Paininmyheart 
Days we fell apart
And you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
And thats ok its not fair 
Its only you when i stare 
Another day i dont care 
I popped a xan and im there 

PainInMyHeart
Days we fell apart 

And You were standing right there
And i was in my nightmare
And thats ok its not fair 
its only you when i stare
another day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

days we fell apart and 

you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
and thats ok

paininmyheart
days we fell apart
 And You were standing right there
And i was in my nightmare

its only you when i stare
another day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

paininmyheart
days we fell apart and 

you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
and thats ok its not fair
its only you when i stare 
antoher day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

i love you nicole <333

paininmyheart [prod. elisxxv]

Come Around w/ Oblesiva

cover by ugly boy

swamp code live by the rocks tho

emotional soundscape (prod. matheus felipe)

RUNNIN

artwork by simplycyberella
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novocaine

if i could numb the pain

ill finally take my fucking life an uzi to the brain

you are my drug my love

i wish i made you smile

but all i have left to my name is 20 bucks and a pile of crumpled suicide notes

wish i put into account what i wrote

wish i had never lived another day and was suspended from the rope

i cant hear a thing that you are saying anymore

drugs in my system because im aching and sore

you are my everything i never wanna lose you

do anything for you id fucking kill myself too

if you want me to
id do it for you

wrap your hands round my neck and choke me til my face blue

i listened to you
so listen to me

if you do this ill finally be fucking at peace

dont wanna lose you
but can you lose me

ill stay alive for you but dont cry when im 6 feet deep

teen suicide (prod. jukebox joints)

brokeboys are not of this earth.
∞
all tracks crafted by yorgan unless stated otherwise.
∞
this our year.

The Matrix - Yorgan & Yarzan

Official Music Video: https://youtu.be/4Tp5bL88tUE

in my darkest of days. 
Written, Produced, Mixed/Mastered by Elijah Heaps
Cover Photo by @prodneomada

Lyrics:
i been feeling like a joke
so low
you cant see me im a ghost
i know
ive been down here at my lows
my lows
i got nowhere else to go
to go

now im leaving from my home
my home
i got nowhere else to go
to go
now im running from my home
i have nowhere else to go
so cold

ive been dreaming of the coast
white snow
life and death are what you make it
i know
took a couple from the sheet
i thought
this could not happen to me
my god

ive been trugding the seas
but now im on my knees for you
i love your company
girl can you take my mind off of everything

i been feeling like a joke
so low
you cant see me im a ghost
i know
ive been down here at my lows
my lows
i got nowhere else to go
to go

now im leaving from my home
my home
i got nowhere else to go
to go
now im running from my home
i have nowhere else to go
so cold

NowhereElseToGo (prod. Elijah Heaps)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

prod. @plurbs

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tqxtkagl5FU

Lyrics

Verse:
People ask where the time go,
It don't exist,
But what the fuck do I know,
I don't,
But you don't either you and I both,
You're so defensive,
When I say your minds closed you show your temper,
Holy shit,
Summer ends and the colder it gets,
And you don't notice while you living in the moment I been,
Thinkin about last year,
Me the homies were hoping that we would open for Omen at one the showing events,
Sadly we didn't go,
Quit my job now I'm broke,
Didn't even show up to graduation decided,
It was a waste of my time,
To sit on stage with a crowd,
Of everyone that I fuckin hate in the seats all around,
The other day out in town,
I saw someone I remember I guess we used to be friends but we haven't spoke for a while,
He said some time we should kick it but I probably didn't wanna because he thinks I act like I'm too cool for it now,
I told him nah it ain't true,
Everybody fake dude,
So I keep a small circle like the size of plates,
Tryna move up outta state,
Somewhere by the mountains anywhere that it's a quiet place,
I don't like the public they do,
So I started thinkin bout it when I walked away,
After all the comments hella people in this town had made,
Yellin I'ma faggot,
A drug addict,
To some parents who have no clue of my life and what's happened

Chorus:
I think of runnin away from here so much but when the fuck will I go, ay,
Everybody always got some stupid shit to say I don't pay them no mind though, no but I'ma,
Asshole I'm annoying to some,
Others look at me and just make assumptions,
That's cool cuz I don't give a fuck,
And I know so many people think I am just a,
Loser a loser,
Oh,
I'm just a loser a loser I know,
Oh

Verse 2:
And I can tell that my girl parents ain't fond of me,
Her father thinks,
I'm nothin but a wanna be and,
I'm overlooked no surprise to me,
That's how it be until you making dollars g,
And at the same time jealousy from friends of me,
And even motha fuckin family,
Begin to seem a little bit ridiculous,
Eat a dick you just hating cuz you wish you did,
All of the shit I do but you can't,
Cuz you motha fuckas ain't got skills and wont admit,
That I'm dope,
But you ain't got to so just don't piss me off,
Or I'ma rhyme bout you and fuckin rip you up,
yeah,
I'm sick and tired of the face they make when people ask what i do these days it's like they ain't got faith,
"Oh you ain't workin for no minimum wage?"
Nah bitch and ya'll wont take my place and that's real shit,
My Ex said I ain't as cute as I was,
And that's fine baby cuz the feelings mutual dumb bitch,
Superficial as fuck,
Been taking shit for too long,
With no rebuttal so fuck it I hit you up in a song diss yeah,
I been nice and expected the same,
I'm thinkin twice and don't expect a thing no no,
Late nights when you expect a ring,
From my line guess you gone have to wait,
Since I'm just a loser

Chorus:
Loser a loser,
Oh,
I'm just a loser a loser I know,
Oh

LOSER (prod. PLURBS) *Official Music Video In Description*

a collection of music from the last 4 months w/ Zack

thank you for all your love & continued support.

special thanks to Reaper, Nadiak, Ten50, & Bonta for the production.
thank you to T. Aubrey for direction and keeping us on track.

Floating Away w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. Nadiak)

Elijah Heaps