spotify

HATE LOVE (prod. caustyk)

thank you for listening w/ @imgeist and @lilskeleskrrt

// skele
so what is this, same old shit
i don’t want to wake up and deal with it
one last kiss, i’m a hypocrite
think of all the things i’ll miss
giving up, i’ve had enough
i’m sick of always fucking up
i know you’re not the type to call,
got my back against the wall

// edacity
and I’m so close to giving up
time and time I’ve tried again,
but still i fuck it up, I’ve had enough
breathe easy
you can believe me
it’s not your fault, not at all
got your back to the wall

spend too much time in my head
wondering when i come back
if you’ll be there
cause i’m so scared

so you know
(things will never be the same again)
that i’ll always be there
please stay close
(but i swear)
it’s right where i want you

// skele
so what is this, same old shit
i don’t want to wake up and deal with it
one last kiss, i’m a hypocrite
think of all the things i’ll miss
giving up, i’ve had enough
i’m sick of always fucking up
i know you’re not the type to call,
got my back against the wall

// geist
yeah my backs against the wall
but for you i’d take the fall
and that night i can’t recall
for your love i paid the toll

now it seems that i’ve lost myself
i tried to find the peace in this hell
my hearts has been locked on top this shelf
this isn’t going to end well

so say goodbye 😕
but don’t show me that pitiful face that i’m dying to kiss .3.
won’t you stay the night?
what choice do i have when you give me those eyes

// skele x geist
so what is this, same old shit
i don’t want to wake up and deal with it
one last kiss, i’m a hypocrite !!!
think of all the things i’ll miss
giving up, i’ve had enough
i’m sick of always fucking up
i know you’re not the type to call,
got my back against the wall

// geist x edacity
i don’t want to see you pretend
i want to stay till the end
and what’s the point if we’re friends
it’s all inside of my head
wasted all of this time i’ve been wasting
leave this place in the dust
where we made it

Spotify

edacity x i'm geist - all the things i'll miss (ft. skele) [prod. desmo]

[edacity]
do i dare?
should i call im scared?
what if this goes nowhere?
if i dont hit your line
you might forget about mine

yeah thats your ringtone at 4 in the morning
its kinda late but baby please dont ignore it
i gotta tell you something kinda important
time is money and i just cant afford it

[avit]
sorry to disturb you
this is so urgent
i wanna know if we will ever be again
don’t wanna waste no time
just wanna make amends
either way, i’m content 🙂

[brendan kush]
i dont need you
you dont care
lock me up 
yeah im not here

in my mind i overshare
in my dreams i am not there

AHH AHH BOOM BOO,M BOOM BOOM AHA HAHAHH AHH AHH BOOM BOOM 

FUCK U I DONT CARE I DONt NEED U!!!

$p0tify

urgent w/ avit + brendan kush [prod. noki]

You're amazing
Heart's breaking
From the way you keep me waiting
(So I'll open my eyes)

If I had a genie you'd be
All three wishes
When you walk out the room
I'm already missing you

Without you
Don't know what I'd do
I ain't got a clue

This seems simple for me
Hope it's simple for you too
If it don't tell me the truth
Here's my truth I'll tell it all to you

Oh, I love your name
The way inside my head it sings
Every single day
Inside my heart you stay

Oh, and in some way
Whenever I'm feeling pain
You make it all go away
The way you're there for me

Even when I'm afraid
I know that you're there for me
And everything feels okay
Cause I got you in my veins

Heart pumpin' feel the rhythm thumpin'
Every pump come out for you
If you stop lovin' me then it would stop it too
The sky ain't even the limit we destroyed the roof, yuh

One year did it like no big deal
One away one by your side now it's real
And nowadays I don't even know how to feel
It's like forever in a day man it's so surreal

If my heart was locked girl you got the key
You opened up the door to the best part of me
And now that we're here I never ever wanna leave
I guess in a way to put it simply

Oh, I love your name
The way inside my head it sings
Every single day
Inside my heart you stay

Oh, and in some way
Whenever I'm feeling pain
You make it all go away
The way you're there for me

Hey Tre guess what?
What's up?
I think that we both in love
Tell me why you think that way?

I think it's all because
I think it's all because
I think it's all because
We think it's all because

The way that we wanna sing

Oh, I love your name
The way inside my head it sings
Every single day
Inside my heart you stay

Oh, and in some way
Whenever I'm feeling pain
You make it all go away
The way you're there for me

Oh, I love your name
The way inside my head it sings
Every single day
Inside my heart you stay

Oh, and in some way
Whenever I'm feeling pain
You make it all go away
The way you're there for me

Heart pumpin' feel the rhythm thumpin'
Every pump come out for you
If you stop lovin' me then it would stop it too
The sky ain't even the limit we destroyed the roof, yuh

i love your name w/ driftsoprano (prod. desmo)

nights like these (prod. brody)

i wont regret you w/ xy softshade

lyric video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hA9PzFYS8tM&t=33s

ain't gon' put you in the mood i'm just tryna come thru
not come to your crib but come thru for u
come thru for u, come thru for u
come thru for u, oh oh

heart attack heart attack 
think I need an Advil for way you make my heart go mad like a zoo, yeah 
burn up inside yeah, the way I make the drum slap
mad like a zoo yeah, we’ll make the drums slap

i be on the beat, baby I be on the keys
i can feel the way they feelin' me through the rhythm of they feet
i can see it in they eyes, i can see that tell they surprised I can see through all the lies so i

come thru, come thru
i can feel in the air when you walk through, the living room
no I can’t decide what I’m gon’ do 
but it’s all alright when im with you 

pull up to the scene and we both be wearing rings
looking at you looking at me feel the jealousy 
i can see it in they eyes, i can tell that they despise we just living our lives so i

youtube

comethru4u [prod. gaffwood + edacity]

glass heart (taylor's version) [prod. brody]

So why am I
Feeling this all inside?
I know I didn't mean to spend the night

So why am I
Feeling this all inside?
Is this alright?
I know I didn't mean to spend the night

But girl you fuck with me
And I be fuckin' with you too
I hate going out
But was just looking for you

I'm in designer shoes
Fresh coat but feelin' blue
Fell in love for a night
But how can I reach you?

Fall inside my heart
It's the start of something beautiful
(Cause you're beautiful)

Float in your space, no place for me
Wonder if it's a dream or it's a memory
If it's real won't you come and lay next to me?
Cause' every moment feels like natural ecstasy

And I ask myself
Is it temporary or is it destiny?
Cause' I think we're in love (we're in love)

Is this love?
Is this love?

So why am I
Feeling this all inside?
Is this alright?
I know I didn't mean to spend the night

But girl you fuck with me
And I be fuckin' with you too
I hate going out
But was just looking for you

I'm in designer shoes
Fresh coat but feeling blue
Fell in love for a night
But how can I reach you?

If there's one thing I regret
It's when I forgot to ask you for your number
Now I'm laying alone we forgot we had phones
Hope my next sleep is eternal slumber

Fuck

something beautiful [prod. enbi]

Come wash me clean, I got you prayin' for me
The engine's hot the heat, stays burnin' the leaves
God's alive He breathes, but do we really believe?
Do we really believe?

Three chairs I see, stole an elderly's seat
Boston took the lead, come and watch it it's free
Gods alive she breathes, but do we really believe?
Do we really believe? Do we really believe?

Hey

I start my day and I believe myself
We're on the way cause we believe ourselves
เชื่อแต่ความจริง เราเลย believe ourselves
Weed smoking win get that เอามาเร็วๆ

Weed get bag huh, we don't want to change world
Please get back huh, don't want to be lonely girl
Trust in Buddha ฉันไม่เคยจะเชื่อใคร
Everything lie, Everything lie

Come wash me clean, I got you prayin' for me
The engine's hot the heat, stays burnin' the leaves
God's alive He breathes, but do we really believe?
Do we really believe?

Three chairs I see, stole an elderly's seat
Boston took the lead, come and watch it it's free
Gods alive she breathes, but do we really believe?
Do we really believe? Do we really believe?

Come wash me clean, got you praying for me
We'll fly so high, screaming til' we hit the sky

Just the same as the river flows
Where does every single thing go?

We'll fly so high, screaming til' we hit the sky
Where does every single thing go?

Come wash me clean, I got you prayin' for me
The engine's hot the heat, stays burnin' the leaves
God's alive He breathes, but do we really believe?
Do we really, Ahh

Three chairs I see, stole an elderly's seat
Boston took the lead, come and watch it it's free
Gods alive she breathes, but do we really believe?
Do we really believe?

God's alive He breathes, but do we really believe?
Do we really believe?

do we really believe? ft. iivy b [prod. recyclebin]

SWEAR JAR

ship me in a big box
please forget to poke holes
i say sorry too much
your words are just too cold

you told me to kick rocks
life is just so dull
back, theres still tomorrow
kob says this is getting old

fire and fury you wont burn for me
ive got clouds right above me
its been like this since i was scene
you dont even know me

call my name ill turn away
been like this for several days
your love burns within me
with fire and fury 

you told me
everything is gonna be fine
this isn’t close to being right
im so sick of choosing sides
can i just sleep through the night

all my friends are dead, im so alone 
im so sick, i dont wanna go home
my cars still broken man, i dont know 
ship me in a box, i dont wanna go home 

https://open.spotify.com/album/3gLNf3lyI1U6af8GonYxTU?si=5QJDx-x2RIq1bD3EfMWxMg

big box (prod. hkfiftyone)

stella // @edacityy

6. 

written/recorded by
feat. 
mixed by
prod by 
art by doyo_95// twin crab cultures

Baby what you doin tonight yeah how 'bout i come over
You lookin tight yeah how bout i come show yeah

Baby what you doin tonight yeah how 'bout i come over
Play it right yeah world is on my shoulder 
You lookin tight yeah how bout i come show yeah
All of my ice yeah stella be taking over

Watch me come up pull up shred this shit just in a minute
I'll be making seven digits 
Be so rich im makin wishes 
Been a blowing up a minute (yuh)
i dont do no fuckin dishes 
Been so jaded as of late, take a blunt to the face 
I be smokin on the blue, it's a dream its my fav 
i feel like im majin buu  ysl on my waist 
and im whippin and im drippin im sippin on some grape ay 

Balenciaga
Fear of God up on ya 
Kicks so white i'll blind ya 
Stella the queen its over 

Im so sick of feeling like I'm nothing to nofuckinbody 
Thoughts runnin through my head feels like deaths upon me 
Bittersweet the migraine shake out the world outside
Take two pills wash it down and i dont feel right 
I wonder if this medicine is gonna make me feel right 
(it's gonna make me feel right)

stella [prod. vows]

stella // @edacityy

3. love me dont hate me 

written/recorded by edacity
feat. kaiyko
mixed by brody
prod by discent
art by doyo_95// twin crab cultures

i cant seem to clean my act
and i cant seem to stay on track
one more time please take me back
cause girl i cant pick up my slack

i cant wait to take you home
and i cant wait til we're alone
one more time pick up the phone
will you be mine let it be known

baby
it's been hard lately
i know i'm crazy
love me don't hate me x2

what do you say i got nothing to lose
my skies stay gray will you go turn em blue
i dont have much but i hope you go and choose
me you know i'll stay true to me and you 

[kaiyko]
i don't wanna go far away
but I don't know the words I can say cause
im breaking down again quickly
not really sure if you can save me
when you're not with me i'm always feelin so alone
call it destiny or fate the way you love me idk
just know i don't wanna let you go

oh
fuck the world i know
i dont care where we go
i just need you alone

oh 
fuck the place i know
i dont care where we go
cause i love you alone

love me dont hate me (ft. kaiyko) [prod. discent]

stella // @edacityy

7.  over you
feat. lil lotus
mix by brody 
prod splashgvng & brody

[Lil Lotus]
Fuck your new tattoos
And your sweater in my room
It still smells like you
And there's nothing I can do

I was just waiting for something more
And I guess that you were too
So I'm getting over you
I'm getting over you again

[Edacity]

I'll be a fly on the wall watching all of your pitfalls
Every time im comin down i think about you
If anybody ever calls askin what the fuck im on
You better not tell ‘em all the things i do

The ways i move
The words i choose
When im beside you
When i try to be alone

Mirror mirror on the wall
Whos the fakest of them all
Took a moments time to paint a picture like you
If anybody ever calls Askin what the fuck im on
You better not tell them All the things i dooo

What do i do?
Ill remind you
Im beside you
When i try to Be alone

Come on out here why you doin this 
We be on that good shit like 
yeah yeah we doin this 
Come and throw it down like you done do this 
Got my shit together i got iced wrists  

But this glass heart it stays broke
Hell its endless 
Youre heartless i'm choking
How dare you come around 
when you just know that 
Life will end this 
And we're so damn hopeless 

I want to breath life into misery 
I’ve spent enough nights alone at peace 
Never knowing where i’ll be
Not coming to terms is on me

I'll bury all these bones from our history (it's an artifact)
It took 3 years to feel complete
Never knowing where i'll be
Not coming to terms is on me

over you (ft. lil lotus) [prod. splashgvng & brody]

Music Video: https://youtu.be/gKUi2HMdfgY

stella // @edacityy

3. follow back

written/recorded by edacity
feat. yuzion
mixed by brody
prod by kamikaze
art by doyo_95// twin crab cultures

It's been 3 years since we lost contact
You know I'd do anything for a follow back
Going through old shit it's an artifact
And I'd take you back but I can't handle that

Guess I'll be content with just a follow back
I remember what you said I ain't mad at that
I just wish you would tell me where that came from
Cause that came outta nowhere I feel so dumb
 
I need you
I wanna be loved by you
I was so sad 
I feel sad every day

나는 너가 필요 했어 
나는 벗어나야 했어 
그래야 안 아프니까 
내 마음대로되는 게 아니니까

I called it off last weekend
I'm sorry I don't care about your feelings
I was tired I'm so sick of breathing
My body's sore cause I'm always wheezing

I love you stop asking for my reasons
Everything was fine you turned needy
Mouth taped shut but I'm screaming
You're razors to my skin you left me bleeding

You're razors to my skin you left me bleeding
I left you and I gave no damn reason
You're razors to my skin you left me bleeding

I feel so dumb
Where'd that come from?

I need you
I wanna be loved by you
I was so sad
I feel sad every day

It's been 3 years since we lost contact
You know I'd do anything for a follow back
Going through old shit it's an artifact
And I'd take you back but I can't handle that

Guess I'll be content with just a follow back
I remember what you said I ain't mad at that
I just wish you would tell me where that came from
Cause that came outta nowhere I feel so dumb

music video

follow back (ft. yuzion)*M/V OUT NOW* [prod. kamikaze]

1. my beauty

written/recorded by edacity
feat. safehold
mixed by edacity
prod by splashgvng
art by doyo_95 // twin crab cultures

I remember when you said me you loved me (for the first time)
You were trembling so hard that you couldn’t breathe (at the stop sign)  
I couldn’t stop smiling you made my knees weak
We used kept each other warm my love my beauty 

Yeah my beauty
Yeah my beauty 
You are my heart and soul my queen my girl my everything 
What you said to me the other day was so haunting 
There’s no way I’ll bypass this you’re gone you left me wanting 

Yeah my beauty 
Yeah my beauty 
You are my heart and soul my queen my girl my lock screen
What you said to me the other day was so haunting 
There’s no way I’ll bypass this you’re gone you left me wanting 

And I'm still wanting
Why is this happening?

[Safehold]
You look pretty when you smile
Maybe you could stay a while
You look pretty cute
Baby I just like your style

Baby I just like your style
You must be a runner you run around my head for miles

Baby you look pretty cute 
in them new designer shoes
wouldn’t buy em for no one
But I’d sure as hell for you

[Hook]

We used to party party party
You went all thottie thottie thottie
It’s too bad you caught me caught me
You little thottie thottie thottie 

I hate your new boyfriend ya
I can't really stand him ya
I don’t even know him ya
But I know that I’m better ya

my beauty (ft. safehold) [prod. splashgvng]

deserter [prod. vows]

2. paradise!

written//recorded by edacity // theoriginalranch
outro by theoriginalranch
mixed by scottysplash
prod by simon servida
art by doyo_95 // twin crab cultures

Live my best life know I gotta get it right (oh let’s get it right)
Sun tan beach bod rocking off white 
New shades blocking out all the bright light 
Still wear 'em when the sun goes down at night (transition glasses ain't alright)

Ice cream sun screen with the music up (turn that stella up)
Riding deep in a van we don’t give a fuck
Call me text me you can hit me up
But if you do you’d best be down to fuck

Paradise, that’s how I live my life 
It must entice these bitches cause they all fight 
Over me palm trees by the sea 
Lemonade in my cup mixed with the tea

Paradise, that’s how I live my life 
It must entice these bitches cause they all fight
Over me palm trees by the sea 
Lemonade in my cup mixed with the tea

Let’s talk for a minute need your 3+7 digits
So you can come and visit at the pad we get explicit
We can make movie slide through in a two piece
Imma watch what you doing cause I like the way you moving

How you do it, lookin' fluent
Body language we congruent
Harmonize when I slide right between your thighs (tastes like fries)
Looking fine baby you a dime (love you long time) 
Give me time imma, imma make you mine

Come for a ride
Sittin' seaside
You gon' be my bride
In my heart you reside (rent free)

Come for a ride
Sittin' seaside
You gon' be my bride
In my heart you reside (rent free)

Paradise, that’s how I live my life 
It must entice these bitches cause they all fight
Over me palm trees by the sea 
Lemonade in my cup mixed with the tea (Arnold Palmer bitch)

Paradise, that’s how I live my life 
It must entice these bitches cause they all fight
Over me palm trees by the sea 
Lemonade in my cup mixed with the tea

[theoriginalranch]
Lymphocyte, calcium lite yeah yeah
Domestic flight, meteorite yeah
Mosquito bite, malaria parasite yeah yeah yeah
Panoramic sight, not by a long sight
Telescopic light

paradise! 🏝 [prod. simon servida]

prod/mix/master: brody

Girl you gotta be more specific
I need to know exactly what am I missing
I'm coming home I'm crossing on the Pacific
When I get home I need to know what's the mission

Like do I gotta put a band on your left hand?
Do you want it in a week or when I land?
Baby girl you gotta help me understand
I swear to God I'm doing everything I can

I'm so lost
Can it be enough to just tell you I love you?
Would be so wrong?
To keep what we got basic, why you complicate it?

Oh I'm so lost
Can it be enough to just tell you I love you?
Would it be so wrong?
To just keep this shit simple babe

[Kaiyko]
So I don't wanna go back now
I'm tired of it, I'm sick of the cycle
And if you try to call me now
I won't pick up cause I already feel so low

Without you by my side
It's hard to say I'm doing fine
So can you meet me half way? I don't know what to say
Please don't let me waste my time

I'm so lost
Can it be enough to just tell you I love you?
Would be so wrong?
To keep what we got basic, why you complicate it?

Oh I'm so lost
Can it be enough to just tell you I love you?
Would it be so wrong?
To just keep this shit simple babe

I've been thinking and I've been trying
I might not be worth your time but
If you love me, then trust me
I'll give everything I got until I'm nothing

[Edacity & Kaiyko]
I've been thinking, I've been trying
I've been giving everything I got inside me
If you love me, stand by me
If you don't think I can prove it then just try me

[Edacity & Kaiyko]
I'm so lost
Can it be enough to just tell you I love you?
Would be so wrong?
To keep what we got basic, why you complicate it?

Oh I'm so lost
Can it be enough to just tell you I love you?
Would it be so wrong?
To just keep this shit simple babe

I've been thinking, I've been trying
I've been giving everything I got inside me
If you love me, stand by me
If you don't think I can prove it then just try me

glass heart (feat. kaiyko) [prod. brody]

prod. curtains/jakkyboi
mix/master brody

Why I gotta hide every time he calls?
Shoved me in the closet 
Fuck that I'll sleep in my car 
I'll drive far just me and my guitar

We're both in your bed but we can't sleep together
Break up every week but you swear it's gonna last forever

I can't take the pressure
You do it for your pleasure
I can do better
I can do better

We're both in your bed but we can't sleep together
Break up every week but you swear it's gonna last forever
All I am is an option
Wish I was back in Boston

I can say I tried so I'll carry on
Shove me in the closet fuck that I'll sleep in my car
I'll drive far just me and my guitar

Get your life under control
Cause this world is so cold
Easy to love but so hard to hold
I loved you the most even though that door closed 

We're both in your bed but we can't sleep together
Break up every week but you swear it's gonna last forever

I can't take the pressure
You do it for your pleasure
I can do better
I can do better

We're both in your bed but we can't sleep together
Break up every week but you swear it's gonna last forever
All I am is an option
Wish I was back in Boston

Wish I was wrapped in your arms tonight
The light from the stars don't seem as bright
Without you here, I need you near me
When we're together there's nothing to fear

Wish I was wrapped in your arms tonight
The light from afar won't be as bright
Without you here, I need you near me
When we're together there's nothing to fear

options (prod. curtains & jakkyboi)

these lyrics are special to me

mix/master/prod brody

I've been falling still don't know where I'm going
Can't stop cause these thoughts break me 
But it's you that's kept me rolling

Oh let's take it back to when we met
Sharing drinks and cigarettes 
I'll reflect on my regrets 
Holding threads of threats I never meant

Won't you tell me the odds of us reaching the end?
Oh I never thought I'd love again
Wasted time is time well spent

We'll keep hell in our past so keep looking ahead
Oh I never thought I'd love again
Wasted time is time well spent

I'm not afraid to lose the fight
I know that means I'm wrong although I'm right
Let's try this out again, alright? (Alright)
Let's try this out again

Forever mine seas can't divide

Interlock our hands so tight
Love's never been so clear and so concise 
Loving you here or stateside (Stateside)
I'll lose sleep for you tonight forever mine seas can't divide

Oh seas can't divide
Oh seas can't divide

And I hope and I pray that I'm one you say I do to
Cause I'm so down to tear my knee
On some razor sharp concrete for you (For you)

No one's been oh so close
All my friends turned into foes
Not you, you're you (Stay true)

I'm not afraid to lose the fight
I know that means I'm wrong although I'm right
Let's try this out again, alright? (Alright)
Let's try this out again

Forever mine seas can't divide

Interlock our hands so tight
Love's never been so clear and so concise 
Loving you here or stateside (Stateside)
I'll lose sleep for you tonight forever mine seas can't divide

Oh seas can't divide
Oh seas can't divide
And I hope and I pray that I'm one you say I do to
Seas can't divide

Just wanna turn this into something more
Strive to be better than I was before
Went to hell and back got my reward
I'd buy you everything I can't afford

Just wanna turn this into something more
Strive to be better than I was before
So many things go on in life 
But I'll fight to keep no one before you

So many things go on in life 
But I'll fight to keep no one before you

misty [prod. brody]

i miss korea

It’s gonna my last few days here
So I’ll call everyone even though we haven’t talked for months 
I don’t wanna go but I guess it’s good bye 
I’d rather die than spend two years here

The neon signs
The crowded streets 
Felt like it was home right at first 
Now I can’t find why you said you loved me 

There's only one way out 
I’ll be runnin through the trenches can't back down 
Time passed me by 
I dont wanna die
I just wanna break free 
I just wanna live my life 

For the sake of the team
I’ll just pop another pill and follow their dream 
And dont you look for me 
Im goin awol fuck with me  

Feels like I been left behind
But I won't let this loneliness kill me
Why are good people hard to find?
It's torture and it's killing me slowly

Feels like I been left behind
But I won't let this loneliness kill me
Why are good people hard to find?
It's torture and it's killing me slowly

It’s gonna my last few days here
So I’ll call everyone even though we haven’t talked for months 
I don’t wanna go but I guess it’s good bye 
I’d rather die than spend two years here

The neon signs
The crowded streets 
Felt like it was home right at first 
Now I can’t find why you said you loved me 

Orange in the leaves come quickly 
Seasons changing suddenly 
Sunny skies pass by 
The grayness coiled inside 
Country lines I left behind 
The saddest state of my mind  

It’s gonna my last few days here
So I’ll call everyone even though we haven’t talked for months 
I don’t wanna go but I guess it’s good bye 
I’d rather die than spend two years here

The neon signs
The crowded streets 
Felt like it was home right at first 
Now I can’t find why you said you loved me 

I'd give anything to get back the lost years
Fuck the void space between your ears
I don't wanna go too tired to fight
I'd rather die than two years here

The neon signs
The crowded streets
Felt like it was home right at first
Now I can't find why you said you loved me

neon signs [prod. brody]

stop all this madness

s/o yesterday

Pensive sadness
All I see is madness
Chaotic in activity
Let’s stop passivity

Pensive sadness 
All I see is madness
Chaotic in activity
Let's stop passivity

Run away but you can’t hide
I’ll always see you when I close my eyes
C'mon tell me why you look surprised
You know it’s for the best we needed to stabilize 

I thought this was forever and ever but then came the weather 
You said it’s whatever but now
I’m breaking down cause you broke my heart and 
I love you still and that’s the worst part

Pensive sadness
All I see is madness
Chaotic in activity
Let’s stop passivity

Pensive sadness 
All I see is madness
Chaotic in activity
Let's stop passivity

Yeah 
Stop all this madness
You said that you loved me last night
Yeah everything's tragic
But I thought you knew that
Imma treat you right

I'm holdin you down
You holdin me back
She turn right around
Whenever Iask and

She got me feelin a way
Now we go into the fray
Too many times I been found in the ditch
If life's whatchu make it then I'm fuckin that bitch
Swervin and curvin all of that fuck shit
See that you hurtin' for love and affection

How can I feel you if I cannot trust you?
See me in your nightmares

I'm in your dreams
forever and always
look through the seems
i know you will notice

And I just don’t get it
What’s the point of being contentious?
What’s the point of trying to stay friends when we both know you only got fucked up friendships 
And I’m waiting, forever waiting
To feel a sense of purpose but I still feel so oh worthless

the worst part (feat. yesterday) [prod. brody]

take care of yourselves

You leave marks on your porcelain skin 
Down a few bottles numbing the state you’re in
You say is this how its always been? 
Replying back “you cannot let your mind win” 

I gotta say 
Its emotionally exhausting 
day in day out
I’m canvasing the green 
Show me the blue dream 
 cant get it out my head
I’d be better off dead 

Show me what you mean
Get me out this dream 
I'm constantly crying
Over your faults stop lying

I won’t say I miss you
Cause we're always fighting
My heart beats out my chest 
It skips fast like lightning 

And I 
Wouldn’t have it any other way

Since we lost meaning
I’ve been oversleeping
Lost track of my dreams since they turned to nightmares 

You were the best the world has known
The lights of are on but no one's home 
I feel it in my skin and bones
In my skin and bones

Just know I meant it 
the moment I said it
Tormenting my head
I should be in your bed 

I thought I would love this life
Different city every night
I miss you by my side 
cause love like this is hard to find

porcelain [prod. irby & brody]

love me acoustic w/ kaiyko [prod. brody]

heart attack [prod. saint tmrw & vows]

I miss our love it was brief
I feel like death's a relief
I’m stuck in the sheets
I cannot get up to eat
But how can I breathe
when my air's miles from me?

How can my life be like that?
I promise I’m coming right back
But then ima leave
I put these words on a track
I cannot put on an act
My heart on my sleeve

I feel the pull from the rope of grief
Thoughts so silent that they torture me
I feel the pull from the rope of grief
Thoughts so silent that they torture me

Hook:
I see your love like it’s dawn
I feel the cool warmth and it’s calm
x2

I Set My Friends on Fire:
I ignored the signs
But they were right there and I turned away
I manipulate time
Stole all the color from the world now its gray

I received the death blow
A real friend turned to a foe
My body's starting to glow
Found out more than I should know

Lil Narnia:
Tryna turn away it’s not letting up
I’ve been stuck in place with the fattest crush
the weight all over me you know I’m fucked
every single day I can’t get enough

I don’t know what I’m doing now
I’m trying to get out
Feel it coming down
I’ll never leave this town

I don’t know what I’m doing now
I’m trying to get out
I feel it falling down being crushed
by the weight around me

Popular tracks by ᴇᴅᴀᴄɪᴛʏ