https://soundcloud.com/avxid

time
running out, cus i fuck up each time
taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

will he text back
feeding the anger
regret that
i cant control 50 feelings
lazer holes in the ceiling
but i'm not a nice being
i'm just fine
cant do this lonely shit
all the time
suffocate me with reason
wont make it to the end of the season

i spark it up n i'm flying
i feel i'm closer to dying
honest i'm not even trying
i do not wanna keep fighting
i feel like more of a ghost now
life is too fast need to slow down
i cant think what it takes
i let this take it all away

taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

s0ul (ft. AVXiD) [caves]

if i didn’t care
whys it hurt so much 
is it really fair
am i worth that much
give yourself a chance
to retain my love
give myself a chance
to drain my blood
i rot in my room
am i ok with dying young
its too hot in my room
it’s straight boiling like my blood
i cant talk
who are you
why u care about my luck
when i walk
next to u
i dont feel an ounce of trust

i recall these places that i been in
i hear by word of mouth but they just know how to spin it right
im past this boring life
im past my fragile mind
im past my breaking point but i think that its ending right now 

its been coming back but i try to fight it down
life is going to fast can sumbody slow it down
i see thru a lot but not what u type down
really i feel like a couple embers died out

breaking point

myself (prod. jusik)

Unreleased

killedmyself & jabarionthebeat - nine lives

WAYAHEAD feat. halfhearted (prod. maysmusic)

produced by @nevrfall

Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white
Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white

I’ve been getting terrified 
You can look into to my eyes
You can tell me what you find
Why you looking mortified?
Tell me was it too much?
Tell me was it too much?

I’ve been hearing voices
Telling me not to trust
I’ve been tasting poison
Ever since we fell in love
Then you’re always telling me
That I’m not enough
I couldn’t avoid you

Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white
Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white

anxious (nevrfall)

lyrics 

she wanna scratch at my head
u got me scratching my head
u got my plotting my death
u want me all to urself
im way too stuck in this cold
i want u leave me alone
i wanna feel i have grown
nah 
im jus the same as i was

ibs the way im starting shit
how im feeling? obvious
whyd u ask? oblivious
u talk bout hell but im living it
i talk bout my life n im killing it
i talk bout my problems but hidden it
im so sick
really sick
im so blasted im building it

w/Luvflorent - Leaf (prod.LUI)

Eden!sEmpty

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