acrobat

@ogpichu
@rsns2selfish
@whoisnaggens
@greyroxx

happy 19th

pichu - is it my heart or my head (qweshkka naggens greyrock)

h3artch3rades:

two hundred MPH my dashboard 'bout to crash the fuck out
i reached a feaver pitch inside and then i blacked the fuck out
what works for you might not work for me and it's cool it's alright
i'm cooling in the back seat look up and my roof is starlight
cyberpunk yeah i'm going cyberpsycho
a situation where i'm getting money with my eyes closed
can't out perform me 'cause i put in work you know i'm all that
i push the whip i feel like batman 'cause my shit is all black
go go go go
go go go go
i feel like cyberpunk yeah i'm going cyberpsycho
and yeah i get this money yeah i do it with my eyes closed

seph: 

got that metal on me 
cyberpsycho 
yo swag played out
recycled
this tint so goddamn dark 
i’m better off keeping my eyes closed
fix up my broken heart
we goin thru like every trial 
if it ain’t work out from the start 
i can’t be in denial

take one more pill 
from out my cupboard 
then i black the fuck out 
change my demeanor 
almost everytime that you come around 
i see you everywhere i go
i’m tuning everything out
how could i ever let it go? 
that shit is weighing me down

tera:

cld:

I see you wherever I go
Want me to change, then girl let me know
Can I be the best, the one that you hold, yeah
I would take my time but you say you don't want that
Swap my heart for parts, turn my soul black
Learned my lesson once, won't run back 
I got too much time in my hands
Wanna work, pay cash in advance
Green thumb when I count these bands
Cream seats in the whip, I'm goin ghost
You talk too much, doin the most
Live my life the way that I chose
Can you go your own way?
I can't be there for you no more

uxie:

my bro lowkey act like kujo, he tryna spaz on everyone
i get one more its a hat trick, i get one more and its 1 & done
how could i move like you? mom can't lose her only son
codependency, i said i cant rely on no one
haaa, gotta get this on my own
wanna leave, yea you could go
wanna see me i go ghost, yeah
haaa, & i know it hurts u most
out in texas with my bros
girl if u want, you can take my soul

cyberpsycho FT. seph, tera, cld, & uxie (prod.2delegy & h3artch3rades)

@21js @chromecrystals

love it when i hear you talk
no i dont wanna see you walk away
no i dont wanna send you off
no i dont wanna see it all decay
its okay
girl its okay
im fine if you move on
you can talk to me any day
ill be fine
just dont remind me
or my unrequited feelings start inside me
but its not the right time
took your heart will you take mine?
and even if you leave me be ill be fine
ill be fine

its okay youre not in my way
ill call you anyway
miss you so every day
girl its okay
its okay
girl its okay
when im not with you time flies ill be missing you

time flies by will you be by my side?
when it all goes wrong girl will u make things right?
ill try my hardest just to reach out to you
ill call your name but it wont be the same

it's okay prod 21 & chromecrystals

two souls (@1sunsuu)

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/track/5guLDKC32GRVJWMDytFq3t?si=2ec32baf918a4187
cover; https://twitter.com/EbF7l/status/1724735174032961732
♡♡

hey everyone, i'm happy you're taking the time to read this rn <3 i've been needing a place to talk about some things, and i thought a song like this would be perfect .. so ..

back in late 2023, when i started making music with my voice (i've been making music since like 2021 LOL..), i was a completely different person compared to who i am now. i was so terrified of publishing my first song. i almost deleted it and gave up on my voice the morning after. i'm so, so glad i didn't though. am i happier today? i think so? to be honest, i'm not completely sure, but i'm okay with that. let's just see what the future of my music sounds like~ ty for listening btw, it's always been you hit 200 plays the other night which is the most i've had here.. i truly appreciate it..

i've always been a shy/socially anxious boy. in elementary school i always got sick before school. my math teacher was the worst.. LOL. so condescending to little kids.. that must be a sad existence. but i get it. being a teacher has to be a hard job. dealing with other ppls kids nearly everyday, teaching them things you're not even passionate about. all while barely being paid a livable wage. that's the worst. .. but why take that out on me..?

back in middle school i was paired with these two girls in my class for one of those valentines day activities. randomly they told me they both liked me. i had a huge crush on one of them too LOL. i kinda just. didn't know how to react and pretended not to hear them. i still think about it to this day. i hope they're doing okay ;

back in 2020, with the lockdown and everything, i think that was the straw that broke the camels back. by 2021, i wasn't talking to anyone in person that wasn't family. if i'm being honest, it's still that way today. i don't have many irl friends. even the ppl at my school are too different. . or maybe i'm just overthinking it? am i sabotaging myself..?? .. no.. i for sure wouldn't get along with them ..

to be honest, i'm terrified of growing up. i'll be graduating high school scarily soon, and i feel so lost. do i go to college ? trade school ?? should i just go straight into working? no .. i don't want to disappoint my parents .. college is mandatory .. but it's so expensive! ., and degrees are barely worth anything these days because everything is so oversaturated .. but it's so valuable socially ..  but..

should i even be sharing this here? it's not very safe to be so open online to strangers like this .. it's kind of embarrassing too ..

waaah..! enough of scary real life stuff.. what are your favorite games?! my all time favorite is lies of p.. (hey that's what the covers from!!) it's so amazing. if you like action rpgs please please play it !! i've beaten it about 6 times, and i still can't get enough .. the story, the world, the gameplay.. it's like a game specifically made just for me ..

what type of music do you like? ..this song maybe?? LOL. lately, i've been listening to a lot of febuary, key vs. locket, and back number. you should give those a listen .. i don't mean to dwell, but lies of p also has an amazing soundtrack..! seriously, go listen to the clear blue sky. it will change your life ..

ty for reading this jumbled mess .. i just felt like typing all of this out somewhere without burdening anybody .. ily ..

yearning in f# major

real love (prod xternalz)

ft @casbinn
prod @lintukoto @miriyami
master @maysmistake

frailure
i can say i'm happy now
i can say i'm happy now that i'm out of-
outta touch, outta luck, i can't help you out
soul receding, i feel we're depleting
couldn't reach when you always say i'm dreaming
just a feeling, my heart it's been bleeding-
out, out loud
but you never seem to hear a sound
when i need you
now, you're gone (you're gone)
i can say i'm happy with the things that i chose and lost

casbin
falling for the same things again
i dont know whats right
pulling on my heart
really hate it when we fight
cant get out of bed i feel paralyzed
i just wanna cry out if thats alright

and again i keep having dreams of you
but ill listen to my thoughts and ill hate me too
never thought i would feel like this so soon
(but ill fall apart again)

dreaming +casbin (anka + miri + maysmistake)

everlost  ˚　✦　　　.　　. 　 ˚　

its a thing a memory thing!
yeah I did the @coldspades its just so catchy haha

w/ @naawws

Lyrics ♡⸜(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)⸝♡:

[@drewalongtheglare]
The day you leave is when I die
So drop your guard, you must not hide
I know it's hard to stay alive
It's even worse to say goodbye

The day you leave is when I die
So drop your guard, you must not hide
I know it's hard to stay alive
It's even worse to say goodbye

[@naawws]
Yeah, I cannot lie, 
keepin' it to myself for the whole damn time
I was so busy hiding my own disguise
So drop your guard and do not hide

Always tell you the truth,
Why would I even lie?
I could show you some proof,
You would still just deny

I can't get you to stop,
You're wastin' all my time
Yeah, I cannot falter,
Gotta stay alive

Drop Your Guard ft. naawws (saeyxng + ‪kirani‬)

may-august

𝄞 ♩ ♪ ♪___♩. ♪ |♩ ♪ ♪___♩ 𝄇 ♩ ♪ ♪___♩. ♪ |♩ ♪ ♪___♩ 𝄂

1. solo
2. + @wesberk
3. solo
4. solo
5. + @nouvelle_angleterre
6. + @wesberk
7. + @yconi
8. + @wesberk
9. solo
10. solo
11. solo
12. solo
13. + @hartfxlt
14. + @hartfxlt
15. + @hartfxlt
16. solo
17. + @assperrr
18. + @assperrr


𝄢 ♩ ♪ ♪___♩. ♪ |♩ ♪ ♪___♩ 𝄇 ♩ ♪ ♪___♩. ♪ |♩ ♪ ♪___♩ 𝄂

yearning in f# major

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