The sweet taste of self-hatred V.

Keeping Me Dead

rpppp

SEWERPERSON

締付

produced by the goat: @nevrfall

lyrics:
i'm hiding in my own pain don't think that i won
my beretta's in the closet locked away in a box
with everything you've said got me collecting the dust
and everything we had is something that can't be undone
so put me in this freezer cause i need to reset
i had an asian girl but she left me for college
"things happen for a reason" that's what she always said
so if i die is that a reason why it happened

n the texts you send, question me how i write
but i'm too afraid to say direct in ur eyes
and this feelings dark but with you i had light
n before u left we loved us one last time

so tell me bout u first
u always cease to amaze me
u still worried about her
i think ur just crazy
u know that it hurts
when u don't even trust me
i'm far from a flirt
nobody even wants me
just another face, i'll forget about
just more extra pain and scars to heal out
just get out my way, i don't need u now
no way we could make up, without a doubt

i'm hiding in my own pain don't think that i won
my beretta's in the closet locked away in a box
with everything you've said got me collecting the dust
and everything we had is something that can't be undone
so put me in this freezer cause i need to reset
i had an asian girl but she left me for college
"things happen for a reason" that's what she always said
so if i die is that a reason why it happened

i'll wait 3 more years until college is done
that's if were alone, with nobody to give love
the war is on its way can u hear them run
they're raging and they laugh, when the jobs done

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undone (p. nevrfall)

prod.  @nothingtodo

Lyrics:

[hook]
I wrote another song cause I was thinking about you
I'm falling like the leaves from the trees in the autumn
I wrote another song cause I was crying a lot
I would have never thought that this love could stop
x2

[verse]
And I would have never thought I could hate you so much
You gave me many smiles
But what was beneath them?
Thousands of lies
Will my heart ever regenerate?
Tell me baby will I ever escape?
From your love, fake.
I lost all my feelings for someone who didn't deserve one
And don't tell me that I'm not alone
If whenever I cry you never come

[hook]
I wrote another song cause I was thinking about you
I'm falling like the leaves from the trees in the autumn
I wrote another song cause I was crying a lot
I would have never thought that this love could stop
x2

About You [prod. nothingtodo]

lyrics:

Ping on my phone and she ask if im ready
I got Cheese in my blunt so my fingers is steady
She pull on my woods and it give her a headie
This liquid is thick in my cup like its heavy
Im blowing this gas like the back of a chevy
I can’t go in I aint ready I stuff up my Louis v jeans with some fete on fete
He say hell get me so why aint u got me
My diamonds keep flashing my neck paparazzi
I try to tell her baby girl I mean well
But u know I cant let them try me
This is a war zone
I got a singed heart I cannot feel no more
Yea
I am not like before
I am not like before yea

Look at those stripes on my bag and my body
I dress up when picking her up in the lobby
Im bored
Somebody feed me the score 
I swear that im way ahead
Wake up with me on the board I think u shoulda stayed in bed tho
I fucked his bitch then I ask if they dating she said u her best bro
I just had to win it was in the cards
Even if u blow up baby im still yours
Girl u have my whole heart yea
I think im a rockstar
Deep in the gutter I sit and wait
I had to get on my shit again
They wouldn’t let me inside of this game Jabari and I had to kick it in
Im in the city but I got a bitty that’s up on the mountain in Hamilton
Im kickin shit in my louboutins trying to break em in
I got bad luck when im fucked up
I am too deep I might throw up
Baby I know im damned im so horrible
Still I get my way its magical

Ping on my phone and she ask if im ready
I got Cheese in my blunt so my fingers is steady
She pull on my woods and it give her a headie
This liquid is thick in my cup like its heavy
Im blowing this gas like the back of a chevy
I can’t go in I aint ready I stuff up my Louis v jeans with some fete on fete
He say hell get me so why aint u got me
My diamonds keep flashing my neck paparazzi
I try to tell her baby girl I mean well
But u know I cant let them try me
This is a war zone
I got a singed heart I cannot feel no more
Yea
I am not like before
I am not like before yea

ricochet (jabarionthebeat x okaykhan)

https://soundcloud.com/ripkais
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

honestly f*ckin tired of this 
sh*t just works out terribly 
problems thrown like snowb*lls 
so cold with it
anxiety 
sinkin in my brain 
got two feet but i still cant stand 
work through my troubles its takin its toll on my mind i cant help if i dont feel alright 
f*ck it ur right
im outta my mind

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around

kais - can't tell me

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

lyrics:

Just look what opinions could do
I hate that frown when I see it on you
We all try to hide hurt
But here Ill help u detox
5 minutes I need 5 minutes
I know Im not really him but im a spitting image
But a skewed image
And a bruised image
I think I need life advice like what to do with it uh
 Take me back to my life as an innocent
Cause this is too hard and I dont know if I could finish it
Even in the dark I will pray for my enemies
when shit gets hard we all need some security
Forgivness 
Is just temporary till ur use dies
And ur commodity is lost
I shuffle thru these obituaries 
In the papers to make sure u battled on
If I see the name I think id lose it yea
I knew u before u were going thru it yea
I know im no angel but id save u
Every night i stay up thinking what I could do

On the LRT
I been sound asleep
She Calling me moody
But I do not want beef
I do not break ties
They just all chincey
 Lately I been pouring up
Guess I been thirsty
Muscle car donuts
To All my haters hold nuts
Pack this weed into my blunt
Like it was subway cold cuts
Off this gin I dont bust
But I’ll still eat up
Leave it hella beat up
And she dont use the visa just my emotions
 
5 minutes I need 5 minutes
I know Im not really him but im a spitting image
But a skewed image
And a bruised image
I think I need life advice like what to do with it uh
Draw ill line
And ill abide regardless
Of my pride
This sacrifice would be worth it
The strings have crossed in my head
My pleasure comes from my mistreatment
I totally lack in my defense
But I hope u feel that were even
Cause I do not feel that were equal anymore
I cant relate to u anymore
My body is whored out to demons
But Ive come to enjoy feeling
My cup look like purple vitamin water with minerals
Plus I got my windows pouring out with this indo
She want 20 thousand to cop what was in though
Just to buy some jackets in summer like what snow
I blow on this Michelin man its gas smoke
This shit on me like 3 at the lowest u too low
His wife hit my dm and I thought she was widowed
I never would answer I just open when work slow

On the LRT
I been sound asleep
She Calling me moody
But I do not want beef
I do not break ties
They just all chincey
 Lately I been pouring up
Rip to pimp c
Muscle car donuts
To All my haters hold nuts
Pack this weed into my blunt
Like it was subway cold cuts
Off this gin I dont bust
But I’ll still eat up
Leave it hella beat up
And she dont use the visa just my emotions

LR7 (nevrfall)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
am i alive? guess we'll know if i breathe
i killed them all i can live in peace
i lost a lot, praying for enemies
avoiding evil that i might bring
i'll fight till death if it keeps u safe
i'll kill them all just to make sure ur okay
they charge at me, hold my ground, be brave
i lost my mind and there's nothing that remains

(one, two, three, go)

i just wrote you a letter
i wish u the best
yea i been doin better
and that's a big step
u got what u asked for
a life with no us
but u come back for more
and it's never enough
i just sent a letter
all the way from home
i'll miss u forever
why'd u have to go
i'm caught up in the center
baby i could die
it has been a pleasure
i'll meet u in the sky
this is it yea can't let down my guard
i never talk man, don't put me in charge
i cut her off should've done that from the start
leaving marks
i don't love me
why do i continue? swim in agony
we were so close until u stabbed me
i cut u off too cause u were bad for me
don't come back to me no

i'm so nervous right now i'm tweaking, why can i not speak
i fidget, it's so obvious i have anxiety
u sat there and did nothing while u saw me slowly bleed
i wiped it from my skin now there's scars for eternity
am i okay? guess we'll know if i breathe
check for my pulse to make sure it beats
i lost a lot, it's too much for me to see
i talk to god, praying for my enemies

the war II

produced by heylog
guitar by ashen

lyrics:
my minds
dizzy and my head is way too light 
middle of nowhere just i
now i wish u could be here
the plan is to go disappear

no i
wanna leave so bad i sigh
and i'm sick of everything i cry
and i don't if i should be scared
just let me know if you'll be here
cause i'm too used to people leaving
why is it never good timing
and i'm sick apologizing 
when ur the one who should b sorry
i'm sick
i'll pass it over with one kiss
now we're both sharing our dna
too soon for home yea i'll be there late
still see grey

i'm sick
i'll pass it over with one kiss
now we're both sharing our eye's
what is it like sharing lives?
tonight i plan to make u mine
hearts so lost, thinking u could change that
i been through a lot and i lost a couple friend's 
but if i'm being honest i could care less
i don't wanna go through hell again
i need nothing, from u or anyone
i see something in her, i felt like i have won
(won)
translate my words into love
a better me, better evolve
no i
wanna leave so bad i sigh
and i'm sick of everything i cry
and i don't if i should be scared
just let me know if you'll be here
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made this with strep throat yuh

evolve

You're not answering my texts now
Got me feeling stressed out
Thought that you were different
But you're just like all the rest now
I never said that I was perfect
Yeah I know I got my own shit
Told you that I'm working on it
But you're making me feel worthless
I just needed you to love me
Please don't fucking judge me
Spit right in my face and I still tell you that you're lovely
Let's pour another cup I don't want to give a fuck
All I think about is love and I think I've had enough

How many times can we pick up the pieces
How many lies does it take to believe it
How many nights will you say that you're leaving
That you're leaving
How can I forget how it felt when you loved me
How many shots till I stop feeling empty
How many nights will you say that you're leaving
So when are you leaving

We went on a heart bender
But I know that you'll push it till we break
Cut you off like I'm a bartender
But you're thirsty and I'm easily replaced
I can't be the only one who sees it
Just know I never asked you to believe in me
Your feelings changing with the seasons
So change your colors in October then you're free to leave
And I don't want to fall in love ever again, I'm too afraid
And no I won't put you above none of my friends
So you can stay away

How many times can we pick up the pieces
How many lies does it take to believe it
How many nights will you say that you're leaving
That you're leaving
How can I forget how it felt when you loved me
How many shots till I stop feeling empty
How many nights will you say that you're leaving
So when are you leaving

How Many Times (ft. Day Dreamer)

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.
Damn you guys..what can i say. 6K follows!! You guys make me cry. I never thought i would be where I am with my music. Im so overwhelmed with joy. I check my soundcloud and often can't comprehend how things are moving and growing so fast but its all thanks to you. So thank you guys for all the love and support you give me, It keeps me going. <3 More music soon. Luv u all!

Lyrics

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

my heart is so cold
i feel so alone
stayed up all night girl
i wish you were home
ill take a hold of you
i want to grow old with you
where did you go
oh where did you go
you got me feeling like 
I’m six feet below the ground 
don’t tell me its over now 
i won’t live this way 
i can’t live this life without you
cause all i fucking do is think about you
all night and day 
baby girl believe the words that i say

addicted to love and your my supplier
but you and i we burn like a fire
and your words they cut like barb wire
but thats how it feels when you love a liar
(x2)

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

so pour the salt on my wound babe
i just wanna feel something
remove the blood from my veins 
so this heart will stop pumping
on the edge and I’m jumping
give me something thats numbing
cause if i don’t have your love 
then this life means nothing
(x2)

I feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x4)

(i feel alone)
i feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x2) 


Alone

Winter Aid - The Wisp Sings (slowed Down)

lyrics:

how u treat my love like a weapon
she want me to put her song on the setlist
i think she just thru her bra out the section
anything to give the pop on the attention
in a coupe top dropped and im racin
she said im pretty fly for a caucasian
off white zip ties on the laces
when u pop its alotta new faces

i cannot take it
bad lil bih and she wear a nice fragrance
i cant fall in love that shit is stagnant
if i break ur heart i aint pickin up the fragments
long snapchats so it split into segments
sea side everytime i got the necklace
stop signs i been blowin cause im reckless
if u speak on it then u better represent it
i just poured the rest up in the cup and now im techless

how im comin down she like sorry not at home
if i hit the road i aint got nowhere to go
baby whachu mean when u say i went cold
every day is february up inside my soul
and i know u got friends that been waitin on a split
comin late night why u always gotta dip
im just on the grind and im tryna hit it rich
baby how u mad mad but u still want me to hit

fuck it imma hit
fuck it imma ball
he only drop one hit you would think he went bald
i was buying bunch expensive shit inside the mall
if she see balenci she gon let u in the walls
she on some crazy with the throat i might just offer her a halls
if she meet u in the club then she gon bring u to the stalls
only 5'6 but she stand real tall
ask her what she want and she gon say she want it all

how u treat my love like a weapon
she want me to put her song on the setlist
i think she just thru her bra out the section
anything to give the pop on the attention
in a coupe top dropped and im racin
she said im pretty fly for a caucasian
off white zip ties on the laces
when u pop its alotta new faces

how u treat my love like a weapon
she want me to put her song on the setlist
i think she just thru her bra out the section
anything to give the pop on the attention
in a coupe top dropped and im racin
she said im pretty fly for a caucasian
off white zip ties on the laces
when u pop its alotta new faces

new faces (vitals x jabarionthebeat)

lyrics:

i cannot believe this
you gon see just what i coulda done for ya  coulda brought to ya
i cannot believe this
cut me off but girl i pray this new man'll mean alot to ya
i cannot believe 
i cannot believe 
i cannot believe 
i cannot believe 
i cannot believe 
i cannot believe 
i cannot believe 
i cannot believe this
hard to believe when its shit like this
hard to believe in a bitch like this
baby i aint think u pullin shit like this
my heart is broken i can feel it

i cannot believe 
what this shit mean to me
my bodies damaged can you heal it
i reach up to touch the ceiling
i could feel the paint thats peeling off
slow down baby
blue tints up when i roll round baby
cup doubled up got a cold now baby
i just wanna get you all alone now baby

come back soon i gotta issue in here
she gon break down need tissue in here
all of my dawgs i got pitbulls
ion got time to be social
fuck it 
fuckin on a mom imma young mclovin
if she hit me up then u know i be dubbing
i cannot uber her so she is bussing
I used to fall in love now i just feel nothing

hold up hold up ou
and baby i can fuck but im not no boo
gimme that cake girl gimme that juice
make the shit quake girl make the shit move
ion got no damn time
if i make plans then im right on time 
yes sir
what the fuck going on on this earth
truth right there but we move so blind

i cannot believe 
i cannot believe 
i cannot believe 
i cannot believe 
i cannot believe 
i cannot believe 
i cannot believe 
i cannot believe this
hard to believe when its shit like this
hard to believe in a bitch like this
baby i aint think u pullin shit like this
my heart is broken i can feel it

i cannot believe this (jabarionthebeat)

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Bones - YouWantTheGoodNewsOrTheBadNews?

REMAINS

Bones & Lyson - MonsterMash

Bones & Lyson - Lacquer

Bones & Lyson - Baja

enjoy 🖤
lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-slowly-obsess-lyrics
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RsvHFHl5ynE

cover by: @hugo.psd

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SLOWLY OBSESS (Prod. Pacific)

produced by samashi
featuring sewerperson

[Verse 1]
It’s getting harder breathe
I know you won’t stay here with me
Let me just die in your company 
The feeling of love is deceased 
And I can’t keep doing this shit
I keep lying to myself the feeling won’t dip
It just splits me in two 
Every seconds of you
I keep thinking of you
Can’t stop thinking of you

[Bridge]
Tell me where you wanna go 
Yeah I can take it slow
Girl just let me know
Yeah girl just let me know
Girl just let me know
I can take it slow
Girl just let me know

[Chorus]
Can you keep me talking I been up all night
I can hear them sing and I can see the light
Fall asleep on the call
Please just catch me fore I crash and fall

[Verse 2 - sewerperson]
catch me for i fall
down by city hall
rollin up
service alcohol
bottle waterfall
they aint purchase
i spent all this time preparing for the night now its curtains
why she think im worth it
honestly i dont deserve it
i just got back in town
i just came back around
now she all different
i dont wanna lead you on
i cannot hold you down
she say its like business
i cannot break these locks
she just gon keep me round
this is my prison
quiet gon bring me peace
close my eyes im free
lately im losing my vision

[Chorus]
Can you keep me talking I been up all night
I can hear them sing and I can see the light
Fall asleep on the call
Please just catch me fore’ I crash and fall

stream!

crash and fall (feat. sewerperson) [prod. samashi]

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U Dont Have To Pretend

shoutout to sewer and slip for making this legendary <3

alone with the lightning

Intro

Listen to the birds singing 
Kissing in my car I
Idk if there’s a purpose

Feel like we moving at a high speed
Waiting for the lightning to strike me

Getting tempted by the eyes you hold
Hands warm but your heart cold

Verse 1

Dont wanna assume it
feels like u been acting
I dont wanna do this
u go push me back in

Stare at me with hate
Through those crystal eyes
And it kills inside
But im acting fine

U dont even know Me
I know that u scared too
U dont wanna fall in love by accidental
For when u decide to leave  to hard to handle
I wanted all of u
And not a sample 

Far away 
see a glimpse
Of your heart but
Its laying deep inside the shadows

After all things wont be the same
So Might as well use this as ammo

Verse 2

im breaking through the barrier
i still need to hurry up
baby what u pickin up
i cant tell if this is love
40000 years amuck
we still argue bout what star we from
but stop and look how far we come
damn i we didnt do enough

plenty men devoured by the evil lesser known
if i stay focused on the essence of my soul
i gotta prophecy entangled with my spirit that the stars
chose to bestow
i bleed from out my eyes into the late november snow
the fox inside my blood has chose his presence to be known
the human left inside me looks to find another home
he says im awful
im way above the ways of thinking lawful
im stuck inside the mouth of reason rippin out his tonsils
my energy is somehow tied to paleozoic fossils
its smothered deep in mother natures arms remaining coddled
but i like it
as for every mortal left alive your uninvited
we take this gift of earth and give it violence
id prefer if inside my world i could choose to keep it private
its not tinnitus
but this noise inside my head id like to attribute to sirens
insomuch i feel the rush of vehicles beside it
these flashing scenes of tragedy sit inside of my eyelids

waiting for the lightning to strike me | feat. sewerperson (slipfunc)

FromBeyondTheGrave

Bones - WhoGoesThere?

Keywords and Inspiration: emo rap, emo, alternative, alternative rock, indie, rap, pop rap, lil peep, cold hart, coldhart, juice wrld, guccihighwaters, 93feetofsmoke, gothboiclique, guardin, convolk, xxxtentacion, rawska, horse head, yeek, dominic fike, trippie redd, lil tracy, mackned, gab3, ilovemakonnen, sad, iann dior, machine gun kelly, sewerperson, 9tails

Forget That ft. Sewerperson (rushill)

Check out the producer:
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/morningm3adow
Traktrain: https://traktrain.com/heycurly
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/morningm3adow/

Lyrics
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Under pressure I can feel it in my bones
I got wrists so icy, I'm so cold
Don't you even try me, you don't know
What I've been through, when you're too deep to cope

When you're under this stress I can feel it in my skull
I've been walking to the light but the light's too dull
Wings all on me from when I fell down above
I've been waitin' for the devil but the devil won't come

I got thoughts in my head that tell me I'm fine
That I'm spinnin' these words into little white lies
And these worries and burdens seem to collide
At the worst fucking time, so no I'm never alright

Stressed out, yeah I'm stressed out, I can't take it anymore 
I don't think they'd even know what I'm feeling
Sink down, yeah I sink down, I could sink into the floor
While you're sayin' in your game I'm the villain
Sit down, yeah I sit tight, when it rains it pours
And this room seems to keep on fillin'
Stay out, better stay out, don't you open the door
I've been locked in here for a minute

Late at night I'm contemplating
Fears in my head keep on waiting
Insomniac but my energy is draining
It's my fault I keep on failing
It's myself I keep on blaming
And the questions I'm still evading
Screamin' out loud if they hear my wailing
That I'm the only person that they should be hating

You would sneak every night through my window
I would get so high off the indo
I would tell you how I'm feelin' when I'm feelin' low
Baby girl you were the only one to ever know
We would cuddle under covers when we're still cold
I think about it to this day when I'm all alone
I even told you back then I didn't wanna go
Baby girl you were the only one to ever know

19 [Prod. Morning Meadow]

Been tired for way too long tonight but can't close my eyes
Been cycling through these empty sheets for what feels like hours
Cause' 10:00 turned to 12:00 and danced into 3:00 then 6:00 came along and fell back on me
Been cycling through these empty sheets for what feels like hours

And oh oh ohh
all that I need's
A doh-o-o-ose
A little caffeine

Let it go and I
Will never be alright
I'm leaving for tonight
A 40 minute drive
Away from all the lights
To clear a scattered mind
Cause' I been ready to go
Not knowing when I might

And oh oh ohh
all that I need's
A doh-o-o-ose
A little caffeine
To co-o-o-ope
With all of my dreams oh
You're all that I need so...

(Do I feel better with broken heart?)

Been dreaming a bit too much last week
Bout' your starry eyes
Been thinking a lot last month that we might not make it by 
So is it just me?
When I ain't the thinkin' right and I lie through my teeth?
Been waiting for the perfect time to speak but
The stitches on my lips go up to my cheeks

Let it go and I
Will never be alright
I'm leaving for tonight
A 40 minute drive
Away from all the lights
To clear a scattered mind
Cause' I been ready to go
Not knowing when I might

And oh oh ohh
all that I need's
A doh-o-o-ose
A little caffeine
To co-o-o-ope
With all of my dreams oh
You're all that I need so

Do I feel better with a broken heart?
Am I together when I fall apart?
Cuz I can't gather all the missing parts
Unless I'm wide awake and drifting off

Drifting Off

lyrics:

Im in the area
Come out side
Girl im in love with u
Please don’t cry
I couldn’t fight
Ill let u win yea
Im yours
Memo 
Memo
I didn’t get the memo
Memo 
Memo
I didn’t get the memo

I got some rose inside of me
I hope u choose to confide in me baby
We would just do it all casually
Wonder if u really know what u meant to me
I took a break from my city I needed it
I sip on whiskey too much I be bleeding it
She let me have it with u she been teasing it
Push to start car I cannot put my keys in it
Maybe I could make some time to come home and see u
Maybe I would do it if u wasn’t mad at me like I was evil

I am in love with the way u killing me baby
Im talking like I had a pill in me baby
She having trouble with honesty lately
She having trouble with calling me back
Why the fuck u gotta be on attack
Can we just pour out some drink and relax
Sorry im busy im chasing a sack
I should stop buying her shit when she mad

Im in the area
Come out side
Girl im in love with u
Please don’t cry
I couldn’t fight
Ill let u win yea
Im yours
Memo 
Memo
I didn’t get the memo
Memo 
Memo
I didn’t get the memo

Bounce
I spend my night with an ounce
I spend my night buying rounds
I spent my night on the town
Look in my face u could see that I aged
Im writing my story im trying to fill up this half of the page
How much more could I take
How much more will I face
My watch is blind my face when im checking the time
Look at this pain in my eyes
I built this up now u burning it out
Least were enjoying the ride right now
When its dark out I start to feel horrible
Could u tell me lies and make me comfortable
Yuh she make me feel right i swear she magical
I put my palm on her thigh and I kiss on her neck it feel so natural
I don’t wanna leave but I got to

Im in the area
Come out side
Girl im in love with u
Please don’t cry
I couldn’t fight
Ill let u win yea
Im yours
Memo 
Memo
I didn’t get the memo
Memo 
Memo
I didn’t get the memo

memo (kassgocrazy x kuru x mon)

Lyrics:
shawty on the down low, tryna get that good snow
hangin round the crib, she could puff and watch that cloud go
sayin that she bad tho, know the truth it's all show
hand up on my chest, feel my heart, but its ice cold

you could see the bank roll, know it take a big toll
got me feelin down low, i could feel it in my soul
got my heart that you stole, i already knew though
keep it to myself, cause you know i got a new goal

keep my pride, when a bitch want ride
only be my side, cause my main gon cry
had to coast the tide, when my heart denied
why got three hoes, cause im dead inside

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
she could tie my hands keep me lock while we chillin
i could flip it turn around and she wait till i drill it
got a stone cold knife in my back i can feel it

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
but i been down low feelin dead but im livin
she could take my soul but it been unforgiven
uh, bitch what's new been like this since the beginning

Villain

villain

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lyrics: 

crush me under the pressure of your talons
oh what a talent you have
for pulling me apart 
oh, its like a work of art

why didnt u just tell me?
i drag myself through hell
so self depreciating 
i think i need some help...

i think i do...
u told me that...
i would be nothing without you...

but u were never truthful
drag myself thru the mud for your approval
yeah u might as well just kill me...
u might as well...

yeah end it right here i dare you
cuz ur cup runneth over with blood i spill for u
yeah i do this every single time...

ever motherfucking time.....
everytime....

crush me under the pressure of your talons
oh what a talent you have
for pulling me apart 
oh, its like a work of art

talons

Artist and producer from OR. Always in my feels

How Many Times (ft. Day Dreamer)

Elijah Reiter