worry 'bout urself w/Bmurph [+gaxillic]

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/77dGSrpvXOW2Rxd6LnMuDs?si=6421724a8a364c52
track 2 "lonely nights" ep (mix, master, art by me)
lyrics:
yeah im kind of a fuckin loner
theres not many days where i am sober...
pop another one so i dont feel shit
occupy my brain wit music so i dont think about
the repercussion of it 
yeah i am the type to fuck up my life
just for the thrill of it
so u better think twice
before u try to make nice with me...

maybe u could explain to me
 in a way ill understand?
cuz lately it just feels like
everything is out of my hands..
ppl just wanna stick around
until its no longer convenient for them 
are u plannin on letting me down, down, down? 
i bet you think youd be better off without me around
thats okay ill leave without makin' a sound
cuz im oh so used to this now (used to it)
cuz so many ppl let me down, down, down
(so many ppl let me down)

and i dont rlly care cuz no ones ever there
i find comfort when i exhale all this air
being lonely is better than hurting 
and the fact that i got used to this
is kinda concerning...
oooo what should i dooo? 
with all that love thats inside? 

yeah im kind of a fuckin loner....
theres not many days where i am sober...
pop another one so i dont feel shit
occupy my brain wit music so i dont think about
the repercussion of it 
yeah i am the type to fuck up my life
just for the thrill of it
so u better think twice
before u try to make nice with me...

leaveb4Udo [+tykun]

prod iof and me
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/i-dont-think-itll-ever-be-okay-3
lyrics:
im like, dadadada, like dadadadada

i dont think that ill ever be okay
i just sit inside and overthink
like everyday...
every single day
and its kinda gettin old to me
and the older that i get 
the more that i regret everything
everything that ive ever done
all the times that i had to collect my things and run...away
from ppl that dont mean the things that they say
they say...
they dont mean the thing that they say

and i know that ill never feel
the same as i did
way back when i was 
a stupid naive kid...(so stupid)
cuz oh my god i wish i could go back
with what i know now...
im followed by these black clouds
and life never seems to slow down
thats why i rely on drugs now
thats why i sit at home and make these sounds
i dont think that itll ever be okay again...

i dont think itll ever be okay
and it feels like im runnin out of things to say
and im feelin' worse like every single day
and i dont know why i even try anymore
its like the thoughts inside my brain
and my heart are at war...

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i don't think it'll ever be okay...

lyric video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hA9PzFYS8tM&t=33s

ain't gon' put you in the mood i'm just tryna come thru
not come to your crib but come thru for u
come thru for u, come thru for u
come thru for u, oh oh

heart attack heart attack 
think I need an Advil for way you make my heart go mad like a zoo, yeah 
burn up inside yeah, the way I make the drum slap
mad like a zoo yeah, we’ll make the drums slap

i be on the beat, baby I be on the keys
i can feel the way they feelin' me through the rhythm of they feet
i can see it in they eyes, i can see that tell they surprised I can see through all the lies so i

come thru, come thru
i can feel in the air when you walk through, the living room
no I can’t decide what I’m gon’ do 
but it’s all alright when im with you 

pull up to the scene and we both be wearing rings
looking at you looking at me feel the jealousy 
i can see it in they eyes, i can tell that they despise we just living our lives so i

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comethru4u [prod. gaffwood + edacity]

hope older me can forgive me :c

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/6FcwHE5pd9tMiP9tPkkBAo?si=a24628ebf06b4958

this song kinda feels like a 2020 jora song and i like that alot :) if only he knew what the world had in store for him...

lyrics:
could u explain how it is palpable what u feel?
i get so jealous from the stories i hear 
im scared i might just be incapable to breach thru the fears 
or i just did and its not what i imagined 
what if im feeling like my stomach turns
but the world turns around my stomach?
and its unconcerned if its like anything i wanted?
u put someone first 
no knowing anything about them is it bad of an assumption 
thinking youll get something back in return?

i know its me i know im wrong but it hurts

could u explain how to make sense of it?
of it all 
would u just calm me down and fucking respond
am i too selfish or too desperate? just tell me whats wrong
is it too late for me? just tell me its not
yea i should know better 
the thought of stop trying it hit me dead center 
and hasnt gone quiet 
can i go forever?
and when i start flying the sun it melts feathers 
so whats it all matter?

its 2am im on the floor 
ive been in bed all day now
just tryna make it by 
tell younger me i broke our promise 
idk a way out 
tell older me its alright
ive gone too far to give it up now 
how am i still so far behind?
its 2am im on the floor 
ive been in bed all day now
ive got to make it by

it's 2am, i'm on the floor | prod. majora

don't worry, it's not your fault

the conclusion to moss man

very special shoutout to the boys @horoshavibes and @swainesworld for helping make this happen

LYRICS:

(HOROSHA)
How would you like to lose your mind tonight?
How would you like to lose your mind tonight?

I guess I'm feeling it again,
it's like an energy borne from anxiety
and I can't shake it
information age, restless
paralyzed by potential endings

there's a million different ways to face oblivion
wait, it's too much, I'd better change apps
before I'm nauseated by the cognitive dissonance
of our own algorithms manufacturing distance
we're not okay

(MELMIGE)
slipping through the cracks again
mental chemistry off balance ensuring that i can’t relax a friend
is sayin something goes unnoticed
paying price for old components
seizing up i’m not as young as i once was
decades pass in a single month
relegated comfort cause i don’t stress enough
sometimes i try to listen but the instant some transmission
message sent i spread the distance
know that it’s not intention
i just can’t focus show a moment of my clarity
remember what i spoke on the comedy
how connections overwhelms and burdens younger minds
now mine is hurting all the voices gather into static find
it’s harder now to see the nuance
comprehension skills are put off
for instant gratification
no time given for creation
now i’m forgetting what i’m doing why i’m here or my relation
to the world around me
hoped by now i would’ve found me

stimuli inspires me to be complacent
now i’m tired nothing else about me
switching focus of my vision no precision
in my irises just finding nicer views for timelessness
and obstinance a pinch on tendons couldn’t wake me up
feel romero monster living numb and willful ignorance
reset tensions every time i’m swiping up
preset thoughts can’t miss the posts i want
attention fucked so i can’t help but be blunt

(SWAINE)
back on my 1 track shit
wait a minute
collecting myself like the damn deck just finished
was back in my cell
just a shell, mad diminished
feeding into self-help took me out of the grander vision
and the massive picture that im
paintin when i stay rappin with it
i cant believe it
i had to leave it
im way too down low to even speak it to existence

i know im misfit
i know that im different
i know that im mixed in with all these others who cant grab me without gloves like a pigskin
i know i dont fit in
i know i aint sticky like glue before they mix it
when i stick on em i aint ever lettin go
cuz this shit aint a fuckin hobby
think that i already told you so
i think you already know

put the blame on me here i go
if i was anybody else, i'd blow
if i made a song just a little emo
if i wasnt wrong would i really be close?
close to the edge
close to the ledge
if i jumped off, I'd be a legend i guess
you know im a dog, ima do what i said
and i still got it all left in me, fuck yes

romero (feat horosha and swaine) [prod alanfor]

prod me :)

lyrics:

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

oooo

and i could tell you it'll be okay
but i would rather u just see for yourself
don't wait any longer
no don't wait for any help
cuz the rain will stop soon
and i'll greet u
with a smile on my face
please don't turn away
please don't turn away

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

prod me :)

lyrics:

i can try to breathe just a little bit deeper 
every now and then
but the air seems to cut my throat
so i'll go
in the hopes
that i can find a way to mend it
broken never bend

search for something that i can't find
trip another landmine
blurring the line between
"i love you" and "you make me wanna cry"
such a damn shame
end up down the damn drain
open up the damn gates
hurry it up
before i do the unexpected

goin up
i think ur goin down
turn around
i won't ever turn around
it's only when it seems i'm winnin that they come around
never gave a fuck about me til i started making sound
only dark
not a spark
bitch i'm heartless
rip apart
i might tear off my limbs
i dont want my life to stay the way that it is
i'll fuck the world with every inch.

Every Inch.

tone (prod. silikbeats)

dont try to rescue someone who wants to be rescued & be careful rescuing someone who wants to be rescued
ohh ooo ohhh ooo
im the complete opposite of self sufficient
and i dont think that ill ever listen
momma used to say you better clean your act up
but now im out here in a room full of actors
and i cant tell what the fuck really matters
im tryna come up they keep kicking the latter
your glass filled half way well mines looking shattered
i can feel it in the air theres not much special
i dont wanna leave you let alone learn to let go
i just want the chicken cheese and guap keep the queso
fighting with you is like a war in the court room
and i lose every single time its a case closed
walking with my demon and i gave him my halo
standing on my business ima do what i say so

and sometimes i may feel like im an idiot
fuck it baby let em think that im an idiot
hold tight and we'll be there in a minute
pick a fight and jus tell me wen u finished
lately i dont like the person im becoming in the mirror 
i keep running i keep running i keep running it aint clear
and they say im close to something but it dont feel like im near
umm i cant even tell you how the fuck i got here
i dont ever think youll feel what i feel
i put blood sweat and tears in this bitch for years

unfinished draft i may or may not finish

New free DL from us :) Have a great new year guys

comethru4u [prod. gaffwood + edacity]

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