produced by: https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:

try hard
where does it get me
i wake up, feeling so empty
if i die would you forget me
if i die would you forgive me
back to back another bad night
back to back another hard fight
lost again another black eye
lost again another black eye

it dont feel right
not at all
i try my best
but i just fall

coming up but i still feel down
got a couple k in my bank account
i dont wanna be here right now
you dont care if im here right now
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up

where does it get me? (p. xmichaelwarren)

#painmusic @painradio

lyrics:
If you wanna see it bleed then put ya wrist up 
I don’t think the pain could heal im pourin lean up 
I feel like im Venus, Serena I got my racks up 
Girl I rep my set like the Beatles you know we flex up yuh you could put the weight on me ill never break up 
Baby I push the v top speed im such a racer 
Damn I hate to see you change im such a hater 
I aint need a feature once to get my name up 
I don’t wanna let you down 
I just wanna breathe you in 
Ever since we lost dear John 
We aint eva been the same since 
Ill show you where the darkness grows 
Ill show you where the pain all sits 
Ever since my best friend died 
We aint Eva been the same since

put ya wrist up (sailor x jolst)

I don't know 
I know nothing 
I don't know enough 
Tell me this one thing 
Can you call my bluff 

I know I say alot of things that I mean 
I'm fragile, sometimes its hard to sleep 
It's not hard to fall in love 
It just gets hard to breathe 
When I feel my heart beat thru my teeth babe

Hey right down to your cheeks babe 
Your smile makes me weak babe 
It's funny how I feel about these days 
I think I feel some type of way 
I don't wanna piss my life away
I hope I don't hide today 

I said I'll wait 
I don't think I'll wait 
Good things never stay
I make bad choices yesterday 


I said I'll wait 
I don't think I'll wait 
Stay here glow 
But the sun always goes away 


When the night comes it's dark 
I'm just as lost 
I get too attached 
Blame it on my mind 
You send a message 
I see it 
I do care 
I'll read it 
I see that face of yours 
My mind just repeats it 

I say a lot of things 
I mean it 
I say a lot of things 
I wanna keep you 
Every memory I'll never delete it 
When you do that thing 
Yeah baby I need it u

glue (ProdGxm)

flew us both to paris
she told me its paris
money up like stunt-double
baby won't you bury me

these mf dont want trouble
it was too hot done popped the bubble
she's red hot just like the devil
okay i'm swerving in a rental

i remember we was riding out the residential
i remember rolling off the molly and the benzo's
sitting in the uber swear i thought that i was mental
i can't even answer; think we need to lay low

is this real life or is this vr
all this molly got me walking like a r3t4rd
it done took a lot of hurt to get where we are
i get money fast as fuck, i feel like keemstar

how do i make you go away
i be talking to my mary jane
this pain, how do i make it go away
i feel like im worthless

everything that you say to me-
i think i better shut my mouth
cuz baby basically 
it feels like we're falling out

crying on the facetime
i think i'm barely alive
cuz you're not winning this time
no you're not winning this

flew us both to paris
she told me its paris
money up like stunt-double
baby won't you bury me

these mf dont want trouble
it was too hot done popped the bubble
she's red hot just like the devil
okay i'm swerving in a rental

i remember we was riding out the residential
i remember rolling off the molly and the benzo's
sitting in the uber swear i thought that i was mental
i can't even answer; think we need to lay low

is this real life or is this vr
all this molly got me walking like a r3t4rd
it done took a lot of hurt to get where we are
i get money fast as fuck, i feel like keemstar

how do i make you go away
i be talking to my mary jane
this pain, how do i make it go away
i feel like im worthless

paris

forever, yours. w/ vails (king theta)

you lied w/ b murph [prod. sence x betterluckmason]

im no different than yesterday
days will bleed together
we’ll all be replaced
some of are us fake
but i’ll share my thoughts out
you won’t hear me 
you just hear my sound

i got lots of words to say
i don't share them here
they're all on my alt page
i hate to leave my house
i fear they laugh at my face
i walk into work in fear 
and i dont know how to behave

idk where i'm going
same song it’s still not flowing
what if they hear
what if they find the real me
change their mind
they'll change their mind about me

all they say is ‘nice song’
like did u read the lyrics...
ignorance is bliss 
maybe they just don't see it
maybe they don't know

i'm crashing out in a song
where did this come from
where did i go wrong
i have been feeling this
i have been feeling this for so long
wanna ruin my body like i ruined my brain
the cycle is repeating and the cycle is insane

oh its only 10pm on a wednesday
why it got me feeling this way
tell me how to erase my brain
all my songs are sounding the same

everything just sounds the same now
in the mirror i've been looking lame now
i don't even wanna fucking go out
i ruined everything i ruined everything

do u still listen
to my songs
used to see ur name
now it's gone
seems i've been replaced by the one
i don't think she's changed
why don't u run

real me [nctrn]

Are we okay
It always feels like the last day
Ill see your face
Tonight im plastered 
Walking home 
hope it dont rain
even on a good day 
It feels the same
Itll never change
Are we okay?
Are we okay? 


Uggghhh i was pissed you needed space again
I twist your words you twist mine and then we play pretend
I break down you bend and say it’s all okay
But deep down I know you start to rlly hate my face 
boohoo 
sad story 
We both got blood on our hands
A little gorey 
But I think that’s jus apart of the plan
And I get high with you I don’t ever wanna land
Watchu mean it’s not true im doing all that I can


ARE WE OKAY?
ARE ARE ARE ARE 
ARE ARE ARE WE OKAY?
ARE ARE ARE ARE 
ARE ARE ARE WE OKAY?

ARE WE OKAYYYYYYYYY?

are we okay [p. cian]

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