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Grace is a space in music...

Choose To Grace by songwriter Edwin H. Balder

I was born beside the ocean
waves, sky... the sand
a nature song.... a potion
that make one understand
the world is always in motion
but you got to make a stand
a life of devotion
 quest we have planned

This space we choose to grace
 can not erase sorrows
but makes us place
our faith in better tomorrows

some harvest hope from the ocean
some from waves, sky and sand
A quest to conjure a potion
that lets us understand
how to heal from  commotion
let's us make a stand
a life of devotion
 quest we have planned

This space we choose to grace
 can not erase sorrows
but makes us place
our faith in better tomorrows

grateful "it" let me drop in
sometimes on your wonder
wolf down your every quest
 beauty demanding hunger
you bring me back
to when I was younger
dreams in clouds of coffee
a wishful donut dunker

This space we choose to grace
 can not erase sorrows
but makes us place
our faith in better tomorrows

imagining distraction
instant magnetic attraction
a chemical reaction
inside my lost abstraction
poster for dissatisfaction
 no hope for extraction
I plan a transaction
 Sensual impaction
romance & satisfaction

This space we choose to grace
 can not erase sorrows
but makes us place
our faith in better tomorrows


My earth pigments  My umber
Lost in dreams lost in slumber
my polished stones my tumblr
my quest for fame my fumbler
by base of fears my crumbler
my music fame my humbler
they call me the stumbler
This space we choose to grace
 can not erase sorrows
but makes us place
our faith in better tomorrows
This space we choose to grace
 can not erase sorrows
but makes us place
our faith in better tomorrows

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Choose To Grace by songwriter Edwin H. Balder

"Invisible Bridges" is an evocative indie-rock ballad that captures the bittersweet ache of trying to reach someone who remains just out of grasp. Through melancholic guitar riffs, rising strings, and haunting piano, the song explores themes of longing, unrequited love, and the quiet resilience of holding on when all else fades. It’s a journey through the shadows of connection, where silent walls and invisible bridges shape the fragile pathways of life.

Invisible Bridges

When you know the end of your life is near and love and appreciate the one you lived it with.

47 year Blind date

47 YEAR BLIND DATE

Gift yourself an hour and hear GOLD: A Rock Musical Audio Book                                                                                                                                                                                                     By Edwin H. Balder

Here is your GOLD mythology primer :

GOLD: The Duality Within 

In the bustling metropolis of Lumina City, a new force emerges—one that defies the conventional boundaries of heroism. Her name is Gold. Clad in shimmering golden armor, she soars through the city’s skyline, a beacon of hope for the downtrodden.

But beneath her radiant exterior lies a secret—a darkness that gnaws at her soul. Gold grapples with her dual nature: the unwavering protector and the shadowy avenger. Her powers, fueled by both light and darkness, make her formidable, yet unpredictable.

Act I: Origins

Chapter 1: The Awakening

Gold discovers her abilities during a near-fatal accident. The golden lightning that envelops her becomes her signature.

Chapter 2: The Mentor

An enigmatic figure named Eclipse appears. He trains Gold, teaching her to harness her powers.

Chapter 3: The First Battle

Gold faces off against the villainous Nocturne, who wields the power of shadows. Their clash shakes the city.

Act II: The Divide

Chapter 4: The Council of Light

Gold joins the Council, a group of revered heroes. But their rigid code clashes with her darker inclinations.

Chapter 5: The Forbidden Tome

Gold discovers an ancient book—the Codex Umbra—that reveals her true lineage. She’s torn between duty and curiosity.

Chapter 6: The Betrayal

Eclipse’s true intentions surface. He seeks to plunge Lumina City into eternal twilight. Gold must choose: loyalty or justice?

Act III: Shadows Unleashed

Chapter 7: The Descent

Gold descends into the city’s underbelly, where crime festers. Her golden armor turns ebony as she confronts corruption.

Chapter 8: The Dark Alliance

Nocturne reappears, offering an alliance. Together, they could reshape the world. Gold hesitates.

Chapter 9: The Final Battle

Lumina City trembles as Gold faces Eclipse, who seeks to merge light and darkness. Her heart splits—hero or antihero?

Epilogue: The Golden Hour

Chapter 10: Redemption

Gold confronts her inner demons. She realizes that true strength lies in balance. She defeats Eclipse but spares him.

Chapter 11: The Shifting Skyline

Gold continues her dual role: protector by day, avenger by night. Lumina City thrives, unaware of its complex savior.

And so, Gold walks the tightrope between light and shadow, her golden heart pulsing with both. Lumina City remains safe, but its hero remains an enigma—a beacon and a warning to all who dare to defy FREEDOM!

All rights reserved By Edwin H. Balder
Raine Stern performes all the vocals and music in the GOLDen Eepilogue 
Ken Stange the musical director for folks like Joe Cocker was the production consultant.
I WANT TO THANK ALL WHO MADE MY MUSIC BECOME.....
All Rights Reserved Edwin H. Balder
Thanks so much to my band: Hot Cookie
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The only thing to do now is finish the staging for the opening
 and go on to make the movie!

GOLD the Rock Musical Audio Book by songwriter Edwin H. Balder

With You Always

Verse 1:
I’m the thunder after the rain’s dried up,
The cracked glass holding a half-filled cup.
Every step I take is a beautiful mistake,
Tracing paths in the dirt that I didn’t make.

I’m the fire that burns but doesn’t destroy,
The chaos spinning through the void.
They tell me to fix it, to clean up my act,
But this tangled life is the only one intact.

Chorus:
I’m the mess called Malin, stumbling strong,
Turning the broken into my song.
Who needs answers when questions feel free?
Call me a mess, but this mess is me.

Verse 2:
I’m the whisper that echoes louder than shouts,
A lighthouse for a sea of doubts.
I wear my flaws like a crown of gold,
Every scar a story waiting to be told.

The world spins fast, but I hold my ground,
In the rubble of dreams that come back around.
I’m the wind that carries what others let go,
A storm with roots, learning to grow.

Chorus:
I’m the mess called Malin, laughing through tears,
A spark in the dark that chases the fears.
Who needs perfect when wild feels right?
Call me a mess, but I’m shining tonight.

Bridge:
I’m the thread that doesn’t quite fit the weave,
The leaf that dances when the others leave.
Perfection’s a prison, and calm’s just a myth,
But this chaos I’ve built? I’m living with it.

Outro:
So here’s to the cracks, the untamed ways,
The beauty I find in these endless maze days.
I’m the mess called Malin, a story untamed,
And I’d never trade this life for something pre-named.

The Mess Called Malin

Hope you enjoy our Marilyn inspired take! Happy New Year!
Hot Cookie

Should old acquaintance be forgot
And never brought to mind?
Should old acquaintance be forgot
In the days of auld lang syne?
For auld lang syne, my dear
For auld lang syne
We'll drink a cup of kindness yet
For the sake of auld lang syne
(For the sake of auld lang syne)
For the sake of auld lang syne

And surely, you will buy your cup
And surely, I'll buy mine!
We'll take a cup of kindness yet
For the sake of auld lang syne
(For the sake of auld lang syne)
For the sake of auld lang syn)

We two who've paddled in the stream
From morning sun 'til night
The seas between us roared and swelled
Since the days of auld lang syne
( auld lang syne)

For old acquaintance be forgot
And never brought to mind
Should old acquaintance be forgot
For the sake of auld lang syne
(For the sake of auld lang syne)
For the sake of auld lang syn

For old acquaintance be forgot
(be forgot) (be forgot)
And never brought to mind
Should old acquaintance be forgot
(be forgot) (be forgot)
In the days of auld lang syne?
( auld lang syne)
For auld lang syne, my dear
(For auld lang syne, my dear)
For auld lang syne
(For auld lang syne)
We'll drink a cup of kindness yet
For the sake of auld lang syne
(For the sake of auld lang syne)
For the sake of auld lang syn

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Auld Lang Syne: The Hot Cookie Take

Welcome to the Hot Cookie days! After my coffee house days I put  my performance life away to build a family.but every week I tried to put a song idea in note book..Once I got old and family set I came back to my music doing a few songs a year...then I got this terminal type feedback on my timeline so I grabbed up the best music folk I knew over the years...put a studio band together (Hot Cookie) to record 100 HIT songs from the notes I took every week for 50 years. They are not for us to perform but for you to.  We picked just 2 songs from every year's notebook that we felt were hits that could change folks' lives if they covered them...so here they are. Contact us if you need the rights..Be well Do Well and thank you for the years of wonder...e
THE BACK STORY:
I was just 19 Way back bout 1969
a couple of new friends of mine
Hippy Joni & John Prine
gave me some listening time
50 years later down the line
what was voiced then is now
so wonderfully defined
by voices my music was meant to find
I wonder back into that dive hotel room now and then
and meet with old friends... Everyone making amends ...Time just transcends
Playing and singing our dream songs....Hoping stardom comes along
So we can all run away
And play everyday
In a cloud of smoke
Where nobody’s broke
Maybe one more toke and I can stay
SO
Too old ..
So little in the tank
Not near the time to get in all I want to thank
Thought all my music might someday get me bank
Cause God gave me talent but the check he wrote was a bit blank
And as I got older and my dreams of glory sank
I made what's here for you to see
hoping  my sad obscurity gets outflanked


Copyright 2019 Edwin H. Balder

I may be dead when fame comes but my real glory was always JULIE & The Kids. Thank you for such love

Choose To Grace by songwriter Edwin H. Balder

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