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This is a reupload of a song by FanBoy808, If the original creator wants me to take it down I will, just dm me via whatever

lyrics (sorry if anything is wrong):

I'm gonna make history
I'm feeling bummed out 
All pent up frustration
I have to let it out

I hate everything
And everyone
So I'll grab my gun
And watch all the kids run

You can't escape it 
The rules I make it
Gotta shoot 'em down
Things are escalating

I'm the bully now
And it's judgment day
So from the underworld
I have something to say

Asked her if she stilled believe god
The bullet in her head
Left her dead

These jocks are are getting on last nerve
I really hope they'll remember these words

You can run
But no you can't hide
Caught him under his desk
With a nice surprise

In the library room
His brain go boom
This is all I wanted
Bloodlust till noon

FanBoy808 - The Book Of God (prod. Wujek)

ive waken up 
i feel so alone
im not thinking much
ive been giving up
oh no
got nowhere to go
even in my home 
i shouldnt be alone
in my head im not
in my bed im always stuck
so stuck
such a lazy fuck
ive been giving up
oh no
you cant even tell
im so overwhelmed
oh im out my mind
im waking up
im feeling so alone
im not thinking much
ive been giving up
oh no
i feel super stuck
ive got no luck no hope

june 1st 9:30 PM

tribute to a dear friend

I feel like I’m in disguise
I’m wearing all my lies
but I can’t escape from you

trapped within my head
the guy I was is dead
and I’m the only thing that’s left

I want you to be
the last person I see
every time I go to sleep

I went right into my head
ripped who I was to shreds
and I’m the only thing that’s left

i’m the only thing that's left

I stay back while you go out 
In my own way I have no route
I dont want to be someone
I just want write these stupid songs
I’m a sophomore loser

(Chorus) I’m a loser through and through
My salvation is my room
Don’t wanna be heard don’t wanna be known
Can’t change my words can’t change my tone

I hang back while you stand up
I’ll never be close to enough
I hate the person I’ve become
Negativity overrun 
I’m a sophomore loser

(Chorus) I’m a loser through and through
My salvation is my room
Don’t wanna be heard don’t wanna be known
Can’t change my words can’t change my tone

sophomore loser

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(Lyrics  to all tracks below) Thank you for listening fren. This EP on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4bORMCXR1A7lHs45mUENwa?si=De3NEOErS0WpT1TGr3JaYQ

[Lost an iPod?]

My name, my face
Is not important
But I think you should know
I have the best of intentions

Block the exits, make it matter
Worse ways to go than...

This is how it feels to liberate 
The body from the soul (from the soul)
An ancient heresy, can you believe I have faith
Once more?

Will I finally be beautiful if my form ceases to be?
And if so, would you care
To join me?

This is how it feels to liberate 
The body from the soul (from the soul)
An ancient heresy, can you believe I have faith
Once more?

Will I finally be beautiful if my form ceases to be?
Will I finally be beautiful if you die with me?

This is how it feels to liberate 
The body from the soul (from the soul)
An ancient heresy, can you believe I have faith
Once more?

[FtM]

They wanted you to be
So perfect and pure
Be attractive
And don't you dare feel insecure

Put your body out there for them
They tell you that it's all you're worth
But the boys, they don't have to go through this
The boys are judged for what they are...

Tear off what makes me an object
Cut me up until the pain goes away
Tear off what makes me an object
Don't want to be prey...

Reject my name, reject my face
Reject my body, reject myself
Reject my name, reject my face
Reject my body, reject myself

Tear off what makes me an object
Cut me up until the pain goes away
Tear off what makes me an object
Don't want to be prey...

Medicalized

(I cried) I cried over spilled milk
And I got medicalized
Declared defective (defective)
By everyone I know

Dead on arrival
Statistics so vile
They work against you

Classified, put on a file
To eternalize your struggles
Set in stone for the insurance company
Maybe I'm as neurotic as they say

(I cried) I cried over spilled milk
And I got medicalized
Declared defective (defective)
By everyone I know

Medicalized
Medicalized

[Sometimes It's Better Not To Know]

(My eyes)

Don't wanna have to remember
So turn my head
I don't wanna hear about it
Don't wanna hear about it at all

And if I die (if I die)
Without being honest
Please keep it to yourself
Please keep it to yourself

[There is no Misaki]

She's not out there
To save you
That's just fantasy

I waited and waited for so long
For her to show on my doorstep
But she never came

I saw her in a dream
And when I woke up it was the saddest thing
That I've ever felt upon my skin

Since that day
I'm not very talky
Because now I know
There is no Misaki

Sometimes It's Better Not To Know

Medicalized

Best Friends

Slip In Your Dreams (Demo)

Butterflies

dancing with our feet
have you seen this movie
did you know that you glow
where ever you go the sun follows

we lay around a lot
talking about our dreams
i like to hear what you think
we can have some fun
we can make some luv
i like these butterfly feelings

dancing with our feet

i sampled frou frou -  a new kind of love in this song. check it out, its incredible :)

Instagram: @vierrecloud

Spotify: https://soundcloud.com/vierrecloud/breathe

@rondocheek inspired this song

moment (feat. imogen heap)

ik i could try but i dont want to
no matter what i do i dont belong
but i wont change i just cant do it
feels like im retarded for good

so dull so dull so dull so dull so dull
my mind is foggy i got hollow skull
so dull so dull so dull so dulll
y i have to b such a fucking tool
x2

no girl would ever fucking want me cuz i look bad
and i dont fucking shower
my mind is a mess theres nothing good
im sad and lonely and misunderstood

happy people are making me upset
like why are you so fucking obnoxious youstupid fucking normie scum i hope a fucking train will hit your grandma a and shw will fucking die... 

so dull so dull so dull so dull so dull
my mind is foggy i got hollow skull
so dull so dull so dull so dulll
y i have to b such a fucking tool
x2

i wish i wasnt just a stupid coomer
just a loser
prescription abuser
i wish i wasnt making this song
why i am such a faggot it feels so wrong

i just want to be okay have agirlfriend
and plans about THE future
but all i have is music on my computer
i am zoomer and loser

so dull so dull so dull so dull so dull
my mind is foggy i got hollow skull
so dull so dull so dull so dulll
y i have to b such a fucking tool
x2

so dull

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I am very normal & can be trusted with music distribution services. 

Scenecelcore from Tel Aviv, IL

Medicalized

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