Jeanne Ricks - Conscience (The funkHeadz Remix)
Produced by Musa Baran & Holger Klotz
All Instruments played by Musa Baran
Mixed & Mastered by Holger Klotz & Musa Baran
All Vocals, Melody & Lyrics by Jeanne Ricks
https://soundcloud.com/user-143916773

The funkHeadz Remix Project

Conscience (Dance Remix)

Conscience (The funkHeadz Remix)

Labs

A Track that makes every Club and every Party shake!
Powerful Version from System Check! 
 

124 BPM



free download 
https://neongroover86.bandcamp.com/track/system-check

Dj Neongroover - SystemCheck ( PowerMix )

[0:00-0:20] Intro
Hospital rooms white walls wood doors... Silent halls blue floors lost space cold... Done floor stone...
(Snap to 110 BPM.)
[0:20-1:00] Verse 1
Cuts cover wrapped white cotton, Emotions dull vibrations voices hold close, Whispers lullaby, Mind 4 tones voices grip back sides. No memory caged holder, Dripping clips flashes blend, Given take numbed skeletons veins. Numb expression fire inside, World blurry glasses switch minds, Emotions unwind face phantoms forth waking dissociative dream faded ghost melted within...
[1:00-1:20] Chorus
Disabled refuse rest sleep, Doctor tried help turned future walked away. Flight fight blood, Dysphoria spit gender fragmentation buried pain, Numb physical mental disaster... End everything...
[1:20-2:00] Verse 2
Nurses pills wipe mind, Attack steel door asleep, Injected sedatives held screaming pain. Wrapped white switch fight protector forth singed sleep, Cycling emotions clouds move, Lock states static echoing memory hostage multiverses bullet holes. Brought place attack person kill faulty programmer hit around, Crush self words hurt shame years suicide stalked walking dreams...
[2:00-2:20] Chorus
Disabled refuse rest sleep, Doctor tried help turned future walked away. Flight fight blood, Dysphoria spit gender fragmentation buried pain, Numb physical mental disaster... End everything...
[2:20-2:40] Bridge
Recycle rage body words bent shape raped stranger, Split senses tears pool silent cold storage. Weeping broken mind sings untwisted tones embrace shattered soul, Mask against another speak mute holy core dark show art burn time...
[2:40-3:00] Verse 3 / Outro Build
System shut divide wake away, Room 13 age 15 lost eyes shift wind, Hear screaming children background, Beat head wall, Wake different mind light consumed. Look tunnel uncontrollable movements, Protect gift stay safe, Visions broken glass reflect light ceiling, Wish die...
[3:00-3:20] Outro
Read poems saved wrote lifetime cracked scars bleed heart, Sickness mentally bound complex trauma eyes blend dissociative identity hidden design. Nurture neglected room abandoned carriers keys hope dreams, Open eyes corner room stare words tragic empty roads travel locked frozen lost soul badge wear... (Fade: "dissociative... echoes... eternal, whispers black, sighs ashes forever")


Dissociative Room 13

Boy Ya Must Be Dumb

Rebuild  Rightless 
Genre: Electronic Dance Music
125 Bpm

https://neongroover86.bandcamp.com/album/rightless

Dj Neongroover -  Rightless ( Original Mix )

Poison !

Talking To me Like That

The Burden of Silence

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This is My AI Band for my Trauma Art Therapy Music.
All Lyrics Written & Developments done by me Echos or Nexus Khimera. Including how I created the Sound and all Lyrics are from my personal Experiences. 

Welcome I'm Nexus Khimera. I have been a vocalist & lyricist since I was 15 , now I'm 38. My doctors asked me to try it for therapy. I never stopped. I have been diagnosed with Antisocial/BPD Cluster C Personality Disorder, Dissociative Identity Disorder, CPTSD/ PTSD. I've had DID since I was young around 5 next 15 then through 19 to 38. My alters have been writing since 15, to help realise stored buried trauma & use their voices helping them to crawl to the surface. I'm a survivor of sexual, physical & emotional abuse & victim of domestic violence. My alters told me to start creating music here, when I started here I got sick, after playing them over and over. I got nauseous my guts were speaking to me, I could feel them surfacing. Crawling around MelanKholyia N the system. From family, to their friends and every one I tried to get close would abuse me, abandoned me or used me as a doll until I was as hollow as the echoes of the fundamental nothingness the obsidian womb. This is my Trauma Art Therapy. Bringing Mental Health Awareness to music notes. If you struggle with | Dissociative Identity Disorder | Antisocial Personality Disorder CPTSD PTSD. This music just for us <3.
 Thank you for your support. Thank you for not taking my music or stuff out of what I'm really trying to do now with the info I have now told confronted my on my family telling them what happened tonight. As last night for the first time I confronted my family. All I got was lies from them as they turned what they have done against me as they have my whole life now I have proof , at this point their lies and denial has got me to this point.
I will not hide myself or feel ashamed to tell the truth now because I've learn to accept myself for once I my life. I'm sick of this self hate and disgusted because of what I have become because of my environments and things that happened to me. Because of the embarrassment and how much I hate myself because well that's whats happens when everytime you try to say something others are invading the places. That are made to be safe. I'm not going to stay quite ever again I will scream out until I lose all breath. The stigma must be broken .

38 Years old

Syracuse IN

With a Masters & Dissociative Degree N Damage & Art

I write all lyrics in both Bands

Regarding the musical projects, "Echo's N Melankholyia" is an online band where I serve as the lyricist and intend to transition into vocal duties. For the live band "Mothyii," I am the lyricist and vocalist. As a professional artist, poet, and lyricist, I have received diagnoses for ASPD, BPD, DID, ADHD, SAD, OCD, GAD, Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, and Hypersexuality.

Nexus Khimera utilizes musical expression as a form of trauma art therapy, channeling experiences of abuse, toxic relationships, and addiction into compositions. The artist's work, reflecting a journey of survival and recovery, incorporates elements of Goth Rock, Industrial Rock, Nu Metal, Gothcore, Post Rock, Grunge, Post Grunge, Dark Wave, and cyberpunk. The resulting soundscapes are characterized by haunting atmospheres, dark ambient textures, and emotionally charged layers, reflecting themes of mental health and personal struggle. As Nexus Khimera, I operate as an artist, poet, lyricist, and vocalist, exploring the complexities of the human psyche within the context of cosmic themes. My creative endeavors, influenced by Borderline Personality Disorder and the effects of past trauma, serve as a means of processing and transforming internal struggles. My artistic practice encompasses a range of mediums, including charcoal drawings that blend biomechanical and Lovecraftian elements, dark surrealism, and abstract expressions derived from emotional experiences. Through a combination of AI-assisted and traditional techniques, I aim to confront and transmute personal traumas into evocative visual narratives. My poetry also plays a crucial role in this process. My artistic expression, characterized by free verse, unconventional lyrics, and a distinctive vocal delivery, functions as a therapeutic outlet, allowing for the articulation of complex emotions and observations of a world often perceived through a somber lens.

I invite you to explore this realm of shadowed beauty and candid revelations. Please follow Nexus Khimera on social media to stay informed about his creative endeavors.

Thank you for your visit. I hope your day is filled with moments of both wonder and introspection. I encourage you to return soon.

Please explore my band, Echo's N Melankholyia, and consider subscribing.

[Links to YouTube, Suno, and Facebook]

© 2025 by Echo's N Melankholyia. Lyrics by Nexus Khimera. All rights reserved. Music generated with Suno AI. Date: September 5, 2025. "It all Begins." Decipher the underlying messages. Encryption is my method.Characterized by free verse, unconventional lyrics, and a distinctive vocal delivery, it functions as a therapeutic outlet, allowing for the articulation of complex emotions and observations of a world often perceived through a somber lens.

I Invite you to explore this realm of shadowed beauty and candid revelations. Please follow Nexus Khimera on social media to stay informed about his creative endeavors.

Thank you for your visit. I hope your day is filled with moments of both wonder and introspection. I encourage you to return soon.

Please explore my band, Echo's N Melankholyia, and consider subscribing. Thank you all for your support.

Dissociative Room 13

Echo's N MelanKholyia