I can’t even tell what’s going on but this goes hard

i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you


express it all for you

Lyrics:

Cheer up, emo kid 
Don't know what you fucking did 
I won't let you have this validation 
I know you want me 
You want me to

Sorry to be the one who breaks it to you
But being such a chore is so 2004
This cosplay attitude is so forced and skewed 
Of course you'd wanna die if all you do is seclude 
Yourself from anything that's truly worthwhile... 

You don't accept the suffering in life
By sulking in it endlessly...
You suffer now, so you wouldn't later
Doesn't it all make
Such perfect sense?

Cheer up, emo kid 
Don't know what you fucking did 
I won't let you have this validation 
I know you want me 
You want me to

(Don't want you to fade!)
(From the picture!)

You don't accept the suffering in life
By sulking in it endlessly...
You suffer now, so you wouldn't later
Doesn't it all make
Such perfect sense?

Cheer up, emo kid 
Don't know what you fucking did 
I won't let you have this validation 
I know you want me 
You want me to

Cheer Up, Emo Kid

Give me credits if your thinking of reuploading... And thx

Sandy Hook Elementary

and i cant take this shit no more
my blood spills out all on the floor
you promised everything to me
but all you did was ruin me

you have lips like razor blades
your words cut through my fucking veins
kiss my neck and bring me pain
my love was always in vain

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

i've had enough of you
nothing you said was true
ran off to some fucking guy
the moment we were through
and i cant take this shit
hope you find someone who loves it

don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
you make me feel so alone
don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
better off with no home

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

im just ur problem

(lyrics below) Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3ExGB125JobAjvf5QPLSYo?si=knpZYBv5R6Ox5CdL5nZMAQ

If they all hurt me
Why shouldn't I do the same? 
I keep it all in a bottle 
As I sit around, twirl and waddle

Into walls, smash my body on the concrete 
Put a brick on the gas and leave me in the backseat
I guess you were right all along

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

And I wanted you to suffer 
Just as much as I did 
But now I just want you to watch me,
Yeah, I just want you to watch me

Pour my guts out on your shirt
Self myself ablaze, for you it wouldn't hurt 
But to me, this means everything 
This means everything to me 

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

Your eyes, my pain
Your eyes, my pain

Watch Me Hurt Myself (And I'll Be Yours)

death_on_impact

Never

Bridge chords: C G D E  

Verse chords: C A F D  

Chorus chords: C E F A G F  

Ending Chords: C F G C

[Verse 1]
I clocked off at 5 again  
I couldn't wait for this shift to end
I got lots of work but now I'can sit back 
Finally I can start to relax

[chorus] (pre-Bridge 1)
Oh who's that calling in?
It's my boss once again
Calling me Back in
Oh well I guess I'll go again

[Verse 2]
I clocked off at 5 again  
I couldn't wait for this shift to end
backed up with this work at this office job
I don't if I'll finally pop off

[chorus] (pre-BRIDGE 2)
I think I'm getting better
Maybe I'll get to Management
I am happy for this job (I really hate this job)
Hopefully I'll get in (hopefully I'll get out soon)

[Bridge]
Nobody is listening to me!
I AM SITTING HERE WORKING EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY In my Gahd Dahm Life
AND I FEEL LIKE I'M Accomplishing Nothing-
EVERY FUCKING DAY WHY THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO BE WORKING HERE ALL THE FUCKING TIME
AND NOBODY IS CARRYING THE WEIGHT- WHY DO I HAVE TO CARRY ALL THE FUCKING WEIGHT?
THESE FUCKS- THESE FUCKS ARE DOING NOTHING (THEIR DOING NOTHING)
*steel pipe sound effect* (oh he's gonna be mad)
WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?!

[Verse 3]
I clock out at 5 again
I couldn't wait for this shift to end
Tired of these Reckless Fucks who don't 
give a damn and always give up
 
[chorus]
I want to blow my brain off
I want to end it all
I want to blow my brain off
I want to end it all

[Verse 4]
I thought that Adults were lot were fun
Now I am just wanting to run
away from all this pain brought up 
and watch this decade decay 

[chorus]
I want to blow my brain off
I want to end it all
I want to blow my brain off
I want to end it all
 
[verse 5]:
Now Corperate's on My Ass For Something 
I didn't do now 
I gotta act fast
and watch this decade decay 

[Ending -> Bridge -> Verse]
*friend's conversation*

[chorus]
I think I'm getting better
I don't need this awful job
I don't need I need any of this fucking useless shit that I stock up

[Verse 6]
I don't need anyone to be around to be around to just have fun
you're all just useless fucks who always give up

[chorus]
why would I want that around me?
you're just a pit of anxiety
you're fucking useless- shit
I don't need anything worth it

[Ending]
I'm happy, the way I am, maybe you can give a damn

Rigid Work Schedule

it's too bad, that what we had
was glamourized by movie ads
and fads, and trends, and you didn't tell her
and dads, and friends, birds of a feather
fall is over, get her number,
don't call back, don't say you love her
hang up fast, and just fucking ghost her
hang up fast, and just fucking haunt herrrrrrrr

cuz we got a spirit numberrrr
and will possess her
and make her wonder
if we don't like her

I think, we are
fucking, assholes

I think, we need,
to be, better

I don't got all the answers
spooky plans will never work,
I saw them behind the counter
spreading germs, with tongue and laughter
my ringtone blares, but there's no answer
for my spooky spell, didn't quite affect her
my spirit number
my spirit number
my spirit number

Spirit Number

great

座って眺むぼんやりと
わざとピントをぼかして遊ぶ
それくらいの午後
のフラッシュバック性夢遊病

漠然、風、揺れる木は
不安定、安寧、憂う際
快晴、燦然、夢の中
足掻いてもがいているよまだ

あいつは自己を実現できた上で
他人のことばかり歌っていて
俺は1人で立てすらしないから自分の
ことばっか歌ってるんだろうな
訳もなく責められている気がする
そんな僕を見つめるだけ

ふわりと浮かんでしまった嫌な言葉の
形だけが吸い込まれる
置いてかないで
スカイブルーは濁っていく
スカイブルーは歪んでいく
スカイブルーは祈っている
スカイブルーは「死のう」って言う

ふわりと浮かんでしまったいつかのことすら
あんまり思いだせない
確かにあったはずなのに
スカイブルーは笑ってる
スカイブルーは分かってる
一つだけ問うていいかい?
結局のところ君はいなかったってこと？

Please Kill me and fuck skyblue
訳もなく責められてる気がする

guilty blue(EP ver.)

"everything new is good and old is bad things have always been this way your just imagining things nothing has changed things have only gotten better and more reasonable nothing is bad everything is fine  take off your nostalgia shit tinted glasses you are being unreasonable all old things must be remade remastered redone to fit our beyond genius modern new correct and better standards so they lose any semblance of feeling and honesty like with most things nowadays like love (which doesn't exist anymore) or sex so shut up because everything is fine everything is fine everything is fine everything is fine everything is fine everything is fine" - the people


none of this is real anymore we are not living in the preset we currently live in the aftermath of the 2010s either the ending or the epilogue - personal note

THE ENTIRE WORLD HAS GONE CRAZY

fuck u and everything u stand for

Again (why not)

Another crushing entry in the Primal Black series. This one brings the heat with driving drums that don't let up, pushing forward with relentless energy. Just when you think it might overwhelm you, it pulls back for a brief moment to let you catch your breath before diving back into the fire. Built around themes of ultimate power and control.

Created with Suno AI

Primal Black (Blackfire Dominion)

Seals The Soul Away

Body Heat

god of ear raping
my music is more about lyrics than how it sounds
willy rodriguez and edgemaster42 my main inspiration

No longer upload here... check links below <3

I am very normal & can be trusted with music distribution services. 

Scenecelcore from Tel Aviv, IL

Cheer Up, Emo Kid

EDGEMASTER42

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