You're not answering my texts now
Got me feeling stressed out
Thought that you were different
But you're just like all the rest now
I never said that I was perfect
Yeah I know I got my own shit
Told you that I'm working on it
But you're making me feel worthless
I just needed you to love me
Please don't fucking judge me
Spit right in my face and I still tell you that you're lovely
Let's pour another cup I don't want to give a fuck
All I think about is love and I think I've had enough

How many times can we pick up the pieces
How many lies does it take to believe it
How many nights will you say that you're leaving
That you're leaving
How can I forget how it felt when you loved me
How many shots till I stop feeling empty
How many nights will you say that you're leaving
So when are you leaving

We went on a heart bender
But I know that you'll push it till we break
Cut you off like I'm a bartender
But you're thirsty and I'm easily replaced
I can't be the only one who sees it
Just know I never asked you to believe in me
Your feelings changing with the seasons
So change your colors in October then you're free to leave
And I don't want to fall in love ever again, I'm too afraid
And no I won't put you above none of my friends
So you can stay away

How many times can we pick up the pieces
How many lies does it take to believe it
How many nights will you say that you're leaving
That you're leaving
How can I forget how it felt when you loved me
How many shots till I stop feeling empty
How many nights will you say that you're leaving
So when are you leaving

How Many Times (ft. Day Dreamer)

would you hear me if I said I’m sorry

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @93FEETOFSMOKE
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
I've seen my future and it's not looking great
I fear fate's something that can't be escaped
Two options staring me dead in the face
I can no longer afford to look away

If not now
Then it'll be too late
By the time I get around to getting straight
But if I stick to my guns
Put myself first for once
Then maybe I can shed this dead weight

It's deadly
It's weighing heavily on me
But it doesn't have to be this way
In my effort to get better
I've learned a lot about insanity

Listen on Spotify!

Stick To My Guns (Prod. w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE)

lost//eyes (ft. woahsxda, swaine)

prod. kill breanna x caves x safeatlast

dont try me
im not me 
i dont eat 
i dont sleep
oh
and im still 
looking at the sky
wondering why
and wasting my time
the ninja dude never hit the lightpoles
i always find out where you go
youre enough, i promise baby
no one else could ever save me
i take every step too, and it fucking pains me
and im focused on you, all the time maybe...
i did it all for you and no i dont regret it
i prance over the flowers and it kills them! . .
im sorry that i dont stand up for me, but,
im really not the same as i ever was,
now ill always say what i (truly) want
who are you, and who am i?
dont try me
im not me 
i dont eat 
i dont sleep
oh
and im still 
looking at the sky
wondering why
and wasting my time
the ninja dude never hit the lightpoles
i always find out where you go
youre enough, i promise baby
no one else could ever save me
i take every step too, and it fucking pains me
and im focused on you, all the time maybe...
i did it all for you and no i dont re.. gret.. it
i prance over the flowers and it kills them..
i prance over the flowers and it kills them.. :')
i wish i wasnt him, and such a victim
(i know im not!!)
(i know im not!!!!)
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i!!!
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i-

every step too

produced by me
guitars/etc by rjpasin

she walks the halls with a heavy heart
invisible to the crowd she plays her part
her smile as the tears she cries
trying to blend in but feeling denied

lost in a sea of faces
she roams alone
longing for a place that feels like home
but in silence
a whisper found its way
a gentle that led her astray
she found solace in his eyes
a beacon in her darkest hours
she saw the beauty in the flowers
he saw the beauty in her eyes
she tried to build a wall between them
the pain she carries inside
with every word he chipped away everyones lies

in his embrace she found her face
no longer silenced by the noise
he held her heart through every storm
no matter what came at them
they would always get through it
and thats the story once told 

(she walks the halls with a heavy heart
invisible to the crowd she plays her part
her smile as the tears she cries
trying to blend in but feeling denied
lost in a sea of faces
she roams alone
longing for a place that feels like home)

(piano/violin solo)

burden

HOT WAVES is a nocturnal journey through a city of electric ghosts and quiet battles. It's the sound of navigating internal chaos under the glow of neon lights.

Blending the ice-cold confidence of UK rap with the introspective pulse of late-night trap, this album rides on deep 808s and hypnotic electro waves. Inspired by the sharp precision of Central Cee and the moody atmospheres of Drake, each track is a conversation with the self, channeling doubt, rage, and hope into a relentless, controlled flow.

This isn't just music.
This is a frequency.

Divine

and your forest is nothing

produced by @killedmyself

nothing for anybody

yeah we kiss and we tell we were falling asleep
sipping on faygo
yeah i miss you
yeah i miss your voice
i miss how you make the days go
and i wish we were still sixteen
baby you were my teenage dream
now you're nothing more than a memory
now you're nothing more than a memory

i remember making out in the back of your whip
made it to your house and we copped us a zip
now my memory is fading like the drugs that you were taking
woke up, next day, shit is never changing 
never thought that you would be the one that i would miss
imma
relapse and come back for your kiss
driving 
real slow past the place we used to love
now i'm 
stuck here drinking faygo in a cup


yeah we kiss and we tell we were falling asleep
sipping on faygo
yeah i miss you
yeah i miss your voice
i miss how you make the days go
and i wish we were still sixteen
baby you were my teenage dream
now you're nothing more than a memory
now you're nothing more than a memory

nothing more than a memory w/ softy! (prod. droozy)

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-- lyrics --
(joshuasageart)
Yea, yea
you know what you did, yea
took my heart then u threw it in the ditch, yea
big dreams, yea I can not sit, yea
big dreams, yea I can not sit, yea
whoa.. I been all alone lately
hear the bass then I start to go crazy
why do all my friends think I'm so crazy?
cuz I been in my head so much lately..
so much anxiety I lose my mind
I think about the reasons she left me behind
I think everyone judges me half of the time
but they never feel the need to judge my inside
Don't need you, yea I never did
I think it's so rude how you always be thinking bout you
I'm so through....

(grayfox)
Yeahhhh nu emooooooo

Just stop trying girl, fucking dead it
You don’t love me, didn’t believe you when you said it
Stop lying girl, you gon’ regret it
know you don’t love me, fucking smiled when you said it

50 plays in a week, what is this shit?
I don’t wanna do this man fuck it I quit
5 minutes go past, and I try make a hit
Plug my mic in, smoke the fuckin blunt to the tip 

Yeahhhh nu emo
Sippin’ lean while I’m listening to free throw
Shawty broke my heart, took a dent to my ego
Buy a new jet, now I’m flyin outta heathrow
x2


(star)
This mornin I woke up
Thought I was still dreamin
The bag full of cash 
And the closet full of Neiman's
I been shoppin for new watches and my wrist already freezin
My team been shinin bright like stars in the ceiling
Of a Wraithhh
She on her knees she got faith
Don't worry baby I'm paid
Why you don't come here and stay with me?
I don't know why I spend 4 bills on a t shirt
I don't know why I keep going even when my feet hurt
Hated to do it but I had to leave her
Dad if u could see me now you'd be a believer
GLOBAL8000 touchin down in Heathrow
Star, Sage and Fox been sinking every free-throw
Oh here we go, fuck your ego
Yea we're emo bank no zero's...
still wish you could see the year that I'm havin
I wish you could see the paper I'm stackin
I know that you'd just be laughin
With that look like you always knew it would happen....
--
More Tracks by STARINTHESKY:
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/if-stars-could-wish-feat-whywewish-prod-young-flaco
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/thief-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/she-drippin-w-joshuasageart-aquariiius-prod-shilo
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/free-throw-feat-joshuasageart-grayfox-prod-silo-x-mont
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/will-these-feelings-ever-end-with-lullabyboy-prod-5head
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/give-u-my-world-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/distance-w-joshuasageart-aquariiius-prod-silo
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/1-of-a-kind
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/4reign-luv-prod-spencertyto
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/ride-with-me-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/im-the-only-one-home-w-endofworld-prod-kingmezzy

free-throw

free-throw w/ ✮joshuasageart✮ & grayfox. (prod. silo X mont)

track 6
produced by our lord and savior @jolst
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
well i guess i should’ve seen it coming, it all had gone so wrong
but i didn’t think that this would be the reason for this song
and i know we had our differences but fuck i just can’t see
the issue here, i just don’t know why you had to leave

now its obvious,
it’s apparent to me at the least
that im losing it,
and im breaking at the seams
when its all just said and done
you fucked me over, its your loss
you’ll be wondering what happened
but there’s a reason i don’t let people in

say my name
you never meant it
i could be your romeo
but honestly, i’d probably regret it
“sorry baby”
you never said it
how could i expect you to
apologize, im so fucking pathetic

woah x4 lol

its insane to me to think that maybe i’ll get better
its hard for me to manage how i feel during this weather
every day just like the last,
my feelings for you came and passed
i lost you in the autumn leaves
i never thought you’d leave, but

now its obvious,
it’s apparent to me at the least
that im losing it,
and im breaking at the seams
when its all just said and done
you fucked me over, its your loss
you’ll be wondering what happened
but there’s a reason i don’t let people in

say my name
you never meant it
i could be your romeo
but honestly, i’d probably regret it
“sorry baby”
you never said it
how could i expect you to
apologize, im so fucking pathetic

i never asked for this

apology

apology [jolst]

Artist and producer from OR. Always in my feels

How Many Times (ft. Day Dreamer)

Elijah Reiter