Songs to cry yourself to sleep

spoti: https://open.spotify.com/track/3yZueO8TUXxGNettYqIRKw?si=ea2af00ec1e94b2c

where do we go when we fall in love w/ zebatin and fallen oceans

Is it selfish that I want to forget
Your arms around my neck
Pulling me in
We were so recklessly in love
The worst pain, when love is not enough
Can't take back the things I've done
The guilt is eating me alive
I can't forget your bloodshot eyes
I left a piece of me to die
All that I long for is you and I

Lately I can't find myself
Loving anybody else
Every word you said is haunting
I don't want to close my eyes
I still see you every time
Every night
And the tears I cry won't fix me

I suffocate under the weight of every moment I can't change
Too many things I need to say
But you're a ghost and I'm too late
I can't erase the scent of your perfume
Forget the love that I once knew
Through the fallout, I'm still tied to you
Despite the pain, I cannot fight the truth

Lately I can't find myself
Loving anybody else
Every word you said is haunting
I don't want to close my eyes
I still see you every time
Every night
And the tears I cry won't fix me

Haunting

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. back2thapast

lyrics:
i couldnt do it all without you
only right i make it about you
oh i take it day by day
how could you hate on what i do
i been chasing this dream since i was 16
gave it my all and no inbetween
so many times that i wanted to quit but i never gave in now im doing me
so if you love it (so if you love it)
give it everything you got, everything and more (oh whoa)
i try to reply to everyone i hate being ignored
oh its getting harder and harder
b*ng  to the beat like a belt and a father
yeah im all for the team you can call me coach carter
you dont want beef cause ill take this sh*t farther
oh yeah i put it all on me
ill never let you down
even when im long gone and dead my voice will stick around
i wanna be someone you rely on
i love you more than myself thank you for giving me hope

PUNCHING BAG

TY4LISTENING

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LOVE JAI - TY4LISTENING (BACK2THAPAST)

music video here - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVp3wLh9Zgo
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i keep waking up
with the shit i done
i keep lookin out the window, wonder what is up
where all my homies, ohhh

im sick uh feelin like  this
ill drop my addy in a minute, you can swing in this bitch
go down toronto shit
stay out and party i wish
accept that life is never what you want unless ur working till sick

taking a piss and shit
yeah im sick, of the city yeah
*on god*

i guess its what we gotta live with
i miss the times
where i was getting money like it was free and i didnt wanna die
i know life gon change
missing all my friends along the way
people gonna come, yeah people never stay

yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
im already done, yeah, im already fed up
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
im gon lay in my grave just like its bedtime, up in this bitch

im up in his bitch
in my stick shift
she ridin up on that dick
JUST LIKE ITS PLAY TIME
im gon fuck an drink till im sick
till im sick yeah
ima sick bitch
yeah

i keep waking up
with the shit i done
i keep lookin out the window, wonder what is up
where all my homies, ohhh

im sick uh feelin like  this
ill drop my addy in a minute, you can swing in this bitch
go down Toronto shit
stay out and party i wish
accept that life is never what you want unless ur working till sick

taking a piss and shit
yeah im sick, of the city yeah
*on god*
i dont wanna feel like this

drugged, drugged, drugged again
yeah i can tell you on the drugs, and that you feelin it
should i be worried, let it go, id rather live like this
keep on takin them hits
now im walkin in slow motion there aint nothing to gain

except the pain that i feel in my heart,
i aint happy but i forgot from the start
of this gathering, a gravesite, a party full of teens
why are you such as tease?
baby what does it mean
i dont wanna cause a scene
wakin up in this shit ill intervene
everybody fighting in this shit, no pvp
i we will see what gonna happen under the sheets

drop tHA aDDy

cherry

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

does she mean that?
when she gone late out at night, givin me heart attacks
i swear we moved too fast
but its alright i guess
i dont need to blend in, im my own man

pumpin up my gas again
you really thought i laid here, like all day
all day, ill be working on myself like all day
no breaks, no narcotics in this shit like i been past that
i dont mean pass that

Toronto in the city gotta wait in line, again
wait for phone calls, opportunities to come by, on set
dont you call unless your ready baby, ill hop right in
why you buggin bout some chick i havent seen in months again

laid down in hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldnt
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

ion need trouble
ion need no bass here
why the hell you even bother
when i already ask
do you mean that?
do you mean that
laid down here, hollywood

laid down in hollywood

I use your love just to cope with the pain
But it's never enough
I still feel the same oh
I could never give all that you're worth
I will never be what you deserve

You know I'll only let you down
Why won't you please just let me drown
I will not drag you down under
It's only for the best
That you're leaving me for dead

You use your love just to keep me awake
But it's never enough
It all feels the same
Disappointing 
I will continue to let you down
And although I'm sorry
I can't be someone else
(Someone else)

You know I'll only let you down
Why won't you please just let me drown
I will not drag you down under
It's only for the best
That you're leaving me for dead

It's only for the best that you're leaving me for dead
Someone else
I can't be someone else
(It's only for the best that you're leaving me for dead)

Let You Down

beat prod by: king theta
written and performed by: popularreject
lyrics:

I hate
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup 
Goodmorning Pennsylvania 

If you like sunshine 
Then don’t go outside 
Cuz it’s still rainin 
It’s rainin 
That ain’t changin 

New day I won’t wake up
Different color makeup 
You say we should breakup 
I’m sick of the fake love
I been takin fake drugs 
You tell me to wake up

I hate 
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup
Goodmorning Pennsylvania 
…

I hate 
The way I stuff 
I’m too far gone and I need to change but
Good morning Pennsylvania 

On the ledge in my head dont tempt me 
All alone there ain’t no one with me 
I’m the villain of this story 
But I’ll be Superman to this city 

I hate 
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup 
Goodmorning Pennsylvania

Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa

Goodmorning Pennsylvania (prod. king theta)

thnk u 4 th_recent support <3

lyrics

its a mess w/ no rest i
cant tell u how im feeling 
we go in circles like one day its gonna pass by
running backwards the back roads are really quite revealing
ive told u b4 jus worded different to last time

u found a space i just hope that u can make it out
i little different for me but i still tell myself
that ur still worth every second that u output on this earth
u jus gotta c it through ik this world causes a lot of hurt

blow a fortune 
she’ll pass on the fortune
but the words u express sound so cordial its torture

u wear this costume
but it aint a costume 
if u wear everyday and act like its correlated on the inside

u found a space i just hope that u can make it out
i little different for me but i still tell myself
that ur still worth every second that u output on this earth
u jus gotta c it through ik this world causes a lot of hurt

i love u i hate u cant u tell that its the same thing
the latter jus for when things dont go planned
but thats the realm that cant always be controlled 
if u see the painting from the lens 

grow old w/ me 
u wanna grow old w/ me 
if theres a story in the works 
u cant go cold on me 

follow me 
cant allow hollowing 
i see the bigger picture and ill do whats best if we can make it out

if we cant make it out the world wont end
ik its hard to believe 4 u but dont send
threats
i try hard to not live w/ regrets
its all locked inside my chest
please give me a little rest now

i c visions now all holy 
she tells me im the 1 & only
the 1 & only u say.. in this universe?
do u think this was written right from fucking birth

ive seen plenty faces and i can tell a curse
i try forget the name coz ion want that person in my life
but its respect its jus that ik myself and when i fret
u say that its all in my head so.. ig its all in my head

grow old w me

grow old w/ me (taylor morgan x jolst)

~2300~

@universalchill

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Afraid and alone
You thought that he’d show 
No
Everywhere that you go
All alone
Tracks in the snow
Low
Guiding me home
Follow you
The light from the moon
The way you move
Show me a new shade of blue 
I never knew
A heart that’s so true
Afraid to lose

[Verse]
Won’t leave with party favors
So many gimmicks later
The point’s to feel like you’re loved 
That thought should never waiver 
They strung you so high above
The world looked so much greater 
You felt as light as paper
Came crashing down without a sound 
Head’s been in the clouds
Forgot life on the ground
No one’s still around
Woke up on the couch
Sour taste in your mouth
You can’t remember it now
What you were dreaming about

[Bridge]
Build me up into something real 
Build me up into something real 
Build me up into something real 
Build me up into something real

[Chorus]
Afraid and alone
You thought that he’d show No
Everywhere that you go
All alone
Tracks in the snow
Low
Guiding me home
Follow you
The light from the moon
The way you move
Show me a new shade of blue 
I never knew
A heart that’s so true
Afraid to lose

afraid, alone w/ sad chill

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

wastrrr

wastrrr (branwen)

Lil Poppa & Yungen Axe- Hellavah Life (Fast) Dirty

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Josh A - Suicide Benz

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

guitar: @jude18

lyrics:

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

i've been playin to much, 
one minute you hate me and the next you wan fuck
just look at my love, yeah look at it goes
every time i'm up it seems like you want me more

and that sucks my heart's inside my lungs
i hit my plug he fill me up
i don't want nothin but your love
you hit me up and said we done

oh no oh god what have i done
become all the things that i've been runnin from
i thought we were done talkin shit, were above that
but words turn to fists its becoming a  blood bath

but i'm drunk so i run back, if you call me an asshole
i don't have a comeback, i'm not just an asshole
i know that you know that, you're craving my soul but i already sold that

i'm bravin the cold, you already know that i hate this
fuck love i wanna be famous, at least i can't be shameless and
spend all my time gettin wasted, but that's you wanted right
i don't wanna hang on right, i'm on my own tonight
you make me wanna die, i'll let you kill me some other time

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

cryin too much w/ koi & lil xtra

SPOTIFY + APPLE

nowhere left to go

drunk

Artist and producer from OR. Always in my feels

oh, but, babе, you know
it happens all the time
you givе your heart to someone
but they go and change their mind
you don’t have to stay you know
if it’s all a waste of time
'cause i’m used to having no one
to lay here by my side

Haunting

Elijah Reiter

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