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Lyrics:

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do

When options are infinite
You're stuck in a limbo
Of stagnation and inaction
I won't forget

The times when I was
More than just another adult 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me 

Stagnation 
Kills me deep inside
It's all on me 
It's all on me 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me

They Told Me I Could Be Anything So I Became Nothing

You smoke too much pot 
I can tell that it's a lot
Burning through hash and green
Gosh, what a sorry scene
I'm concerned, know what I have seen
But you don't feel too keen

Wake up at 2pm
Toke some kush
Just need a little push
Again at ease, guess doordash again it is 
Pull up to the weed guy in my jammies
Gonna spend half my paycheck and some from grannys 
Finna fucking burn whatever is left in my brain
Can't believe you're asking me to abstain 
Don't need to greet me with a sobering kick
As you can see I'm not a dick

I'm not a dick, I'm not a dick
I'm not a dick, I'm not addicted
I can quit any time that I want
I just don't ever, ever, ever, ever ever want to

I'm not an alcoholic so get off of my back
I don't need to be lectured 
Stop coming after me, I'm not anxious I'm not crazy
Please repeat yourself because I'm a bit hazy

Yeah, call me stupid, reckless, lazy
Sorry that I'm not such a white daisy 
For you to pick on..

IMMA PULL UP TO WORK FUCKING WIPED
You don't get to say shit, this discriminatory 
IMMA BE A PAIN TO EVERYONE AROUND ME
Let me be in my permanent mental purgatory 
ABOUT FIVE EDIBLES SHOULD DO THE TRICK
AS YOU CAN SEE I'M NOT A DICK

I'm not a dick, I'm not a dick
I'm not a dick, I'm not addicted
I can quit any time that I want
I just don't ever, ever, ever, ever ever want to

I'M NOT ADDICTED

Originally by NEET

Lyrics:

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking
I’m a social disaster

I feel like a fish up on land
Im out of control, I don’t understand
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking
I’m a social disaster

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever
I can never talk to you
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism (NEET Cover)

Maybe my favorite song by c9k, so good I had to cover it. 

Lyrics:

No I don't have an answer
To all your lonely nights
But I know this ain't it
Swiping left right left right left right
This is what we've been reduced to
Give ourselves away for free
But it only soothes the symptoms
Temporary company

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

This ain't no moral crusade
I really think that it would help
If you found happiness within you
Not inside someone else
You might say that I'm bitter
Might be correct as well
But I must pose the question
Are you happy ask yourself

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

Now they're tryna figure out
Without being impolite
How to say they must be going
They got other plans tonight
They say "call when you get home
Cause that shit was really nice
We can do it anytime"
Maybe they will one or twice
But it wasn't love or lust
Just a Sunday afternoon
Where two lonely people met
And they licked each others wounds
It's a self sustaining cycle
Such a pitiful pursuit

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

Imitation Intimacy (Cyborg9k Cover)

Stream: https://open.spotify.com/track/2kZbT5CeiMjJYxP6L9xmJP?si=1i0zQbrFRRS7yUM4SbB9cw

Lyrics:

Will you be my scene wife? 
We could be together for life
Start a nice family, just you and me
(Two that are one!)

I'll be your loving husband 
Together we will mend
All the wrongs of this world

Please take my hand
In marriage tonight 
We'll be at each other's side
Through thick 
And thin

Been waiting for you for what feels like forever
Bond so powerful even in death it won't be severed 
I'll protect your smile and do all of my duties 
(Just count on me!)

I love you more than you can imagine
(No, I love you more!)
You matter to me more than anything 
(No you matter more!)

Scenecore Wedding Song :3

https://open.spotify.com/track/3KCX1kCNZMiVW4zNSvpgNZ?si=d8d213bc833f4f05
z1pTies 2: https://soundcloud.com/heavn0nevaeh/track-u-down?si=d5bef7c1295a4b2cb17276998ecea298&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
hands tied together w the zipties
tried2 take em off like a thousand times
move ur wrist imma make em even more tight
lmk when u wanna die 
leave red marks on my neck i dont mind
drop dead, but don't fall outta line
make it outta here alive
motion camera; take ur life
u dont know me but i know u all too well
{u dont know me but i know u all too well}
hands tied together w the zipties
tried2 take em off like a thousand times
move ur wrist imma make em even more tight
lmk when u wanna die 
leave red marks on my neck i dont mind
drop dead, but don't fall outta line
make it outta here alive
motion camera; take ur life
u dont know me but i know u all too well

z1pTiess

They makin blackpill edits to my shi
lyr : sittin' in my dark room, starin' at a bright screen
laying in my bed thinkin' about how they hurt me
drugs in the bathroom smokin' till the air green
i will lay in my tomb as long as you lay with me

you know you're the worst, i wont give you mercy
i hope that you hurt, cuz you know that you hurt me
you won't make it stop, you just make me bleed
you know you're the worst, and you won't let me breathe
my eyes will roll back until i can see 
my brain and my heart, i hope it stops beating
i won't stop screaming, i wont stop screaming
i won't stop screaming and i wanna kill myself
you treat everyone like trash 
we hate you pretty bad
we all think you're a bitch
we all think you're a dick
you act like you're so sick, and you never get better
behind your back we all talk shit, you get fatter and fatter
you always think the world owes you shit
do you really think that you're worth it

you're the fucking worst, one day you'll get your karma
hope you get what you deserve, you deserve the fuckin worst

sittin' in my dark room, starin' at a bright screen
laying in my bed thinkin' about how they hurt me
drugs in the bathroom smokin' till my eyes green
i will lay in my tomb as long as you lay with me

you know you're the worst, i wont give you mercy
i hope that you hurt, cuz you know that you hurt me
you won't make it stop, you just make me bleed
you know you're the worst, and you won't let me breathe
my eyes will roll back until i can see 
my brain and my heart, i hope it stops beating
i won't stop screaming, i wont stop screaming
i won't stop screaming and i wanna kill myself

you're the worst

on all plats   vvvvvvvv
https://open.spotify.com/track/5xa36KuOilMGle5wvI6UlJ?si=RFoCM_2rQdeLRdxpfOgIWA

heavily inspired by fangirls - h4rtbrkr
lyr:
i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i'm like a ghost to you
you see me and you stare right through
just wanna mean something
don't wanna be a spirit to you

i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i feed into the delusions 
there's something in my head
i don't wanna keep on losing
i'd honestly rather just be dead

i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i watch you prod h4rtbrkr

illusion + savesomeone (breakfall)

mv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYwHNQUx4OM
full credit to woozy for the guitar i love u zig
https://soundcloud.com/wwoozyy
I wanna fuck it all up
I wanna ruin your love
I'll put a knife in ur gut
Just to hear you scream fuck
I dont know what it was, my vision just went to black
I saw the color of blood, i knew i couldnt go back
I wanted to feel like you so i stabbed myself too
And now you'll forever be a doll in my room

(dead girl, dead girl)

I'll keep you somewhere safe where they'll never find you
I won't ever let you go, i'll always hide you
They want you back but you're mine now
They won't ever take away my new doll

doll (music video out now)

No longer upload here... check links below <3

I am very normal & can be trusted with music distribution services. 

Scenecelcore from Tel Aviv, IL

I Share Memes To Relieve Pain

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