Here I am again, releasing another album. To be quite honest, I'm not sure how I feel about all of it. This album is the culmination of so much life lived, all poured out into the music with as much passion and dedication as I could. In a way, this is the soundtrack of my life. 

There's something beautifully terrifying about releasing this into the world. I feel as though I am letting go of a piece of my heart and letting it fly into the wind. But, endings give meaning, and in the same way every movie ends, and every day has a sunset, and every life moves on, so does this chapter of my life.

Every lyric, every note, every second of this whole album is me. So, do with this as I would hope you would a new friend. 

Take time to listen. Be personal. Find things you have in common. Don't be afraid to share a piece of yourself too. Then, once you bid farewell, take time to wonder and dream. I hope for you, this music becomes a wonderful friend.

Stream Everywhere

Wonder

A calm and mellow farewell, a moment of togetherness despite division. You are a part of we.

Lyrics:
i see waves crash on sand
i see love in the sky
there are no words to say
as the sun sets to night 

there is peace in my mind
as we walk on the stars 
there are tears in my eyes
and they fall from my heart

As We Watch the Sunset Glow

This song has a special place in my heart. Dedicated to you two, whose company was synonymous to my happiness in that part of our lives. I love you two from the bottom of my heart, and so I offer you these simple, authentic, and honest words.

Lyrics: 

Verse 1:
let me come for the weekends
lets make a playground of the city 
go to places we've never been 
just as long as you're here with me 


Pre Chorus: 
although tomorrow you and i will 
live a different life 
the stars will shine bright today 

all the little moments 
that we have right now
let them take all the pain away 


Chorus: 
just like these tiny shells on the beach 
i will search for you in the sand 
one day i'll show you these tiny shells
in my hand 

and i know that someday we'll find a way 
to return back to this time and place
so ill collect all these tiny shells
in my hand 


Verse 2: 
lets go to denny's at 4am 
make some childlike decisions
let today be a day we smile
cause i know you, and you know my name

Tiny Shells

My obsession with sunsets is pretty evident, but this is something special. This song is about goodbye. It's about acceptance, peace, and hope. 

To you. The little memories we have shared have evolved into a powerful hope that I hold on to so I can keep moving forward. One day...

Lyrics: 

Verse 1:
i said that youre once in a lifetime
there will never be another one to love like you

i have to live my own life
and as much as i dont wanna say it, so do you 


Pre Chorus 1: 
but she said
dont worry i will always be with you
leaving doesnt mean its the end

remember all the goodness love taught you
and as the sun set


Chorus 1: 
you painted me a pink sky 
in my life
the colors of your love
glowing in the twilight

you painted me a pink sky 
every night
somewhere in the world
you look with the same eyes


Verse 2: 
i know that distance means goodbye, (for now)
but time away will teach us how to be ourselves

one day we’ll see the stars align (as we look up at the sky)
and we’ll find a time where you and i can be alone, again 

Pre Chorus 2: 
and i said
dont worry i will never forget you
one day i will see you again 

remember all the goodness love taught you
and as the sunsets


Chorus 2:
i painted you a pink sky
with my life 
the colors of my love
glowing in the twilight

i painted you a pink sky
every night
hoping that one day
you would see mine

Pink Skies

When you're not okay, do not be afraid to know you're not okay. Let the feelings run their course, but be strong and brave enough to fight loneliness. 

This song was conceived and completed on one of the darkest days of a dark year. Sadness is one hell of a friend.

Lyrics:

Verse 1: 
why 
am i still here
patiently waiting
when i gave up on myself

i dream
of when i was younger
lonely and searching 
for someone to be my friend

Chorus: 
so please
dont leave
i need 
your love

i
cant keep 
on walking 
alone

Verse 2: 
why 
is no one here
when im at my lowest
the world seems to turn around 

so i 
have already given in 
silently fading with 
no one to grieve my soul

Plea

Quiet, lonely moments. Solace in silence. It's okay to be desperate and lost. It's okay to ask for help. When you are low, look to the night skies and find a star willing to offer its wish to a special one in need-- you.


Lyrics:

Verse 1: 
the stars look down
endlessly
as i sit down
on the beach

and i dream of
of the things
that keep me up
that keep me up at night

the waves crash down
on the shore
as fragile lights 
twinkle on

and my heart walks
on the water
thinking of it all
thinking of nothing

Chorus: 
can God send down a shooting star
to tell my heart to calm itself
and sleep
(and sleep)

like constellations in the sky
remind me where i am in life
please
please


Verse 2: 
the stars fall down
endlessly
as i look up 
tenderly

the angels cry
this melody
as im on my knees 
praying for something 


Bridge: 
shine your light on me
cause i cannot see 
and i dont want to be 
just nothing

Lost and Found (To Those Nights)

Perhaps the most poetic and metaphoric song I've written from the album. This song is about finding hope and peace within endings.

Lyrics:

Verse 1: 
i dream with childlike wishes
i see the night with shooting stars
but im still not happy

i chase my vain ambition 
i build my life to see it fall
into a million pieces 


Pre Chorus: 
but i dont wanna lose myself
feeling like i dont know whats left here for me
and i dont wanna see it all
fade away, fade away, fade away

show me how to make some meaning 
out of my life
take me from emptiness up to hopefulness
give me life in dying 


Bridge: 
a time to weep, time to laugh
time to mourn, a time to dance


Verse 2: 
each day i sleep to wake up 
im lost but searching for a way 
trying to find my purpose 

one day ill see the sunset
and You will see me as i am
will You deem me worthy? 


Chorus: 
will You remember for me
as i write my story
who i am, who i was  
to live memento mori

Memento Mori

Social anxiety: the song. 
Missing her: the song.

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
its been so long
but you’re my favorite song
just stuck in my head 

whats done is done
i try to move along
so i hit up my friends 

Pre Chorus:
but, you dont know how bad i wanna come through 
but really its not right for me to see you
our time is in the past, the moments gone and left 
theres nothing else but me and my friends but

Bridge: 
all my friends
are waiting outside
and i dont want to go
i dont want to go

all my friends
are waiting outside
and i dont want to go
i dont want to go

id rather spend my nights with you
id rather spend my time with you
but all my friends are waiting outside
and i cant say no
i cant say no


Chorus: 
monday tuesday
wishin you would love me
wednesday thursday
dreamin youre beside me

friday saturday 
they wanna go party
but i really wanna
see your eyes 


Verse 2: 
they dont know
i need some time alone
to clear up my head

all these thoughts 
i keep them to myself
they wouldn’t understand 

Pre Chorus: 
cause, they dont wanna know the me that needs you
they just wanna numb it all and fade you out
but none of this makes sense, you still wont leave my head
even when im out with my friends

With You

To you, whose mere existence remains a wonderful happenstance that I will never understand. Truly, I have something with you that is indelible and everlasting. My other half, my counterpart, be comforted knowing I will never let you go too far without me. 

Sorry it's late, but happy birthday. I love you always mimi <3

Lyrics:

Verse 1: 
you dont have to be alone at night
my friend

oh ah, oh ah oh

no matter what ill always pick up my phone
if you call 

oh ah, oh ah oh

i know that lately life hasnt been 
the best

oh ah, oh ah oh

so its okay to cry and feel weak sometimes
and just lean on my shoulder


Pre Chorus: 
and you tell me

wont you please be my mirror on the wall
im on my knees
i just can’t breathe

won’t you please be my mirror on the wall
i need you now
so won’t you please? 


Chorus: 
and ill be right here
reflecting your light with clarity 
and ill be right here
just open your eyes and see who you are  


Verse 2: 
lately
i feel like i don’t know you
or is it you don’t know yourself?

maybe
if i could have a moment
id tell you how to slow time down

and hold your breathe 
and count to 10 
tell you its okay to be human

and hold my hand 	
tell me whats on your mind

Mirror (Won't You Please)

In a time like this, where little happens and life feels stagnant, I often find myself wondering of things that have never happened. Goodbye came too soon. For us, I've little to hold on to than my own daydreams and small moments together. I suppose for now, uncertainty must be matched with hope.

Lyrics:

Verse 1: 
tell me
is it cold outside?
would you hide both your hands
in my sweater?

tell me 
is it you and i 
that you dream of when you   
rest your head?

Pre Chorus: 
when will i see you?
when will i see you, again?
i know that time will tell 
a story to unfold

so i dream of you
and all of the things we'd do
ill make stories of us
until we meet again

Chorus: 
all these little hugs and kisses
as i sit here reminiscing 
on all the memories
that we havent made at all 

Bridge: 
and everyday i wake up at sunrise
to sometimes fall asleep again
lie still as i watch all the time pass 
my thoughts end up here again

Verse 2: 
tell me
on this sleepless night
are you staring out the window too?

tell me
do the street lights shine 
in the shadows of your empty room?

Little Hugs & Kisses

Lyrics:
when one day i grow old
and my story ends
hold on to my love
my love will be with you  

tell me something love
of all the things i’ve done 
what will you remember? 
tell me who i am

Forget Me Not

Young visionary with ekhoes of melodies.

Genre: EDM, Chill, Hip-hop/Rap, RnB

Wonder

eKho