(Intro)

 nymphomaniac who said they loved me

A sexual freak a tantric lover beast 

Polyamorous but only to Two  under my sheets 

Past experience hurts  but I was left in a happiness that bleed down the sink

But in the end it became heavier than soaked graveyard dirt 

Even still I want it today 

But only if she says so I don't know how to cheat 

But everyone else did who I layed in bed with because I was so much more different then the sea of society 



(Chorus)



Doll Cracked face in neon colors

Drifting into a horror Wonderland  a trauma Story 

Bloodily scissors

Midnight poisons

Drunk just not to feel the nightmares they fucked inside of me 

Acid paper heart holes in my soul's 
Life just doesn't mean a thing 

But I must stay in the light

 

(Verus 2)



As Heroin was my lover for so long and now just a bad dream locked frozen in a cryogenic suspended anti gravity fuckery 

I wish I would have just walked away

But I couldn't 

So use to being used 

I just learned a Stockholm victim mentality   

Hypersexually 

So wrong or so right when you need seductive energy just to feel love 

For every cut

For every burn 

For every Cigarette burn on my skin for every year I got worst 

No one saved me and I couldn't save myself 

So I stained and took every blow every fuck every argument every assault I just let it bleed off me seconds after attack stuck with these dissociative identities



(Chorus)



Doll Cracked face in neon colors

Drifting into a horror Wonderland  a trauma Story 

Bloodily scissors

Midnight poisons

Drunk just not to feel the nightmares they fucked inside of me 

Acid paper heart holes in my souls 
Life just doesn't mean a thing 

But I must stay in the light

 



(Verus 3)



Stop Romanticizing Trauma 

Sick fuck go off your wrists you stupid fuck 

Adderall Prozac and being a guinea pig Sucks 

DID sucks 

ASPD is social suicide 

When your a sociopath BPD 

struggle to live with CPTSD 

PTSD amnesia blends and blurs 

as I lose time I keep staring at the clock just to make sure 

I didn't switch 

When a alter is summoned to Protect I lose what little pieces left I have of self until I return



(Bridge)



Odium

Alice

5

Helix

Nexus 

Echos

Mothyii

Phil

Etheric

Khimera
 

Why can't I make you disappears 

only Co consuness  with 2   

But you mess up my life fucking way to much 



(Chorus)



Doll Cracked face in neon colors

Drifting into a horror Wonderland  a trauma Story 

Bloodily scissors

Midnight poisons

Just fuck me and get it over with I won't cum until you say please 

When I'm the dead child with voided eyes dreaming in MelanKholyia 

My system 





(Outro)



Co-consciousness is a state 

where two or more distinct personalities, 

alters, in someone with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) are aware of each other and the external world simultaneously. This can involve sharing thoughts, feelings, and experiences, allowing for internal communication and a continuous sense of time, though it can also be experienced as being a passive observer. It is different from co-fronting, where more than one alter is actively in control of the body at the same time. 

A Trauma Story

EcHoS N MelaNKholyiA : A Sonic Odyssey of Fragmented Souls
In the shadowed corners of Goshen, Indiana, Echo's N MelanKholyia emerges as a groundbreaking experimental music project, a testament to the transformative power of art in the face of inner chaos. Founded in 2025 by the visionary artist Nexus Khimera—known also as Echos, Mothyii, Alice, Helix, 5, Nexus Etheric  , Odium  or Void—this endeavor is an AI-assisted alchemical fusion of raw emotion and sonic innovation. At 38 years old, Khimera channels a lifetime of introspection, beginning from therapeutic explorations at age 15, into a tapestry of sound that defies categorization. The project's name, with its deliberate misspelling, evokes distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding through an eternal void, mirroring the fragmented realities Khimera weaves into every composition.
Khimera serves as the sole architect of Echo's N MelanKholyia, handling vocals, lyrics, production, and visual aesthetics with a chameleon-like versatility. Drawing from a deeply personal narrative of psychological navigation, the music acts as a manifesto for survival, blending co-conscious identity shifts and emotional rebirth. The band's conceptual "members"—envisioned as alters in a dissociative system—include Helix as the resilient core, Alice as the protective guardian embodying transgender identity and safety, Odium as the unflinching confrontor of hate and vacuum, Five as the frozen residue of past emptiness, and Suicide Gene as the unnamed pull toward nothingness, symbolizing unyielding survival code. These personas "speak" through layered vocals, reversed whispers, and glitchy confessions, creating a dialogue that invites listeners to confront their own shadows without judgment.
Musically, Echo's N MelanKholyia is a hypnotic storm of genres: traumacore's dissonant catharsis meets industrial gothcore's mechanical fury, nu metal's rap-growl aggression, post-darkwave's ethereal haze, glitchcore's chaotic distortions, and voidcore's abyssal emptiness. The result is an immersive, addictive soundscape—binaural beats pulsing at 40Hz and 174Hz to tie in seduction and euphoria, 3D audio for psychotic despair, and unpolished production that bleeds raw intensity. Themes delve into mental health's labyrinth: dissociation's void, addiction's grip, damaging relationships' scars, and the triumph of self-reclamation. Khimera's artistry extends beyond audio to visual realms, with album artwork featuring charcoal sketches, gothic horror elements, and luciferian symbolism, all crafted to evoke a "junkie holocaust death march" of creepy, apocalyptic introspection.
Since its inception, Echo's N MelanKholyia has released a series of chapters that push artistic boundaries, available on platforms like Spotify, Amazon Music, SoundCloud, Apple Music, Tidal, Qobuz, and TikTok. The project's YouTube channel serves as a portal for official music videos, behind-the-scenes glimpses, and community engagement, fostering a space where fans can explore their own narratives through Khimera's lens. With collaborations leveraging AI for production and thematic depth, the band stands as a beacon for the disenchanted, proving that art can heal, empower, and transcend.
Subscribe to Echo's N MelanKholyia on YouTube for a journey into the melanKholyia—where echoes of the past forge omegas of the future. For inquiries or collaborations, connect via Facebook or X (@Mothyii13). All rights reserved © 2025 Echo's N MelanKholyia.