Shame on me for what I said tonight
I know what I said just wasn’t right
Baby I thought it was justified cos you broke me twice yeah
So don’t you go and leave for somebody else
And if you need space babe I can help
Promise that you don’t need no one else but me
Maybe i’m being overdramatic
I used to think that we’d always have it
Baby I know that I’m overreacting
But baby this shit is common
Going back to you often
Told myself that I’d stop it, can’t stop yet yeah, yeah
But baby this shit is common
Smoking trees in the commons
Thinking of you pretty often
Wanting you back but we can’t yeah, can’t yeah, yeah
Why’s it always like I’m fighting myself
Piss me off I think it’s somebody else
Tryna put the blame on me
I can feel the stress weighing heavy
I don’t know what’s real I can’t say
I don’t know how to break away from all this pain
Baby girl things aren’t the same don’t know who changed
But I can’t stop thinking when
Maybe i’m being overdramatic
I used to think that we’d always have it
Baby I know that I’m overreacting
But baby this shit is common
Going back to you often
Told myself that I’d stop it, can’t stop yet yeah, yeah
But baby this shit is common
Smoking trees in the commons
Thinking of you pretty often
Wanting you back but we can’t yeah, can’t yeah, yeah

PAINKILLER TWILIGHT

Common

sleeparalysis (feat. sewerperson) prod. sorrow bringer

lay you to sleep
sing you to sleep
(deep sleep)
my love it's gone on long enough
well i've got some to spare
would you waste my time?

lay me to sleep
take me to rest
want you to see
what you did to my chest
stop saving me and unwind
it's obsolete at this time
i promise i'll be alright
i will hide away in my mind
just know i'm here with you now
to help with figuring out when to
take you back to my house 
she said what about now?
Rip my heart out
and throw this shit 
oh what a counterpart 
while leaking life out
i admit i'm glad 
it was in her arms
my love 
it's gone on long enough
and while i've got some to spare
would you waste my time?

Sleeparalysis (feat. sewerperson)

OPENING

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: heydium and @jang0x
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surprise release :D
hope yall enjoy<3
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lyrics:
(verse)
always one to worry bout futures,
used to be chill, till i lost all my humor,
caught in revenge, huh, call me lex luthor,
i just regret that we didnt end sooner,
never stationed, always moving
always dreaming, never lucid,
i got plans so call me stupid,
but dont get mad when im suited
ill be at the top when nobody cared,
i was at the bottom all of them just stared,
so dont be suprised when im closing up,
i dont got an audience, ill make one up,
all ill get, ill get it by myself,
so dont even try to help,
none of yall ever worry bout my health,
til i start talking bout future wealth

[bridge]

(chorus)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,

(verse)
like baby girl, wya now?
you lost everything that you had now,
you did this yourself, dont be throwing fits,
but i wont lie, i do miss
all those nights, yea watching netlfix,
never decide on the show,
like we never decide where to go,
im glad that its over cause now im at home,
watching a movie alone on the couch,
there seems to be comfort in that,
cause every time, yea, i just fall flat,
but now it's too easy, got my life intact,
i always wonder how you doing, but im never checking up,
if you wanted that luxury,  should've been open to talk,
but you always giving up,

[bridge]

(chorus extended)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,
got a list of all the reasons why im never coming back,
you were ignorant and selfish so much times that ive lost track,
you could never get involved,
like whats up with that,
i guess youre perfect for eachother,
and im fine with that,

couldn't be bothered (prod. heydium & jang0)

wasted

six feet deep [prod. drma]

Get Outchea'

produced by born here
soundcloud: @bornhero

LYRICS:
love me like im dead
keep me safe be my coffin
love me like ive sinned
be my light when the world dims

ive been holdin my breath
holdin it deep
hopin for someone to save me

ive been holdin my breath 
holdin it deep
tryin not to scream
not to scream
im in need

dont act like you aint hear my cries
ive been screamin out this whole time

dont be so quick to demonize 
i cant even find myself in my own eyes

hold me like ive left
knowin i aint comin back
kiss me like youre jealous
treat me like your posession

dont be so surprised when i leave
i create problems n get bored quickly
you can put a bullet in my head if u please
but u know ive been dead, so i doubt lead will do anything to me

i need repercussions for the shit i create
specially when its trauma you cant really erase
heres a knife dont forget to fully embrace 
hold tight you bout to cut the ropes off this weight
ill even write lines on my heart theyre pretty straight
you better be ready for what u bout to undertake
are u ready?
ready
set
trace

love me like im dead
keep me safe be my coffin
love me like ive sinned
be my light when the world dims

my coffin (prod. born hero)

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Common

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