feeling, but I feel too ashamed
I put the blame on you, but I'm the one that ruined my name

I keep on staring at the negative, the positive's fake
You keep on telling me you love me, but that's subject to change
About to tie this rope and hang it, cause it's written in my name
Ouuh, it's such a pretty day to go blow out my brains

I wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye
Cause I've been sitting in my filth, which makes it harder to try
Sometimes I wish that I was born in 1995
Cause then I wouldn't get the chance to even live this life

Not breathing, you're dreaming
I'm leaving, you're seething
All that trauma guess I never learned my lesson
I guess every song of mine is a confession

that bitch ruined my reputation

finally on Soundcloud!! sorry for the tremendous wait guys but here you go

strangers

Lost my reason, you want to check my phone for closure, but I got secrets
Havent introduced you to my second world, cause if I take you there, you would never leave it
I'm so dumb, why would I string you on? Knowing that I got so much going on
I'm sick, this little game I play has so much risk but little to no reward

Hello, hello, I'm not there, I'd have to cast a spell to feel a little pinch of remorse
I know, I know, I'm not fair, I really wish I was better and pray to God you still care

og song - hello juliet by clarion

juliet was a whore anyway

Your life is ruined, ruined
Why did I do this, do this?
Feel so stupid, stupid
I'm not a human, human
I shouldn't've met Cupid, Cupid
Cause I'm so clueless, clueless
I'm a user, abuser, sweet naive girl, I choose her
I just threw my life away
I don't know how many more days
Until they find her, find her
'Til they find her, find her

Never told you how fucked up I was, I guess that's why you don't really care
I know why I'm losing all your trust
Something tells you I'm not fully there

naive gf

prod me

it’s too late to go back
wasted all my time on you and i can’t make it back
i’m losing myself for you my bad

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody's there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

i hum through the quiet like it answers me back
and i've been sleeping through heartache pretending you'll ask
your name's in my throat but it don't wanna leave
i carry it softly, like something to grieve
now i stare at the ceiling like its talking in codes
i see the lights flicker once and then forget how to glow
i wanted a reason, you wanted escape
now im stuck in a loop you dont want me to break

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody’s there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

trace

[industrial gothcore fused post-darkwave suicidecore glitchcore, voidcore, creepy, apocalyptic, nazi-holocaust, death march vibe:80 bpm intro crawl-slow funeral dragging flesh ripping   wwii reel flicker pitched low gas chamber whispers-then snap 110 bpm march verse snare bone snaps kick coffin slams sub-bass tar lungs breathing monotone rap-growl verse lyrics calm counting pills numb detachment dread building glitch drops chorus chrome wire hair scraping venom drip reverb androgynous male deep wail choking intensity raw release bridge 60 bpm heartbeat stutter child whispers reversed looping memory static disorientation reliving horror outro fade dripping click linger 2 beats extended slow fade-out reverse sighs ashes wind static eternal loop lingering unease unresolved nightmare spooky dystopian apocalypse violent Shattering Glass against steal, scary vibes alien otherworldly alternative rock deep distorted androgynous male vocals haunting whispers dramatic screams 3d audio dark am.

Numb Abyss

Dissociative Identity Hidden Alive (Trapped N MelanKholya MIX)

Intro (0:00-0:20 - Dark Ambient: Whispered Vocals over Ethereal Synths and Sub-Bass Pulsing like Heartbeats):
(The creeping despair it lingers near... glitched echo)
(Shattered self... hidden alive... reversed whisper)
Verse 1 (0:20-0:50 - Post-Rock Goth: Moody Guitars, Haunting Melody, Layered Synths with Glitch Textures):
The creeping despair it lingers near
Through childhood shadows to adult fear
I’ve been at war with your fractured mind
But the scars run deep they’re hard to find
Pre-Chorus (0:50-1:00 - Building Intensity: Glitchy Synths, Hypnotic Beats Emerging):
When the stress breaks in waves too strong
I take the wheel where you don’t belong
Chorus (1:00-1:30 - Gothcore Nu-Metal: Intense Riffs, Chaotic Drums, Powerful Drops with Screamed Vocals):
I’m the host I wear your pain
I speak the words you can’t explain
I’m the voice you try to hide
But I keep you breathing I keep you alive
Verse 2 (1:30-2:00 - Electronic Rock: Glitchy Synths, Building Tension with Otherworldly Echoes):
There are three alters they twist and turn
Each born from a trauma each lesson learned
They crawl through my mind they sleep or scream
A shattered self stitched into a dream
Pre-Chorus (2:00-2:10 - Intensified: Spooky Waves, Psychotic Layers with 3D Panning):
I know you know I’m here inside
The truth you bury the truths denied
Chorus (2:10-2:40 - Apocalyptic Post-Metal: Extreme Riffs, Glitches, Haunting Screams Building to Collapse):
I’m the host I wear your pain
I speak the words you can’t explain
I’m the voice you try to hide
But I keep you breathing I keep you alive
Bridge (2:40-3:00 - Dark Wave Breakdown: Eerie Waves, Psychotic Whispers, Stuttering Beats with Chaos):
(60 BPM stutter: child whispers reversed, looping "shattered self... three alters... hidden alive" in fragments)
Outro (3:00-3:30 - Grunge Fade: Grinding Guitars Dissolving into Ambience, Echoing Wails Fading to Silence with Glitch Hum):
So dead, born like this... (fading to dripping click lingering 2 beats too long, echoed "hidden alive")

Dissociative Identity Hidden Alive

(Verse 1)  
Fuck me like a whore, you know it's what I'm used to,  
I just want to feel love, even if it hurts me true.  
Trapped in a hole, but I can still see myself,  
Wrap me in the thrill, fuck, I wish I was killed.  
Fuck me like you hate me, you're my fucking disease,  
Time is running past, but it means nothing to me.  

(Chorus)  
Give me drugs, I don't want to feel me in you,  
So sick, so fucked over, what else can I do?  
I want everything I can get when love means nothing,  
But I don't want you, no, I don't want your sting.  
I have to taste the destruction you did to me,  
It's a hate that consumed me, you make me sick as can be.  

(Verse 2)  
Vomiting up the thoughts of you, cutting out the parts of me,  
But I still taste them today, they won't let me be free.  
I wanted to kill myself every time we fucked,  
You used me like a toy, put me through hell, couldn't get unstuck.  
Love was violence, every hit was depravity,  
I can't feel love now unless I get fucked savagely.  

(Bridge)  
I don't want to die alone, you ripped my heart out raw,  
It's already sick with promises, can't take it anymore.  
I'm done with it all, have to relearn everything,  
From the ashes of your hell, I'll find my own wing.  

(Chorus)  
Give me drugs, I don't want to feel me in you,  
So sick, so fucked over, what else can I do?  
I want everything I can get when love means nothing,  
But I don't want you, no, I don't want your sting.  
I have to taste the destruction you did to me,  
It's a hate that consumed me, you make me sick as can be.  

(Outro)  
Fuck me like a whore, but now I'm breaking free,  
From the disease you gave, reclaiming me.  
Trapped no more, I'll heal the scars you left,  
Love means something now, in my own breath.




Your Doll

[Verse]
Drowning in my echoes
The screams I repress deep inside
Kings who once wore chains
Now see the world through humble eyes

[Prechorus]
Suffering
The steepest toll
For wisdom carved into the soul

[Chorus]
Raising my hands high
I touch my lips
Hate mixed with sadness
Breathing in the fear
Screaming’s a work of art
A madness
When the bells of my heart
Ring my mind to sleep
In the dead of night
The echoes run deep

[Verse 2]
Shadows on my skin
They whisper truths I cannot flee
A labyrinth within
Where every turn is memory

[Prechorus]
Fear becomes the silent guide
Through the corridors I hide

[Chorus]
Raising my hands high
I touch my lips
Hate mixed with sadness
Breathing in the fear
Screaming’s a work of art
A madness
When the bells of my heart
Ring my mind to sleep
In the dead of night
The echoes run deep




Echoes of My Mind

Looking in your eyes when
Walking through the door
Looking at me you said
Are you doing ok my husband 
Holding back inside frozen in dread 
I must confess there's nothing wrong dear
I hope you will understand 
That I love you no matter what might be said
Looking in your eyes
Are the nights I want to die
I feel so fucking dead
When the nights I want to die are constantly devouring me alive 
I hope you understand
These thoughts just creep inside my head 
I don't remember the last time I've felt safe looking ahead 
Everytime
I lie 
I die inside
So I don't have to see you cry every night 
Worrying if I'll be alive in the morning light
When bleeding through the window 
Ready for the next mornings fight to survive 
I can't stand my mind 
I don't lash out 
Hiding in the decay 
Holding my
Self hate
Fucking shame
Memories of all the people that walked away
The deaths of friend who I talked to everyday 
Rotting next to the bone 
I hide behind a smile 
But inside I'm at the mouth foaming blood 
Just to say I'm fine 
I just want to lay with you tonight
Everytime I lie 
I die inside
So I don't have to see you cry every night 
Worrying if I'll be alive in the morning light
When bleeding through the window 
Ready for the next mornings fight to survive
This is why I lie to you every time we go to sleep at night
Every time I lie 
Looking in your eyes
Are the nights I want to die
I feel dead
When the nights I want to die
Creep inside my head 
Everytime I lie I die inside
So I don't have to see you crying at night worrying 
If I'll be alive in the morning light
When you see I've lost hope 
To even keep trying there's nothing to hold me up
Life's just cut short
When life feels like there's nothing left work towards 
I can't do this anymore 
I just can't lie to you my love
Sensing
my soul
Shaking
Shattering
Look at me dead in my eyes
I see your eyes start to look the color of blood
I see tears building in your eyes
As you pull me close and hold me tight 
I'm so sorry
I love you so much but I'm a mess I hide every waking sight
Emotionally wrecked
I'm fucking dead inside
So spent
The endless dull
Walking dead man just trying to survive
Hitting the wall I don't think there's anymore time 
I'm ready to leave this life I have no energy to keep up the fight
I lost all the light from my eyes
But I don't want to leave your side
At least not tonight
Everything's just alright
How are you doing 
Everything's fine
You look beautiful 
When the last time you smiled 
I don't remember 
Because I've been watching you for months now
You just don't have the same light I tied in the union light
Don't give up this fight 
You got me by your side
Please just stay alive 
I just can't live this life without you by my side
Tracing every line 
From the years that we cried
When I just wanted to let go 
I wish I could fly where the wind might blow
I wish I could tell you everything is alright
I wish I could tell you that instead 
I wish I didn't feel so embarrassed to tell you 
When life is misery entrenched 
I tried so hard held on by your light
You make me feel inside 
I'm so petrified 
Every time I lie 
Looking in your eyes
Are the nights I want to die
When I'm so petrified 
I wish I could just believe 

Everytime I Lie

 Echo's N MelanKholyia: Official Band Biography

Echo's N MelanKholyia is an experimental music project that defies conventional boundaries, fusing traumacore, industrial gothcore, nu metal, darkwave, voidcore, and glitchcore into a sonic apocalypse designed to confront and heal emotional scars. Founded in 2025 by Nexus Khimera (also known as Mothyii), the band emerged from a therapeutic outlet recommended during Khimera's teenage years, evolving into a bold manifesto of self-expression and survival. Based in Goshen, Indiana, the project channels dissociated experiences, identity fragmentation, addiction, and societal revolt through raw, unpolished tracks that serve as both art and therapy. The name "Echo's N MelanKholyia" reflects a deliberate misspelling, symbolizing distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding in an endless loop, much like the band's lyrical and musical style.

Nexus Khimera, the sole creator and frontperson, handles vocals, lyrics, production, and visual aesthetics, often collaborating with AI tools to craft immersive, glitch-laden soundscapes. Khimera's roles include artist, vocalist, lyricist, and experimental tech innovator, drawing from a personal history of psychological challenges to create music that resonates with listeners facing similar battles. The band's core members, conceptualized as alters in a dissociative system, include Helix (the center orbit, representing resilience), Alice (the protector and transgender identity bleed-through, embodying safety mechanisms), Odium (the hate vacuum, flat-counting internal conflicts), Five (frozen residue of past emptiness), and Suicide Gene (the unnamed pull to nothing, symbolizing survival code). These "alters" speak through the music, with tracks featuring voice swaps, reversed whispers, and layered confessions to mimic co-conscious DID mapping—no meds, just beat-driven catharsis.

The band's debut chapter in 2025 introduced "Trauma Art Therapy Rock," a genre-blending approach that transforms personal and societal issues into auditory portals. Songs like "Heroins Lullaby" explore addiction's numb grip, "Crawlium" delves into fragmented memories and rebirth as a "Black Moth," "Toxic Streams" critiques emotional toxicity, "Quantum Rebirth" symbolizes reinvention amid chaos, and "Art Of Suffering" confronts self-destructive cycles. Later releases, including "Infernia MediCultist" and "Counting Pills," incorporate addictive binaural beats, sexuality-infused seduction, and euphoria ties to draw listeners into a hypnotic state, blending mentalcore's introspection with gothcore's powerful drops. Visual aesthetics are equally vital: album covers feature charcoal sketches with dark black eyes, gothic elements, horror-twisted traumacore, and luciferian styles, often with bloody gothic text for "Echo's N MelanKholyia."

Available on Spotify, Amazon Music, YouTube, SoundCloud, Tidal, Qobuz, and TikTok, the band's presence extends to professional music videos, behind-the-scenes insights, and social media threads on X (@Mothyii13). Anticipated "Chapter 2 Altered" promises even more experimental intensity, with themes of alters speaking through lyrics—Helix rotating the circuit, Alice as the light pulling away from darkness, and the system in crisis finding co-conscious harmony. Echo's N MelanKholyia isn't just music; it's a revolutionary portal for the disenchanted, inviting fans to confront their shadows through glitchy, void-filled soundscapes that heal with ink, paper, and the dark.

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