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NoAI
Literature Text


(Verus 1)



I don't know where to start 

I've been lost for so long

Identities blur like lost time

Missing memories

I hate my body 

Hate myself 

I can't get this dirt off of me

Spending multi trips to the shower a day 

How long can I keep this up

I'm so drained 



(Chorus)



I'm fucked but safe in a brutal home 

Love me fuck why do you hate me so much 

Can't you just talk to me like someone that's doesn't like to hurt me 



(Verus 2)



I can't get this dirt off of me

Spending multi trips to the shower a day every night fucked into a nightmare 

Of drugs and rough sex whore junkie me a male blows 

Goth girl whores 

How long can I keep this up

I'm so drained 

I'm so 

sick

I hate every inch of my skin I can't get you off of me 

but fuck me again again now again

Keep hurting me I hate myself this much I deserve this 

I don't want to feel this nightmare mental paper flower dissolved 

Into the dead of my eyes 

Did I ever deserve this?



(Chorus)



I'm so fucked but safe in a brutal home 

Love me fuck why do you hate me so much 

Can't you just talk to me like someone that's doesn't like to hurt me 



(Verus 3)



I hate every inch of my skin I can't get you off of me 

but fuck me again again now again

Keep hurting me I hate myself this much I deserve this 

I don't want to feel this nightmare mental paper flower dissolved 

Into the dead of my eyes 

Did I ever deserve this?

Missing memories

I hate my body 

Hate myself 

I can't get this dirt off of me

Spending multi trips to the shower a day 

How long can I keep this up

I'm so drained 



(Bridge)



These cuts never heal right 

In the middle of night 

Covered in sweat things are getting rough 

When will you get off of me 



(Chorus)



I'm so fucked but safe in a brutal home 

Love me fuck why do you hate me so much 

Can't you just talk to me like someone that's doesn't like to hurt me 





DID I Deserve This #000

Echo's N MelaNKholyiA : A Sonic Odyssey of Fragmented Souls
In the shadowed corners of Syracuse ,  Indiana, Echo's N MelanKholyia emerges as a groundbreaking experimental music project, a testament to the transformative power of art in the face of inner chaos. Founded in 2025 by the visionary artist Nexus Khimera—known also as Void, Echos, Mothyii, Alice, Helix, 5, Nexus Etheric ,Odium, Raven, and Death Moth this endeavor is an AI-assisted alchemical fusion of raw emotion and sonic innovation. At 38 years old, Khimera channels a lifetime of introspection, beginning from therapeutic explorations at age 15, into a tapestry of sound that defies categorization. The project's name, with its deliberate misspelling, evokes distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding through an eternal void, mirroring the fragmented realities Khimera weaves into every composition.
Khimera serves as the sole architect of Echo's N MelanKholyia, handling vocals, lyrics, production, and visual aesthetics with a chameleon-like versatility. Drawing from a deeply personal narrative of psychological navigation, the music acts as a manifesto for survival, blending co-conscious identity shifts and emotional rebirth. The band's conceptual "members"—envisioned as alters in a dissociative system—include Helix as the resilient core, Alice as the protective guardian embodying transgender identity and safety, Phuric, and Odium as the unflinching confrontor of hate and vacuum, Five as the frozen residue of past emptiness, and Suicide Gene as the unnamed pull toward nothingness, symbolizing unyielding survival code. These personas "speak" through layered vocals, reversed whispers, and glitchy confessions, creating a dialogue that invites listeners to confront their own shadows without judgment.
Musically, Echo's N MelanKholyia is a hypnotic storm of genres: traumacore's dissonant catharsis meets industrial gothcore's mechanical fury, nu metal's rap-growl aggression, post-darkwave's ethereal haze, glitchcore's chaotic distortions, and voidcore's abyssal emptiness. The result is an immersive, addictive soundscape—binaural beats pulsing at 40Hz and 174Hz to tie in seduction and euphoria, 3D audio for psychotic despair, and unpolished production that bleeds raw intensity. Themes delve into mental health's labyrinth: dissociation's void, addiction's grip, damaging relationships' scars, and the triumph of self-reclamation. Khimera's artistry extends beyond audio to visual realms, with album artwork featuring charcoal sketches, gothic horror elements, and luciferian symbolism, all crafted to evoke a "junkie holocaust death march" of creepy, apocalyptic introspection.
Since its inception, Echo's N MelanKholyia has released a series of chapters that push artistic boundaries, available on platforms like Spotify, Amazon Music, SoundCloud, Apple Music, Tidal, Qobuz, and TikTok. The project's YouTube channel serves as a portal for official music videos, behind-the-scenes glimpses, and community engagement, fostering a space where fans can explore their own narratives through Khimera's lens. With collaborations leveraging AI for production and thematic depth, the band stands as a beacon for the disenchanted, proving that art can heal, empower, and transcend.
Subscribe to Echo's N MelanKholyia on YouTube for a journey into the melanKholyia—where echoes of the past forge omegas of the future. For inquiries or collaborations, connect via Facebook or X (@Mothyii13). All rights reserved © 2025 Echo's N MelanKholyia.