I think the feels just jumped me, if we're honest.

tell me what do you remember tell me the story that you know did you tell yourself that i was weak did you think that i let go  dean that place became my penance it was my choice to stay behind i couldn’t figure out how to tell you i thought that this would be more kind  cuz i have seen inside you since the day that we first met know how you hold on so tight to things you should forget and you laid down the fences easy as a line of salt but you can’t blame yourself for this, this was not your fault  cuz you can’t save everyone listen to me you can’t save everyone it’s true you see you can’t save everyone it’s not your responsibility   i know your tendency to protect and to pretend but you can’t save everyone my friend  i don’t know what you want to hear dean i don’t know what you’d have me do i may have caused some suffering on earth but i destroyed the home i knew  this isn’t something you can fix, dean there is no monster here to kill only the reminisce of what i have done only my fault, only my will  i don’t know what you’re afraid of why you feel you have to know will you listen if i beg you do you hear me saying no and if you want the answers, you’ll have to ask somebody else  if i go back to heaven now im afraid i'll kill myself  and you canvas everyone listen to me you can’t save everyone it’s true you see you can’t save everyone it’s not your responsibility  i know this isn’t what you wanted but you can’t save everyone my friend  cuz you can’t save everyone listen to me you can’t save everyone it’s true you see you can’t save everyone it’s not your responsibility   and i will try to stand beside you till the end but you can’t save everyone you can’t save everyone you can’t save everyone my friend

i can already tell this will rip my heart out

I actually can't breathe, this is just so beautiful

"I'm not really with the whole, uh, love, and... love." - Dean Winchester (9x02)

I really don't even know why I decided to do this but I needed another cheesy Destiel song in my life, so. This happened.

I messed up some of the chords and lyrics, but, eh. This is just a demo. I'll record it again later.

Lyrics:
I've always hated sentiment, don't want a chick flick moment, like saying "I love you"
Even when it's true, it's something I just cannot do

You and I have become "we", and I know you love me, 'cause you tell me all the freakin'  time
If I could, I'd find, a way to tell you, too, but I...

I don't know what else to say
Cas don't look at me that way
It only makes me want to tell you that I…
…I can't say

'Cause I'm not really good with romance, baby, all I know is that you drive me crazy, but I'm
Not really with the whole, uh, love, and… love… yeah, love
You can try to get me to admit it, but you know I'm gonna keep it hidden 'cause I'm
Not really with the whole, uh, love, and… love… yeah, love

Don't take it personally, 'cause I can't even tell Sammy that I care
No, I can't bear the way those stupid words fill the air

I said before that I needed you, and it's so true, I hope you understand
That where you stand, I wanna be there holding your hand… wait, I mean, uh…

I don't know what else to say
Cas don't look at me that way
It only makes me want to tell you that I…
…I can't say

I'm not really good with romance, baby, all I know is that you drive me crazy, but I'm
Not really with the whole, uh, love, and… love… yeah, love
You can try to get me to admit it, but you know I'm gonna keep it hidden 'cause I'm
Not really with the whole, uh, love, and… love… yeah, love

It's so damn hard for me to say
But when you look at me that way
It really makes me want to tell you that I…
I'm gonna say...

I'm not really good with romance, baby, all I know is that you drive me crazy, and I
Think that maybe I have fallen in love… yeah, love
For the longest time I couldn't admit it, but it's too damn hard to keep it hidden 'cause I
Think that maybe I have fallen in love… yeah, love

Yeah, I'm not really good with romance, baby, all I know is that you drive me crazy, and I
Think that maybe I have fallen in love… yeah, love
For the longest time I couldn't admit it, but it's too damn hard to keep it hidden 'cause I
Think that maybe I have fallen in love… yeah, love
I'm in love

I Can't Say (Love And Love) (Demo)

We gotta talk, Dean; 
don't walk away.
You've only a few months left, 
and there are things I gotta say.

I know you're scared, Dean, 
and that's okay.
But pretending that you're fine 
won't keep the hell hounds at bay.

So you gotta drop the act, just drop this show.
You gotta teach me every little thing you know.
Cause I gotta fight this war alone once you go.
And I need for you to do this, cause deep down you know.

CHORUS:

It's cause we're brothers.
You're Dean, I'm Sam.
It's cause I rely on you these days 
to show me who I am.

It's cause I've got your back, 
and you've got mine.
It's cause I know you're lying 
when you tell me that you're fine.
'Cause you're there for me the way Dad never was.
So if you wanna know why,
It's cause, just cause.

VERSE 2

We're not just vessels for them to use.
Whatever we've got between us is what they want to abuse.
But we are stronger, yes we can choose.
And I need you here with me because it's you I can't lose.

So let's prove to them we're stronger than we've shown.
Cause I'd rather be together than alone.
I believe in you now that we're all grown.
Cause at the end of the day, I think I've always know.

CHORUS

It's cause we're brothers.
You're Sam, I'm Dean.
It's cause when I call you a bitch you know just what I mean.
It's cause we're family, deeper than bone.
It's cause wherever you are is where I'm most at home.
Cause you look up to me the way no one else does.
So if you ask me why,
It's cause, just cause.

VERSE 3 

So you just dropped in out of the sky.
I don't care if you were desperate, that's no reason to lie.
You're a frickin' child, Cas.
Do you know why?
I was always there to help you all you had to do was try.

So you gotta put an end to all this demon play.
'Cause we can fix it, man, we'll find a way.
And I know I should have told you every day.
And it might be too late, but still I have to say.

CHORUS

It's cause we're brothers.
I'm Dean, you're Cas.
It's my responsibility to kick you in the ass.
It's cause you always come when I call.
It's cause I'd catch you if you're ever to fall.
So whatever this deal with Crowley was,
I'm asking you to stop now,
Cause, just cause.

It's cause we're brothers, until the end.
No matter what's up ahead, know you were always my friend.
It's cause you always come back to me.
I may not believe much in God, but I believe in family.
And you might say it doesn't matter, but it does.
Cause when I wanna say I love you,
I say cause, just cause.

How To Speak Winchester

well, hey, way to go dean, you guessed it
your worst nightmare is me
'cause I know how you look into the mirror
and hate everything you see

do you have original thoughts, dean?
or do you just want to be like your dad? 
'cause you can wear his clothes and you can listen to his music
but you'll never have his love like sammy had

so what are you gonna do, dean? you gonna cry about it?
I guess you'll go to hell for your mistakes
and now you know how demons are made there
and it won't take long for you to break

I know my brother's fighting somewhere out there
and it is so hard to admit that I'm scared
it's been so easy to pretend I don't care
but what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare?

can't raise your fingers and snap me away dean
you're stuck in here, you'll find
and you're too stupid to get a way out now,
'cause you're trapped in your own mind

you'll always be daddy's blunt little instrument
a shield and nothing more
it's a good thing you sold your soul to save your little brother
'cause without sam, what the hell are you good for?

so what are you gonna do, dean? you gonna cry about it?
you know that every word I say is true
you don't care if you live or if you die, now
your own father didn't care, so why should you?

I know my brother's fighting somewhere out there
and it is so hard to admit that I'm scared
it's been so easy to pretend I don't care
but what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare?

my father was an obsessed bastard
I didn't deserve what he put on me
all that crap about protecting sam
when he's the one who couldn't save his family

I don't deserve to die, I don't deserve hell
you say I don't matter but I do because
my dad's the one who was never there for sam
and I, I always was

and I know my brother's fighting somewhere out there
and it is so hard to admit that I'm scared
it's been so easy to pretend I don't care
but what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare?

Your Own Worst Nightmare

please keep your opinions to yourself
put your hero complex on the shelf
one look from you and I will surely break
there’s only so judgment I can take

and it’s too late to go back now
I’ve lost my faith and how
else can we win this war?
after all, isn’t free will what we’re fighting for?

you’re the one who raised me, helped me learn
but I crossed a bridge and now it starts to burn
I didn’t ask permission, I should have tried
I fell to better offers and to pride

and it’s too late to go back now
I’ve lost my family, how
else can I win this war?
after all, isn’t free will what we’re fighting for?

these words are empty vessels, that I know
but you hurt me more than I could ever show
you think that I’m a monster, and that’s true
I did it for the world, did it for you

and it’s too late to go back now
I’ve lost my love and how
else can we win this war?
after all, isn’t free will what we’re fighting for?

Mistakes

http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?v7ige3dxjvnt2z3

max-t.tumblr.com
a song that i uploaded on tumblr, got some requests for a download so here it is. 

Still (Dean'sSong)

Chorus
My Mouth is dry, My cheeks are wet,
but still i haven’t found you yet.
the times ticks on, everybodys gone
and still i havent found you yet

this is the last mark on the map, no signal left no path to track
just me alone left on my own, to finsh what we started

and still i havent found you yet, and still i wont see you again.
and still i dont know where i am, and still i dont regret a bit of it.
-
this storys done this is the end, i’m finished let me die again
but this time leave me in the ground, i swear i wont dig myself out

ive had enough ive seen it all, ive even caused angels to fall
i cant handle the dissapointment, hanging yourself for a few good men

so hate me now and hate me hard, i gave it all up just to get this far
and i’m growing old yet no less bold, then i was when i was younger
Chorus
and still i havent found you yet, and still i wont see you again
and still i dont know where i am, and still ive done all that i can

and still i’m gonna get you out, and still i wont give up not now
and this time i’ll save you, not the other way around

ive had enough ive seen it all, ive even caused angels to fall
i cant handle the dissapointment, hanging yourself for a righteous man.

my arms are stuck, i’ve had enough
but still i haven’t found you yet.
i’ve lost it all, everybody falls
but i’m not losing it not yet.

Still (Dean's Song)

when I first met you oh a star was in your eye
darker than a highway road and lonesome like the sky
I couldn’t read your face but I swore that you had doubt
you burrowed deep in me I couldn’t keep you out

and now it rains all day and turns my thoughts to rust
without you here with me I don’t know who to trust
and I wasn’t going to beg you, but I must
don’t be dead, please, don’t be dead

you travel with me, you’re the bag I can’t unpack
it’s full of words I know I said and can’t take back
and I don’t believe it even standing by your grave
cause you were wrong, you’re not a fake, you can be saved

so I lie away at night and wonder where you are
floating in the ocean deep or sitting on a star
cause your coat is in the backseat of my car
don’t be dead, please, don’t be dead

I couldn’t stop your fall, couldn’t keep you from the lake,
I still regret every last chance I didn’t take
I know I said some things,I swore I was still mad
but you remain the greatest friend I’ve ever had

and I’m so lost without you it’s such a sight to see
they say I’m imbalanced, they say I’m wobbly
so please, just one more miracle for me
don’t be dead please don’t be dead
don’t be dead please don’t be dead

Don't Be Dead

You Were The Best (Dean's Lament)

I'd Rather Have You

Bluebird

My Friend

Forget Me

Here you will find songs written about the TV show Supernatural. Enjoy :)

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