i dont know how u made this song to be quite honest

prod deadfish <3
enjoy :3

featured artist: @xona
ig: https://www.instagram.com/urxona/

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig

lyrics:



So many sleepless nights
Don't worry I'll be fine

Hi
Please Don't hang up
I've been tryna call you
For a while

And I ain't wasted
At least not yet
And I don't want to
Spend the night alone

I swear, this is for the last time
And I promise to never call your phone again
I'm struggling with just keeping it together
But I can't keep it up forever

I can't
Stop this
I'm a
Burden

Please just
Help me
I need
Saving

Cuz I've had too many sleepless nights
Cause I'm always on my own
Always say don't worry I'll be fine
Cause I can't show anyone I'm alone

[xona]
I can try again
I don’t want it to end
you bring me out of it
you’re mocking all my ex’s
we’re not alike
you and I
I stay out of sight
you watch my eyes
It’s a sign, I can’t make it right

yeah yeah
ima turn my back, don’t wait
I can’t breath with all this weight
you burn my body up, I just feel disgrace
I guess you wonder why I feel this way

I can try again
I don’t want it to end
you bring me out of it
you’re mocking all my ex’s
we’re not alike
you and I
I stay out of sight
you watch my eyes
It’s a sign, I can’t make it right

[deadfish]
Cuz I've had too many sleepless nights
Cause I'm always on my own
Always say don't worry I'll be fine
Cause I can't show anyone I'm alone

I can't
Stop this
I'm a
Burden

Please just
Help me
I need
Saving
x2

Cuz I've had too many sleepless nights
Don't worry I'll be fine

I cannot stop this
And I cannot see straight
Whole life been a fuck up
Whole life been bit different

And you're laughing at me
Ppl stare at me
My social anxiety
And I fucking hate it

that I've had too many sleepless nights
Cause I'm always on my own
Always say don't worry I'll be fine
Cause I can't show anyone I'm alone

rever

rever (feat. xona)

burning like a star, doomed to die alone

lyrics: 

dont know how to make this right
always feelin' so dead inside
its all i can do not to end this life
yall just fuck me up and leave me here to die
god knows im so sick of cryin
fuck this shit i feel like dyin
dont believe anything they say now
ima light up to relieve this pain now...

dont know why 
i cant face this world
im always starin thru the blinds 
dont hmu im just a waste of time 

dont hmu im just setback
id rather be alone and hit this gas pac
pls dont get to close to me
everyone who does becomes the enemy...

dont talk to me...
if you do youll just want to leave
im backin down i dont want this 
nothing that i do could ever, ever stop this
burning like a star, im doomed to die alone
everybody leaves ive never had a home
just go away, i dont wanna talk now
im perfectly fine being a shadow in the background

oooo a shadow in the background
oooo the sun comes out
i dont make a sound...
i dont make a sound....

shadow in the background [+taurs & jolst]

You Wouldn't Know

You Wouldnt Know

production by elvien

lyrics: 
stuck in cycle, i’m over this 
one month in and i’m already at my pit 
waiting for the moment you pull me in 
but until then i’m just feeling sick 
i got one more try and then that’s it 
i got too many keys that never fit 
can you tell me if I should quit 
i’m not down and out but i’m sinking quick 
and i need you 
but i don’t really need you 
it’s probably see through 
i say i’m there but is it… true 

hook:
It’s coming up again 
and I’m starting to believe 
that I’m nothing without you 
A vacant body to achieve 
Ive got a clear view of you in my mind
A little wish to say that I’m still trying 

verse: 
break me down, keep on moving 
tapping out, keep on bruising 
I don't really know why I try 
its something deep inside me 
pulling me right back to where I wanna leave 
before it takes my energy

clear view [prod. elvien]

~2300~

@daystowaste
Guitar by 2FLOORSUP

Lyrics:

[VERSE1]
I can’t take the steps in this process And I fight the help that i’m promised; With myself lately I’ve been dishonest Will you treat me less like your project I’ve been holding on too tight
Honest open gone tonight

[HOOK]
Bags packed up
One last cup
To look back on everybody grows up
I’ll write a sad song just for you to show love
You’ll find resolve from it whenever the time comes Bags packed up
One last cup
To look back on everybody grows up
I’ll write a sad song just for you to show love
You’ll find resolve from it whenever the time comes

[DAYS TO WASTE]
You were something
Cigarettes in my lungs you were toxic
Light a match leave it all to assumption
That’s okay baby i’m going numb anyway
Don’t call back i’m leaving and that’s that Driving away to a place I can relax
Cause I can’t escape this
I made you a playlist
Of every song that convinced me I hate this Say goodbye to distant lies
The pain you dealt a thousand times
Cause i’ve been staying up all night
To wash away the wasted time
But i’m so tired
Sick of the lies and the miles I drove back home Cause i’ve been someone else for a long time

[HOOK]
Bags packed up
One last cup
To look back on everybody grows up
I’ll write a sad song just for you to show love
You’ll find resolve from it whenever the time comes Bags packed up
One last cup
To look back on everybody grows up
I’ll write a sad song just for you to show love
You’ll find resolve from it whenever the time comes

Resolve w/ Days To Waste

vocals by https://soundcloud.com/imgeist & https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams

produced by https://soundcloud.com/tnvr555

lyrics:
i think i love you but i'm not sure
your bad decisions give me concern
and i know i'm not a doctor
but nothing good can come from heart burn
sun so bright hurt my eyes when i'm outside
she wear clothes so tight, must be suffocating slightly
i won't lie i think i'd rather stay inside
but the warmth in the air is just so god damn enticing

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

i saw you kissing on the front porch
and everybody wants an encore
and i sure miss when i was all yours
now i’m reminiscing of last summer
how you said i lost my one chance
but if i’m really being honest love that shit hit the fan
and i’m no goner, but i fell in hopeless romance
oh darling played me for a fool and now you wont have this dance
woah
summers come to an end
i’m holding on by a thread
and i’ll miss you but can’t say the same for your friends
i need to focus on myself
i’m letting go just for my health

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

Summer

summer

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I'm Geist & Yokai Dreams - Summer [TNVR]

cutdeep & epitomeoffailure - i didn't deserve this (caps ctrl)

same year new me
prod. @cherryrizla the goat
everything else done by me
new songs biweekly starting now <3

lyrics:
wake up
you’ve been asleep for days
i can’t believe my eyes
i’ve never been a saint
but you’re a sorer sight than i

when the time changed
what did i say
to make amends
i’d face the consequences
gladly
you know you had me
until the end
know its simple to say
but better left unspoken

wave past in the foreground
lights on, show’s dead in the background
head’s up on a swivel
turning away to carve out like a chisel

life aint what it seem and i don’t wanna talk now
sick of the way i don’t know how to talk,
complacency, kicks in like vacancy
just a matter of

when the time changed
what did i say
to make amends
i’d face the consequences
gladly
you know you had me
until the end
know its simple to say
but better left unspoken

wake up
you’ve been asleep for days
i can’t believe my eyes
i’ve never been a saint
but you’re a sorer sight than i

wake up, it's time to go

wake up, it's time to go [cherryrizla]

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【﻿ｂｕｃｋｌｅ　ｄｏｗｎ；ｓｅｖｅｒ　ｅｎｄｓ】

s/o @plslovejai for getting on this w me <3 ly man
prod by @blvnkface 🖤
released w/ @bitekivibes 🧡
cover art drawn by @HoneyDMilkTeax on twitter 

thank you for listening. 
the immensity of how much this means to me, is beyond even myself.
thank you.
x

[autumn]
(never) 
(save my breath before your's)

i hate the sound of my name
i hear that shit way too much
i contemplate, then i drink
and now i live in the mud
what a gruesome fate
what a hideous face you've got there
i say with shattered thumbs
if the cat got my tongue, i teach the cat to become me
quit calling my bluff
i'm only playing the dummy
mask is fading slowly
at the end of the day, i'm forever roaming
so where do i begin?
i never thought i'd grow so sick
it's hard to catch the words that drip and 
melt from right under my skin

never 
save my breath before your's
(don't say you'll save my breath)
(i'm not that much better than the rest)

lose yourself on purpose to gain a scar
drawn one step closer, just to fall apart
i've grown so accustomed to habits
at this point, they're all i have left
(it's all for you) (3x)
when'd it get so difficult to 
get a grip on my own head

[jai]
maybe my tongue's tied
i can't live in the moment
and i got a heart full of gold
but it's only me who can own it
so i'd rather die alone
than be the hamster stuck on your wheel
it's just myself these days
don't care enough to gain your appeal
and i'm tired
of never being what you think
usually i always try again
but this time ima quit
i watch the sky turn to grey
i miss the touch of her lips
there's nothing else i can say
i'm watching happiness slip away

it wasn't part of the plan
ooo
i can tell you my story, but there's two sides to every one
i dont know if this is for me
take a step before i run
on the edge, i'm boutta free fall
i hit you when i'm done

[autumn]
never 
save my breath before your's
(don't say you'll save my breath)
(i'm not that much better than the rest)

i can't remember the last time i ain't feel distressed
buckle down, it's my time to sever ends
who said it'd be okay to visit up ahead
just to meet myself
at mirror's edge

severed ends w/ love jai [prod. blvnkface x slayingibis]

𝒾 𝒸𝒶𝓃'𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝓉, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾 𝒸𝒶𝓃'𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒.

shoutout soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer 

enjoy,,

lyrics:
(that i'm just not that worth it
i'm covered in pleads 
you got what you need from me 
now you can breathe)

i realized it's nonsense
so inane to love her 
i can't save what's lost, but i can't stop my love 
so beautiful the way we leave 
our conversations incomplete
I'm sorry, but someday you'll see

that i'm just not that worth it
i'm covered in pleads 
you got what you need from me 
now you can breathe 

cant calm myself down so i work wit the z's
look in my eyes you're so perfect to me 
what can i do to make you believe in yourself babe i swear that that's all that you need

if you're fractured inside come tell me
i wont push you away i'm sorry
that i've done that before it's on me
i would help you today in a heartbeat

i realized it's nonsense
so inane to love her 
i cant save what's lost, but i cant stop my love 
so beautiful the way we leave 
our conversations incomplete
I'm sorry, but someday you'll see

that i'm just not that worth it
i'm covered in pleads 
but you're the one that i need this time.

i can't stop my love

spotify

i can't stop my love (prod. sorrow bringer)

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

And I know that I'm selfish, I'll tell you I'm sorry
But then I fuck it up again
I know you're trying to help but when you call
I know we can't be more than friends
If I'm not enough for you right now
Go ahead and leave
Cuz It's not getting any better
You can blame me if you want

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

And she said don't go
The nights get so cold
But I still ran away, I hate LA
Can't eat, my bones show
And I know that you're hurting
For that, I'm sorry
But I won't let you take it out on me
I won't let go of my hopes
Don't say it's just a dream

I think I should call it a night
I've been staring too long at this screen
If you wanna leave, you can go
It makes it easy for me

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

clear view [prod. elvien]

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