ngl I just ripped this off of youtube since I got 2 versions of the song and can't remember which one I uploaded

holding on (prod. by twofivesix)

go follow https://soundcloud.com/deondre-tucker

enjoy

sleep machine (ft. Lit Wit)

Fighting The Urge [+ shrpnss]

prod jack wilson <3

[lyrics:]
i wish that i could give her my love
but she wants me to leave her alone
she got a special place in my heart
shes the one im calling my home
i never thought you'd leave me
i never thought you'd treat me like you do right now
i know you dont believe me
but loving you is easy
i think about you all night long <3

loving you is easy (jack wilson)

One of many

mixed/mastered: @lilspudxlp

[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat
[Verse 1]
You reminded me that I'm still human
I can't expect everything to always be perfect
We all make mistakes and learn from them
It's the only way to be a better person
I wish someone had told me all this when I was young
I wouldn't have ever considered pulling the plug
Sometimes all we need is just a simple hug
I used to think that opening up wouldn't be enough
[Verse 2]
I used to hate looking at myself
I was insecure if you couldn't tell
You showed me how to have confidence
The cold shoulder was all I ever felt
The only person you can really change is yourself
You can't force your agenda on someone else
Trust me, I had to learn the hard way
If I never reflected I wouldn't be here still
[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat

you made me realize (prod. 2001)

For a friend that I feel I am growing apart from

Mixed/Mastered: @lilspudxlp

[Chorus]
I hate having to pick sides
I wish everyone was on my side
But I can't always have it my way
Forcing things will only bring me pain
[Verse 1]
I don't want to throw anyone under the bus
It hurt when I chose to cut one of my friends off
Leaving you would definitely leave a hole in my heart
You've known me since the very start
Right now it feels like I'm playing tug a war with my emotions
It's a good thing that I learned to be a little more open
Just thinking about what to say to you is already making me lose focus
I just hope that when I tell you the truth it isn't too potent
[Verse 2]
Our friendship means a lot to me
This might be the first time I tell you sorry
I know that it's risky after how far we've come
I hate it, I hate it
But it must be done

I couldn't concentrate during the match (prod. frevel x 5head)

I was made for this

Mixed/Mastered: @lilspudxlp

[Chorus]
I'm trying
Can't you see I'm trying
Why'd you have to say that?
Do you not want to see me win?
I don't understand you
Why are you so hateful?
Your words only hurt me
I thought we were in the same boat
You really know how to hurt my pride
I guess you don't want to see me shine
I don't feel bad now if I leave you behind
Don't call me when I'm in the spotlight
[Verse 1]
Can't you see that I've been giving it my all
The least you can say is job well done
Your expectations are unrealistic
You think I do this just for fun?
I don't have all the time in the world like you do
That's an upside of being young and dumb
You don't have any real obligations
I pray for you when that day finally comes
[Bridge]
So think twice before you call me a joke
Cause you might be in the same place in two years
I've seen the way you talk about me behind my back
Would you still laugh if I suddenly disappaeared?
See unlike you, I don't like giving up
When I'm a corpse is when I've had enough
How can you mock someone for at least trying
I'd still do this even if I knew that I was dying
[Chorus]
I'm trying
Can't you see I'm trying
Why'd you have to say that
Do you really not want to see me win?
I don't understand you
Why are you so hateful?
Your words only hurt me
I thought we were in the same boat
You really know how to hurt my pride
I guess you don't want to see me shine
I don't feel bad now if I leave you behind
Don't call me when I'm in the spotlight

at least I'm trying (prod. 2001 x jolst)

l y r i c s 

.44 to my enemies (to my enemies)
That's what I wanna do
What I wanna do (what I wanna do)

Imma pull up with the AR for the drama
For the drama, for the drama
I don't wanna hurt anyone
I just want my feelings heard

When I see your face (when I see your face)
My mood sours like a warhead in my mouth
Put the Glock 42 right to your mouth
Let it blow let it splatter 
All around the house

See the blood all around the house
See the blood all around the house

sadtxnshi
https://soundcloud.com/sadtxnshi
https://www.instagram.com/sadtxnshi/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCI7rFpkRZcNM3k8aZjWNQ1Q
discord: silvano#4497

s o c i a l s
https://www.instagram.com/l_y_p_i/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBRhaBYCJgTSWchUzYeNhOA
l y p i#9009

f o l l o w m e t o v i c t o r y

. f o u r t y 4 w / sadtxnshi (slatervstheworld)

Featuring: @nokerbforever
Written by: Kurama SD & NOKERB
Produced by: jolst & dercept 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & NOKERB
Mastered by: NOKERB
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
Some days I feel like a ghost
Feel like a ghost 
Going crazy in the back of the class 
I never thought anything 
You said was true 
So what the fuck dude 
True 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Verse: Kurama SD]
I fucked up 
I know I did
At least I didn't hide it 
I'm still a letdown 
I'm still a letdown 

Thought I was cool
But I always lose 
Nobody cares 
Who I am 
(WHO I AM) 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Think I know everything 
But I know nothing 
So I fade away

GHOST w/ NOKERB (Prod. jolst & dercept)

@screwyounick
forgot 2 upload on soundcloud mb yall luv u

im hard2luv
lyrics: 

because i'm hard to love
i'm always feeling like im not enough
yeah not enough

yeah where were you when i lost my mind?
i tried to call you like a thousand times
and nothing ever works
everything just makes it worse
now i'll never feel okay
until i'm lying in a hearse

i don't think i'll ever be okay
who am i kidding
i've always been this way
and i only ever seem to fall down
i can't ever get back up
seems like all i ever do is fuck shit up
they toss me aside cause i'm not enough

i just wish i could be enough
and i just wish that i wasn't so damn

hard to love
i'm always feeling like i am not enough
yeah not enough

yeah where were you when i lost my mind
i tried to call you like a thousand times
yeah nothing ever works
everything just makes it worse
now i'll never feel okay
until i'm lying in a hearse

hard2luv [+dercept]

yeah, I wanna live in kyoto
I wanna live in kyoto
전혀 기다려지지 않는 봄이
행복하겠어 그 곳에 죽음이
I wanna live in kyoto
질려버렸어 이 땅의 도시
다시 또 아무도 없는 이 거리
how should i live in seoul
i can't live here
im lost my soul
how should i live in seoul
how should i live in seoul 
I wanna live in kyoto
아무 생각도 없이 나 홀로
how should i live in seoul 
I wanna live in 
아무 생각도 없이 나 홀로
아무 생각도 없이 나 홀로

Send me location 너는 나를 꺼내
너랑 다를 건 너무 많을 건데
아무리 봐도 우린 너무 뻔해
아무리 봐도 우린 너무 뻔해
I pop medi 내 고통만큼
모르면 shut ur mouth 나는 알거든
모르면 fuck yo thot 하러 가 너는
모르면 그냥 탓하지 내 말을
Yah 누가 물어봐도 그냥 걸어
넌 그냥 쳐 내게 돈을 걸어
Orca blade on ma hand 넌 떨어
난 걍 걸어가지 내 걸
Hit me one time 너 날 불러 daddy
너랑 같은 건 너랑 맞추지 않지
날 외롭지 않겐 못하지
날 외롭지 않겐 못하지

yeah, I wanna live in kyoto
I wanna live in kyoto
how should i live in seoul
how should i live in seoul
(見つけた.)

yeah, I wanna live in kyoto
I wanna live in kyoto
전혀 기다려지지 않는 봄이
행복하겠어 그 곳에 죽음이
I wanna live in kyoto
질려버렸어 이 땅의 도시
다시 또 아무도 없는 이 거리
(아무도)
how should i live in seoul
i can't live here
im lost my soul
how should i live in seoul
how should i live in seoul 
I wanna live in kyoto
아무 생각도 없이 나 홀로
how should i live in seoul 
how should i live in seoul 
I wanna live in kyoto
아무 생각도 없이 나 홀로
how should i live in seoul 
I wanna live in

you made me realize (prod. 2001)

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