★𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐛𝐲 𝐦𝐞★

Negative Spaces

the cost of giving up

Prescription Void

Devilist Squad - Nightmare core

Devilist Squad - Legion

Devilist Squad - Bloodchain

Devilist Squad - Metal havoc

[Verse 1]   



I’m wide awake inside the storm

   The light you gave still keeps me warm

   I feel the waves crash through my veins

   I’m breaking down,

 but I’ll rise again    



[Pre-Chorus]   



I’m holding on through all the pain

   Your voice is calling out my name



    [Chorus]  



 Don’t let me fade away, oh baby, please 

  I beg, can you hear my cries, tearing  

 Through the edge?   

I know you’ll never let my heart fade

   Into the gray, hold me, 

  Save me, 

be my light  

 Don’t turn away



    [Verse 2]



  I’m going under,

 this time I fear

  The storm within,

 the memories near

   I need somebody to heal this pain 

  Long as you don’t let me fade away 



   [Chorus]  



 Don’t let me fade away, oh baby, please 

  I beg, can you hear my cries, tearing 

  Through the edge?  

I know you’ll never let my heart fade  

 Into the gray, hold me, 

Save me, be my light 

  Don’t turn away  



[Bridge] 



Show me that our love will stay 

  Never fade, come what may

   Even though the memories remain 

  This pain we have will heal again  



  [Chorus]   

Don’t let me fade away, oh baby, please

   I beg, can you hear my cries, tearing 

  Through the edge? 

I know you’ll never let my heart fade

   Into the gray, hold me,

  Save me, be my light 

  Don’t turn away  



  [Outro]   



The storm is building inside my soul  

 Your voice calls out to make me whole  

 Remind me, love, we’ll never fade away  

 Please stop this fade of pain  


Don't Let Me Fade

Fear is the Hell Comes From"
(Part 1)

"Fear is the Hell comes from"
Do you know that feeling
When the world turns grey
When every color slowly
Fades away, I've tried it all
I've prayed, I've run
But I can't see the end

(Chorus)

The heart is pounding, why
Does this fear feel like where
Hell comes from
Please just help me breathe
Pull me out from underneath


(Part 2)


I’ve tried it all, I’ve prayed
I’ve run, but I can’t see
The end, I keep waiting for a sign to appear
But all I hear is the sound of fear
Someone, please just help me breathe
Pull me out from underneath

(Part 3)

Do you know that feeling
When the world turns grey
When every color slowly fades away
I’ve tried it all, the pills, I’ve taken
To keep this fear of the hell sound of fear
But it doesn’t stay away
When it wears off, the more
I take the numbness it away
But how long does this
This shit last till it’s all gone


(Chorus)

The heart is pounding, why
Does this fear feel like where
Hell comes from
Please just help me breathe
Pull me out from underneath


(Bridge)

I can’t see the sun, lost in the night
Feeling when everything around us
Has been burned, that feeling around us feels
Like hell comes from and…
That fear lives where it stays like
A disorder that you can never fix

(Final Chorus)

The heart is pounding, why
Does this fear feel like where
Hell comes from
Please just help me breathe
Pull me out from underneath

(Outro)
 
Take me somewhere I can feel again
A shadow that gr

(Verse 1)  
I called you after all this time, just to say I'm safe but broken,  
Mentally shattered, on disability, doctor's orders keep me frozen.  
Twelve weeks minimum, maybe forever, no energy left to fight,  
But you blamed me for my sickness, said I caused my endless night.  

(Chorus)  
You don't get to lie anymore, you're dead to me, your voice is gone,  
Bruises hidden, secrets buried, but now the truth will carry on.  
You beat me down from fifteen on, till I ran from your cruel hell,  
Rapes unspoken, disbelief choking, monsters in the shell.  
I hope you rot, I hope you burn, for the pain you gave for free,  
CPDSD, BPD, Stockholm chains, you broke the soul in me.  

(Verse 2)  
Environment carved my madness, not my choices, not my fault,  
Verbal knives and emotional storms, your violence never halted.  
Never see you, never visit, no "I love you" from my lips,  
World will hear my every scar, from your narcissistic grip.  
Raped or beaten by your hands? Both killed me piece by piece,  
No forgiveness, no regrets, just hatred's cold release.  

(Chorus)  
You don't get to lie anymore, you're dead to me, your voice is gone,  
Bruises hidden, secrets buried, but now the truth will carry on.  
You beat me down from fifteen on, till I ran from your cruel hell,  
Rapes unspoken, disbelief choking, monsters in the shell.  
I hope you rot, I hope you burn, for the pain you gave for free,  
CPDSD, BPD, Stockholm chains, you broke the soul in me.  

(Bridge)  
Friends in rooms, babysitters' touch, scalding baths and endless fear,  
Slept in closets, dryers hiding, from the monsters drawing near.  
Tried to kill him, choked unconscious, alter switched to save my life,  
You called me names, lied to the world, cut me with your strife.  
Brain damage, heart destruction, paying for your crimes each day,  
Songs will scream your secrets loud, make you fade away.  

(Verse 3)  
Filing charges, seeking justice, for the lifetime you destroyed,  
Neglect and molesters, assaults in shadows, innocence void.  
Not innocent, not forgotten, your end I won't mourn or see,  
Die slow, suffer alone, that's the curse from me.  
Thousands of tracks, world will know, every horror you allowed,  
Protecting myself, no guilt in that, screaming pain out loud.  

(Outro)  
You're nothing now, just echoes fading, in my mind you're already gone,  
Blind to manipulation, finally free at dawn.  
I hate you both, forever etched, but I'll rise from what you broke,  
This poem of pain turns to fire, in every word I spoke.


Broke The Soul In Me

505, slowed - Arctic Monkeys

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