Playlist 14.

BoRdeRliNe DiSsoCiAtiVe IdeNtiATieS Chapter 1

Dopamine

Timbaland - The Way I Are (SIPPY x Plsma Remix) 

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Timbaland - The Way I Are (SIPPY x PLSMA Remix)

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Electric Love

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BØRNS - ELECTRIC LOVE (AVELLO REMIX)

Songs Featured:
	•	Cinema – Skrillex Remix (Benny Benassi)
	•	Electric Love – Twinsick Remix
	•	Electric Love – Avello Remix

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Had a blast working on this one. Hope you vibe with it as much as I did making it!

Electric Cinema [SKANZ & MYK EDIT]

Tracklist:

IMFIMICE - BAM BAM
Love Sosa - BUSK EDIT
LPFJ - JOSEPH ROSS REMIX 
Fein - Mc Grizz Remix 
On My Mind - Sidepiece VIP Edit
FIND MOLLY - XIU Extended Remix 
S&M - JUMSKY REMIX 
Work - Proppa X Rich DietZ X Smith X Sorren Edit
NO BYSTANDERS IN THE CITY - LEONDIS REMIX
SMELLS LIKE TEEN SPIRIT - AYEOO SLAPP EDIT
SWEET DREAMS - JAMES HYPE VIP
MANEATER x SATISFACTION - DAVO Mashup
FIND ME IN DA CLUB X EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE - LEADFOOT MASHUP
LA NOCHE - Skrillex X Chris lake X Anita B Queen
Toxic - WeDamnZ VIP Edit
Pump up the Jam - Netgate Edit
A Milli - Sidepiece Remix 
Fancy Shit - CID
WTF - Script 
I don’t Trust A Soul - Disco Lines X Ship Wrek
I was made for loving you - Disco Lines Remix 
HITLIST - JFOUNDEAD X HIIJACK
Like I like it - Mau p (adapter remix)
Just Sandstorm - AIRBENDERS MASHUP
Morenita - Hugel 
Fake ID X THE WAY I ARE - Marc Shoals Bootleg
The Way I Are - Wingh Remix 
The Notorious B.I.G - Nasty Girl (BRANDON REMIX)
ALL OF THE LIGHTS - RNGR EDIT
Drank (swimming pools remix) - BLiNKR
System - Odd Mob
Side Man - Juos (Ft. Techno Tupac)
Gangsters Paradise - WOODERSON Remix 
Three Six Mafia - Stay Fly (Wheathan Remix)

HIIJACK Vol. 1 @ Larimer Lounge

HOT GIRL MIX: PART 10

Visual Audio Trauma Art Therapy Traumacore Music Art Therapy

A place where light can hide, intrusive thoughts of suicide and a deep love  

The soul that was ripped apart, I hold in this vessel dreaming,

 For all my Scars and burns that run deep over my veins I must confide,

So my sights so empty I can only feel of moments that breathe, 

 So the edge of this knife, 

Cuts out the parts of the damage I hold, I pray to god they die with me,

Which I can not find relief, from the nightmares that rape my mind,

 Hollowing out myself, 

Just to walk among the living,

Disconnected, shapeshifting, wearing a mask of many smiles with blacked marble gloss eyes,

But underneath that mask 
Drowning in the mist of desire, 

Seeping in the blood of forever,

Standing to the angels of devour,

Bleed to sacrifice the inner child,

To awaken the monster of power,

Bred within the indulgence of a poppy flower,

I see the needle prick, bruises in the strawberry garden,

Resting in the hands of God's the goddess of sleep consumes the angels  of monsters,

Lost in a river of reflection so death strays to break its wings to relieve the trauma,

Bombs of memories fill my head, 

Flashes of pain scars my mind ,

a sadness blended with madness , forgotten to the times of endless existence,

So I remind myself I am alive in the fields of transcendental resistance,

To walking away to rise above the land of the living to run in the fires of hell,

It flows through my blood, 

Swimming in lost memories,

Shocked to the system my soul replaced with a gem of the divine,

So bored to the reality of the basic tastes of the senses of the reanimated, brings my senses passed the land of the living, breathing, Standing up to the demons of earth

Spiting in the face of the devil as the poppy flowers dance around me 

Drowning me in the bliss of the dawn of morning, eyes opening to the lies of the wicked to leek out the influence of the liquid death
Is the mask of the dead child , 

Now the man transformed into the chameleon  of flowers to the beholder,

  The child that was once my inner self ,  

That's been lobotomized, from the hands of the adversaries, 

For every time you screamed at me, for every time you beat me,

To the false feeling of love being used when you got to close to me,

Just to be ripped away by the infidelity but thankful you where destroyed ,  

 For I lived through a waking hell, 

From being tortured continually abandoned looking for love in the abusive void, 

Used sexually like a doll in a barless cage,

 A torment enduring the shame of feeling anything at all

The shame of having emotions,

 That bleed all over the floor, from the loss of my innocents,

Cradled deep below inside the dawn of my memory ,

I find myself crying to the sounds of the breaking morning,

As sleep is the enemy I must reflect on this,

Shattered like a church window,

The glass that is as stained as my soul 

Fractured but not lost forever

I one day will be whole  

Even if the pieces don't fit perfectly,   



October 27, 2025 at 11:57 PM


GiVe Me DrUgS #3

A place where light can hide, intrusive thoughts of suicide and a deep love  

The soul that was ripped apart, I hold in this vessel dreaming,

 For all my Scars and burns that run deep over my veins I must confide,

So my sights so empty I can only feel of moments that breathe, 

 So the edge of this knife, 

Cuts out the parts of the damage I hold, I pray to god they die with me,

Which I can not find relief, from the nightmares that rape my mind,

 Hollowing out myself, 

Just to walk among the living,

Disconnected, shapeshifting, wearing a mask of many smiles with blacked marble gloss eyes,

But underneath that mask 
Drowning in the mist of desire, 

Seeping in the blood of forever,

Standing to the angels of devour,

Bleed to sacrifice the inner child,

To awaken the monster of power,

Bred within the indulgence of a poppy flower,

I see the needle prick, bruises in the strawberry garden,

Resting in the hands of God's the goddess of sleep consumes the angels  of monsters,

Lost in a river of reflection so death strays to break its wings to relieve the trauma,

Bombs of memories fill my head, 

Flashes of pain scars my mind ,

a sadness blended with madness , forgotten to the times of endless existence,

So I remind myself I am alive in the fields of transcendental resistance,

To walking away to rise above the land of the living to run in the fires of hell,

It flows through my blood, 

Swimming in lost memories,

Shocked to the system my soul replaced with a gem of the divine,

So bored to the reality of the basic tastes of the senses of the reanimated, brings my senses passed the land of the living, breathing, Standing up to the demons of earth

Spiting in the face of the devil as the poppy flowers dance around me 

Drowning me in the bliss of the dawn of morning, eyes opening to the lies of the wicked to leek out the influence of the liquid death
Is the mask of the dead child , 

Now the man transformed into the chameleon  of flowers to the beholder,

  The child that was once my inner self ,  

That's been lobotomized, from the hands of the adversaries, 

For every time you screamed at me, for every time you beat me,

To the false feeling of love being used when you got to close to me,

Just to be ripped away by the infidelity but thankful you where destroyed ,  

 For I lived through a waking hell, 

From being tortured continually abandoned looking for love in the abusive void, 

Used sexually like a doll in a barless cage,

 A torment enduring the shame of feeling anything at all

The shame of having emotions,

 That bleed all over the floor, from the loss of my innocents,

Cradled deep below inside the dawn of my memory ,

I find myself crying to the sounds of the breaking morning,

As sleep is the enemy I must reflect on this,

Shattered like a church window,

The glass that is as stained as my soul 

Fractured but not lost forever

I one day will be whole  

Even if the pieces don't fit perfectly,   


SuiCidAl PoPpy #02

Ether or Aether,

Terrestrial sphere's stars and DNA, 

Self for the spirit,

Light reflects Gravity,

Blood becomes dreams,

A quantum reality,

For Hz is to earths vibrations,

Fire to thoughts Transends memories,

As wind becomes emotions

Under water the subconsciousness within,

Tears of sanity are the blessing of reality,

Shadows play in courts of the priests and masters,

REM I am forever transformed to Mercury like atoms reform,

To the molecule of salt becomes the statue of being,

Transcendent consciousness  bleeds on the fabric of times,

Unlocked the full potential knowledge floods the mental 

I feel the information consuming me internally  

Forgotten words and spells of eternity casts flowers in the dirt of my mind,

Dream walking, 

Nightmare stalking

This is only to the choice of blending 

What you believe is the definition ,

No sides to take,

It is both and everything to be die and recreate life in the membrane of light,

Magnetic fields aura colors sparks the glow of life,

Astral travel world strange but beautiful in the ugly or purity of the reflecting midnight sky ,

Divine Consciousness lost to all but one true being aware to the false reality,

Where  the others of life lies until the birth of the death cradled the tears of memory,

The absolute,

Reincarnation of the mind,

Observation is all that is,

A superposition,

Quantum Mechanics,

Rebirth in the frequency of light,

Entanglement of thoughts and emotions 

Words are nothing here in this form of visions,

Intellect advanced,

Ego is dead,

But the light is the life you move weightless no more information that could be fed,

Pain,

Pleasure,

Desire,

Passion,

The form of inspiration lives inside below the mind,

Sex transfers energy between living gods,

Vital functions evaporate to the romance of thoughts,

Substance the key to traveling in the depths,

Substances are the key to enlightenment ,

When mediation is required to look inside,

Salvia my goddess of the divine devours the mortal coil of seeking the holy hour,

Completely,

Black,

To white,

To color again,

I am the real you,

For the tides are in everyone seeking past the lands of dreams,




QuANtuM ReAlity SalViA DiViNoRuM

EgO DeAtH - EvoCatioN  InVoKe N MelanKholyia MagiK ThE EgO iS DeAd #000

nightmare Wonderland  infest pollute Heavy Dubstep 3d Audio  Industrial pop fused dark trance addictive, merge darkwave hip hop feel in sexual infused glitchcore, nu metal beautiful but death march Vocals seductively blended with horror with Lovecraftian and futuristic cyber matrix realities ripping atomic fusions, Addictive that explodes consumes
A massive, apocalyptic fusion of Dubstep, darkwave hip hop, glitchcore, pop trance, and nu metal, Crushing sub-bass and down tuned guitars pulse against brutal industrial percussion, layered with distorted glitches and trance synths, Seductive, androgynous vocals weave through static loops and whispered breaths, Intense drops, reversed FX, and warping reverb induce a breathless trance, while alien ambiance and glitchy death march rhythms spiral into an unresolved, otherworldly void, Intimately seductive blend Alien tech seductively blending terror, cosmic horror  sex, melting realities Soundscapes

Every wound is scarification within, 

Blind to sight,

Exposing the nerves as salt sleeps across the sores that bare the weight of the memory of pain,

Emotional Torment,

Rages like a tempest,

Forever lasting till the grave,

So is mood no Identity I can't keep it I walk away,

Finding myself in a room of mirrors,

Reflecting the parts of me,

Fragmented faces whisper tears to shine speak the last words of desire and suffering,

In the light of self thats missing a mouth,

One turns to four 

Host, 

To protector,

To destroyer,

Last The child,

Like a dagger splitting my mind in quatres,

But breaking the ties of thought and emotion 

In two that are destructive,

To infatuation a wild soul,

Love to self destruction, 

Stories untold, 

Slipping secrets to the world, 

One line at a time ,

My art of the mystery of what no one can see,

Trapped,

But I see the window the sun I might recover,

So in this winding road of words a hyperactive release of pain and agony,

I let the secrets breath to be seen,

In coded art of emotional thoughts I burn the symbols of communication 

To speak what I could never,

I want to be free,

I'm seeking peace,

But the sea of the world will soon over flood,

Running out in a disparate flash,

Please take these words to heart,

Their perfect but a broken part of me,

I want to speak,

I hope, 

It will be a good read,

I coil codes of memories that bleed into memory,

The blood of pure detached suffering,

RooM Of MirroRs #013

Ether or Aether,

Terrestrial sphere's stars and DNA, 

Self for the spirit,

Light reflects Gravity,

Blood becomes dreams,

A quantum reality,

For Hz is to earths vibrations,

Fire to thoughts Transends memories,

As wind becomes emotions

Under water the subconsciousness within,

Tears of sanity are the blessing of reality,

Shadows play in courts of the priests and masters,

REM I am forever transformed to Mercury like atoms reform,

To the molecule of salt becomes the statue of being,

Transcendent consciousness  bleeds on the fabric of times,

Unlocked the full potential knowledge floods the mental 

I feel the information consuming me internally  

Forgotten words and spells of eternity casts flowers in the dirt of my mind,

Dream walking, 

Nightmare stalking

This is only to the choice of blending 

What you believe is the definition ,

No sides to take,

It is both and everything to be die and recreate life in the membrane of light,

Magnetic fields aura colors sparks the glow of life,

Astral travel world strange but beautiful in the ugly or purity of the reflecting midnight sky ,

Divine Consciousness lost to all but one true being aware to the false reality,

Where  the others of life lies until the birth of the death cradled the tears of memory,

The absolute,

Reincarnation of the mind,

Observation is all that is,

A superposition,

Quantum Mechanics,

Rebirth in the frequency of light,

Entanglement of thoughts and emotions 

Words are nothing here in this form of visions,

Intellect advanced,

Ego is dead,

But the light is the life you move weightless no more information that could be fed,

Pain,

Pleasure,

Desire,

Passion,

The form of inspiration lives inside below the mind,

Sex transfers energy between living gods,

Vital functions evaporate to the romance of thoughts,

Substance the key to traveling in the depths,

Substances are the key to enlightenment ,

When mediation is required to look inside,

Salvia my goddess of the divine devours the mortal coil of seeking the holy hour,

Completely,

Black,

To white,

To color again,

I am the real you,

For the tides are in everyone seeking past the lands of dreams,



Ether or Aether

[Verse]
I only kill in the mind state
Unholy and covered in light of the flames of pain
Restlessness
Getting excited is always a terrifying experience
When most your life
You're let down to the point you

[Chorus]
Feel like you lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
My dopamine

Entering a state of blissful rage who am I today

A fury running deep my identity is cut into sectors of forgotten  memories 

I grip life with one thought in mind 

Can I push the limits of my disease

Far past indulgence but into catastrophe entropy I am lustful in trances and sacrifices so bestowed to me     

Lock inside but released among the unknown passers by I'm a walking fantasy 

Caged but free in a free fall I can't escape 

I'm drowning in my sanctuary 

[Verse 2]
And all I got's a candle in the wind
Hope for a way out when the light goes dim
How could I begin to say goodbye to what I've loved?
Do I have the strength to face the light of the sun?

[Chorus]
No
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost

[Outro]
Mm
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost

Let Down

Let Down Dopamine

[Verse]
I only kill in the mind state
Unholy and covered in light of the flames of pain
Restlessness
Getting excited is always a terrifying experience
When most your life
You're let down to the point you

[Chorus]
Feel like you lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
My dopamine

Entering a state of blissful rage who am I today

A fury running deep my identity is cut into sectors of forgotten  memories 

I grip life with one thought in mind 

Can I push the limits of my disease

Far past indulgence but into catastrophe entropy I am lustful in trances and sacrifices so bestowed to me     

Lock inside but released among the unknown passers by I'm a walking fantasy 

Caged but free in a free fall I can't escape 

I'm drowning in my sanctuary 

[Verse 2]
And all I got's a candle in the wind
Hope for a way out when the light goes dim
How could I begin to say goodbye to what I've loved?
Do I have the strength to face the light of the sun?

[Chorus]
No
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost

[Outro]
Mm
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost



Let Down Dopamine  013

My dopamine

Entering a state of blissful rage who am I today

A fury running deep my identity is cut into sectors of forgotten  memories 

I grip life with one thought in mind 

Can I push the limits of my disease

Far past indulgence but into catastrophe entropy I am lustful in trances and sacrifices so bestowed to me     

Lock inside but released among the unknown passers by I'm a walking fantasy 

Caged but free in a free fall I can't escape 

I'm drowning in my sanctuary 

Made from chemicals and emotional rocket fuel insanity to be perceived as normality

Griding my teeth as they crack and chip 

The darkness natural is a life with walls surrounded but no limits to emotional savagery 

   You know why we overdose, 

Because most people like me lived a thousand life's of hell and no one notices  

For our last wish all we wanted of this  world

Is to have a moment at peace before we escape from the world of pain we take into ourselves 

We break down in the shower we  scream, sit on the floor with madness in the only place we own 

The minds we were born with to live our life with,

Abused we were born into 

Fucking took all the drugs to numb it

but couldn't stop the memories

Neglected we faced by parents that didn't understand

The sexual abuse

No one believes you 

Go to your room

No self esteem from the eyes of society no friends to call our own

So for all the life we lied to shield you from our kind sides

No trust to offer, 

But I know I gave you my world

But you can't see, 

We are lonely,

The ropes the darkness we were closed within 

There torment we went through 

The yes

We are the 0.01% of America 

A borderline diagnosis

Comorbid dissociative identity disorder

PTSD exploring 

Hope you know that your words broke the tape that I sown my wounds together with

All of us together tried to put him back together for,

Every time you strike me down

Balled me up in a ball in the corner, 

I just wanted you to love me

Accept me  for me but I 

I recoiled in fear bred in horror,

From the hurt you put me through, it aways felt normal 

For every scream putting me down,

Humiliating me I was forced to love you

Another scar was drawn when I wanted to kill you and free myself

I love you but I can't stand you now that you broke my trust

Beating me into fighting back black out blood on the floor crying in the room that's all that you wanted me for 

For every time I felt isolated I grew smaller and smaller  
It's ok I will have to smile until my mask crumbles

Chattering invisibility 

Echoing in my mind two voices one in the dark sre there more of me but not me cast covers over me

When they ask if I'm fine

Numb to 

I say stand forward,

If I'm fine,

I'm fine now

No I've been set on fire inside parts of me 

All I wanted was love I wanted to feel someone next to me before I die

For every beaten memory there's a scream at night that is the merges within my mind

I never knew who I was

Was I ever good enough,

Was I ever really loved,

Was the sex good,

It was hell with you

What am I suppose to feel 

This is introspective 

But my hate bleeds through

Are these demons I hold the only friends I have to hold

You see me as something to control,

Let me be good and let me get that for you


I must leave but I'm going to stay

I'm over this life,

Its time end this

Turn me in Turn me out 

Let me go while I fall asleep 

Just go away and when you go I say

You know why we overdose,

To escape the pure hell trapped and frozen in our minds

Looping and looking insane negative thoughts drives us to



My Suicide Alter Dopamine Drop Dead Whore

My DoPMiNe

EcHoS N MelaNKholyiA : A Sonic Odyssey of Fragmented Souls
In the shadowed corners of Goshen, Indiana, Echo's N MelanKholyia emerges as a groundbreaking experimental music project, a testament to the transformative power of art in the face of inner chaos. Founded in 2025 by the visionary artist Nexus Khimera—known also as Echos, Mothyii, Alice, Helix, 5, Nexus Etheric  , Odium  or Void—this endeavor is an AI-assisted alchemical fusion of raw emotion and sonic innovation. At 38 years old, Khimera channels a lifetime of introspection, beginning from therapeutic explorations at age 15, into a tapestry of sound that defies categorization. The project's name, with its deliberate misspelling, evokes distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding through an eternal void, mirroring the fragmented realities Khimera weaves into every composition.
Khimera serves as the sole architect of Echo's N MelanKholyia, handling vocals, lyrics, production, and visual aesthetics with a chameleon-like versatility. Drawing from a deeply personal narrative of psychological navigation, the music acts as a manifesto for survival, blending co-conscious identity shifts and emotional rebirth. The band's conceptual "members"—envisioned as alters in a dissociative system—include Helix as the resilient core, Alice as the protective guardian embodying transgender identity and safety, Odium as the unflinching confrontor of hate and vacuum, Five as the frozen residue of past emptiness, and Suicide Gene as the unnamed pull toward nothingness, symbolizing unyielding survival code. These personas "speak" through layered vocals, reversed whispers, and glitchy confessions, creating a dialogue that invites listeners to confront their own shadows without judgment.
Musically, Echo's N MelanKholyia is a hypnotic storm of genres: traumacore's dissonant catharsis meets industrial gothcore's mechanical fury, nu metal's rap-growl aggression, post-darkwave's ethereal haze, glitchcore's chaotic distortions, and voidcore's abyssal emptiness. The result is an immersive, addictive soundscape—binaural beats pulsing at 40Hz and 174Hz to tie in seduction and euphoria, 3D audio for psychotic despair, and unpolished production that bleeds raw intensity. Themes delve into mental health's labyrinth: dissociation's void, addiction's grip, damaging relationships' scars, and the triumph of self-reclamation. Khimera's artistry extends beyond audio to visual realms, with album artwork featuring charcoal sketches, gothic horror elements, and luciferian symbolism, all crafted to evoke a "junkie holocaust death march" of creepy, apocalyptic introspection.
Since its inception, Echo's N MelanKholyia has released a series of chapters that push artistic boundaries, available on platforms like Spotify, Amazon Music, SoundCloud, Apple Music, Tidal, Qobuz, and TikTok. The project's YouTube channel serves as a portal for official music videos, behind-the-scenes glimpses, and community engagement, fostering a space where fans can explore their own narratives through Khimera's lens. With collaborations leveraging AI for production and thematic depth, the band stands as a beacon for the disenchanted, proving that art can heal, empower, and transcend.
Subscribe to Echo's N MelanKholyia on YouTube for a journey into the melanKholyia—where echoes of the past forge omegas of the future. For inquiries or collaborations, connect via Facebook or X (@Mothyii13). All rights reserved © 2025 Echo's N MelanKholyia.

Ether or Aether

Echos N MelaNKholyiA