had another dream last night
that i was runnin' away from a monster
and that monster was me
it had my cold dead corpse 
hangin' from its teeth
when finally i met the reaper beggin on my knees

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

cuz i dont really give af about myself
in fact im always wishin that i could just be someone else
think id be better off locked up in a cell
i think id rather that
than being trapped in this hell

they used to tell me its a phase
but i still hate my own face...

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

i dont wanna try
ive never been alright
i dont wanna try
ive never been alright!!!

take me away rn! [+gaxillic]

I WENT TO THE MCDONALD'S IN SAN YSIDRO AND ALL I GOT WAS MURDERED Prod CRCL

~2300~

Lyrics: 
[HOOK]
Same sorrow new day
Safe hollowed out space
In this bed with my fake skin
Just an imitation
Of who I wished i’d be when I was young
I wish you could’ve seen what i’ve become 
Wear pain on my face
This body I hate
Try to show myself patience
Know my limitations
Who I be will never be enough
Feeling free but not deserving of

[VERSE]
Let me down
I know you’ve been used to it
Should be used to it by now
You don’t gotta lie about where you come from 
All that’s gonna matter is the outcome 
Constant in my head
Often the mindset
I came to forget
All of this happened
I’ve grown to be
Your sense of relief
But i’m also in need
There’s nothing for me tonight

[HOOK]
Same sorrow new day
Safe hollowed out space
In this bed with my fake skin
Just an imitation
Of who I wished i’d be when I was young
I wish you could’ve seen what i’ve become
Wear pain on my face
This body I hate
Try to show myself patience 
Know my limitations
Who I be will never be enough 
Feeling free but not deserving of

fake skin

prod. beats by hills

run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice
i got redeyes
you a bad type
you should know like
we could roll up
we could spark up
we dont care for ya
i hope yall know
im just a god
im made of diamonds
and resin
and larde
run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice

u said i switched up
nah now i just smoke swishas
im blacked out by my sister
now now i do not i miss her
you said ur fine
u can say ur not fine
can i say im not fine
im fucking fine
fuckin a okay
im just tryn find my way thru dis
copped a brand new knife 
wit a brand new ruger
yeh i might cut ur bitch
theres a sharp pain shooting thru my chest
i dont wanna try to get rest
no switchups
no bad times yeah
i cant stand to see myself
no good luck
but no bad vibes either
my tempers kinda short 
but im tryna be nicer
the vibes lately 
are teen titans go
the vibe lately 
is i just dont know
i wanna explore my mind so bad..

run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice
i got redeyes
you a bad type
you should know like
we could roll up
we could spark up
we dont care for ya
i hope yall know
im just a god
im made of diamonds
and resin
and larde
run him for the gram
run him for the price
that boy say he tuff
but i think he just a mice

i got everything i ever wanted
but im still looking for a different pointment 
u know everything inside ur minds a okay until it isnt
if u got money then go spend it dont be lacking like kai cenat
u think u tough like a brick wall but ive seen more than u
sorry for the time i took i was tryn find a way to mortar u
im just tryna help you get away
im just tryna help myself c-
but i fucking cant!
aye!
dont talk shit if you dont fucking mean it 
dont call me if i dont care
obviously you know when i dont care

3 4 5 6 7 8 9
bitch wanna fight but i truly dont mind
u got me an i got u 
why are we doomed if its i love you? >:(
3 4 5 6 7 8 9 
BITCH WANNA FIGHT BUT I TRULY DONT MIND
U GOT ME AND I GOT U
WHY ARE WE DOOMED IF ITS I LOVE YOU?
run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice
i got redeyes
you a bad type
you should know like
we could roll up
we could spark up
we dont care for ya
i hope yall know
im just a god
im made of diamonds
and resin
and larde
run him for the gram
run him for the price
run him for the day
that he said he wasnt nice

lepidoptera

prod me

lyrics:

i can't say how long i've searched for you
but know that i'm entombed in you again
fresh blood stains cover up my shoes
i'm left without a clue where to begin

tear me down to pieces darling
it's only flesh
i only want the best for us but never can impress
what is it that i am fighting for?
across the shore, i think they want us dead
guess there's no making amends

i'm scared to die
the blade has been pointed
they're aiming to cut off our heads
there will be no rejoicing
not even a noise no
not even a change in the wind
i'm mortified, the mortars cry
i'm deafened by constant barrage
the only survivor
the rage of the fires
that he wished that he had forgot

a change in the wind

prod me :)

lyrics:

i keep a photograph of you in my wallet
just so i can feel that you will always be there
it's gotten heavy, burned a hole in my pocket
but i can't let it go, it doesn't feel fair
and i've been sheltering a burden and feelings of uncertainty
every time i say that i love her it starts hurting me
aching in my chest, must feel guilty from the perjury
but i can't take it back, so i laugh and let it murder me

it's her world, i just live in it
i'm really trying not to give in
don't have the time to decide
should i wait? should i hide?
think i died when she kissed him
it's her song, i'm just singing it
pretty words unreceived and
i think it's meaningless to try
so i tell myself a lie
that it's fine, we're just distant

beneath the surface
i'm slowly turning into
what i said that i would never be
you closed the curtains
i'm left deserted and i'm
broke to know that's how we end our scene

Beneath The Surface

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

prod. shinju x krave
@safeatlast

[kill breanna:]

ive been distant
FUCK all my bros swear to god they on my hit list
FUCK em! ion care bout no bitch cus im above em!
they was half there, never really cared, i bucked em!

dont go there
dont type that
lets hope this aint a site pack
i heard you hate me, homie, bite that!
if you plan to mess w me, ask her, "she bites back!"
im aiming for my destiny and nothing fuckin less..
I KNOW I CAN NOT BE MYSELF, BUT ILL TRY MY BEST, YEH
I CANT TRUST MYSELF, AND I'VE BEEN THRU HELL SINCE EMPTYCHEST, YEH
need an AMG,
need an 2 seat,
need completion
i live my life behind the scenes,
like icarly bleeding!

[safeatlast:]
live my life behind the scenes im stuck behind the cameras
lil divine be switching up the flow they switch the genre
everytime i check the bank im seein new commas
lil divine gon switch the flow cuz oo that kid a monster

bitch this aint no rental
sesto elemento
fukkin up da beat thats why they say divine is mental

bitch this what im meant 4
ion need no mentor
sorry ion speak no more
bitch im sorry i been distant
 
[kill breanna:]

ive been distant
FUCK all my bros swear to god they on my hit list
FUCK em! ion care bout no bitch cus im above em!
they was half there, never really cared, i bucked em!

dont go there
dont type that
lets hope this aint a site pack
i heard you hate me, homie, bite that!
if you plan to mess w me, ask her, "she bites back!"
im aiming for my destiny and nothing fuckin less..
I KNOW I CAN NOT BE MYSELF, BUT ILL TRY MY BEST, YEH
I CANT TRUST MYSELF, AND I'VE BEEN THRU HELL SINCE EMPTYCHEST, YEH
need an AMG,
need an 2 seat,
need completion
i live my life behind the scenes,
like icarly bleeding!

wm1 w/ safeatlast

prod me :)

lyrics:

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

oooo

and i could tell you it'll be okay
but i would rather u just see for yourself
don't wait any longer
no don't wait for any help
cuz the rain will stop soon
and i'll greet u
with a smile on my face
please don't turn away
please don't turn away

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

prod me :)

lyrics:

i can try to breathe just a little bit deeper 
every now and then
but the air seems to cut my throat
so i'll go
in the hopes
that i can find a way to mend it
broken never bend

search for something that i can't find
trip another landmine
blurring the line between
"i love you" and "you make me wanna cry"
such a damn shame
end up down the damn drain
open up the damn gates
hurry it up
before i do the unexpected

goin up
i think ur goin down
turn around
i won't ever turn around
it's only when it seems i'm winnin that they come around
never gave a fuck about me til i started making sound
only dark
not a spark
bitch i'm heartless
rip apart
i might tear off my limbs
i dont want my life to stay the way that it is
i'll fuck the world with every inch.

Every Inch.

prod the goat @unaake

hope it aint obvious cuz its unbearable
i wear it on my fucking sleeve im fucking terrible
im breathing deep cuz i can feel u run the variables
i got a month before u leave this time's invaluable

im sick of holding back thoughts
everyone i know is sick its hard to care if im not
i keep hoping itll stick, bear the waters ill cross
what if its not worth the risk? heaven knows if im lost

this is who i am i'll fight the fire
(this is who i am, fight the fire)
wonder where all my desire's gone
(this is who i am, a fuckin liar ugh)
i try to stay inspired
(this is who i am, fight the fire)
maybe thats why i cant love for long
(this is who i am, a fuckin liar, oh)

who i am [bugboi]

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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Every Inch.

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