love this bro and the sewer feature is fire

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:

try hard
where does it get me
i wake up, feeling so empty
if i die would you forget me
if i die would you forgive me
back to back another bad night
back to back another hard fight
lost again another black eye
lost again another black eye

it dont feel right
not at all
i try my best
but i just fall

coming up but i still feel down
got a couple k in my bank account
i dont wanna be here right now
you dont care if im here right now
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up

where does it get me? (p. xmichaelwarren)

the dark gets deeper than oceans ft. skele *dercept+yeezo+aidan han*

@nevermadeithome
@jolst
@pekarot_161

i can never get myself to care
you can try to fix me but you cant
blurs in my vision overhead
stumbling around, it's only chance
its only chance
damage
i set up the scene in which i land in
pull the curtains down, you cannot make me stand this
i ran in
ruined all i had my hand in
i sit back no use in standin
you wouldn't understand it
too much on my mind
wish i could agree
i couldn't stomach all the lies
i go back there all the time
now you see, i can never get it right

nevermadeithome:
u really ruin my mood
guess thats all on me
cast that shit behind
like a cloak check my feet
i be dancing on my own in my room
keep romancing on ur phone ur not cool
damage
i set up the scence in which i land in
u use to own 2019 but u vanished
savage u know u fdk up panic
u been round to long i guess that u had it

vanish w/ nevermadeithome (jolst x pekarot)

sleeparalysis (feat. sewerperson) prod. sorrow bringer

lay you to sleep
sing you to sleep
(deep sleep)
my love it's gone on long enough
well i've got some to spare
would you waste my time?

lay me to sleep
take me to rest
want you to see
what you did to my chest
stop saving me and unwind
it's obsolete at this time
i promise i'll be alright
i will hide away in my mind
just know i'm here with you now
to help with figuring out when to
take you back to my house 
she said what about now?
Rip my heart out
and throw this shit 
oh what a counterpart 
while leaking life out
i admit i'm glad 
it was in her arms
my love 
it's gone on long enough
and while i've got some to spare
would you waste my time?

Sleeparalysis (feat. sewerperson)

<333

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/brody3/you-will-always-be-a-part-of-me

you will always be a part of me

walking out ur door (prod. irby x jolst)

She makes it easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need her to tell me how she feel about me maybe we can get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you 
You come right back to my life and take it all back to the start and I can't
Wait too long to get another chance 
Baby you know I'm strung out if I ever went to Vegas and bet on you then I'd
Probably be a lucky man

You know I'm starstruck
I guess in Hollywood that is really what they come for
You from the desert and you just made the sky come alive again
Put your feet up on the dashboard we gonn' make it in a second baby
Yeah

You so easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need you to tell me how you feel about me 
Maybe we could get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you I am 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you
You come right back in my life and you take it all back to the start 

And I fantasize about a life that works for the both of us 
I give bad advice but I take it so I don't have to open up
So just light my cigarette take it I won't finish it 
Love you and I know that I'm just making sure you're listening 
So baby what I gotta do to get through to get through to you
Feel like I'm stuck in a scary movie 
I swear I'm so mad at my friend the way he introduced me 
And the room is so dark baby you had a spotlight 
You always find a way to put yourself back in my life

She makes it easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need her to tell me how she feel about me maybe we can get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you 
You come right back to my life and take it all back to the start and I can't
Wait too long to get another chance 
Baby you know I'm strung out if I ever went to Vegas and bet on you then I'd
Probably be a lucky man

spotify

splitting cigarettes w/ sace6 (p. rrarebear)

prod https://soundcloud.com/xlhc & me

woke up
head hurts
i'm still so fried
nosebleed
maybe we get too high
numb face
4 shots
blacked out last night
3 blunts 
double cup
i'll treat you right

i got 1 too many problems gotta kiil one
i got 1 too many things to do im ghostin
i keep that tylenol on deck, murder this migraine
sometimes i wish i could go back but what's the point tho

yeah i fried my brain hundred times, thousand times and im not proud of that
i was getting bent on the reg and now i moderate 
i just put a gram of the wax inside my cigarette 
i was dippin reds inside the red when i was way 2 young 

i like who we are
i like who we are
(if you don't wanna stop then we don't gotta stop)

i woke up at JFK and we were going off
we were saying things we shouldn't say
we're always fucking off
now we ice up but our wrists hurt
smoke until our chest hurts
i wake up at LAX
i'm depressed and I miss her
now it's london calling me up on the phone
nowadays we add the 44 and listen all alone
wishing i could paint your fingernails
so i gave mine the black and blue
u carved your name into my back and i miss eighteen too

i like who we are w/ xlhc

sample by @shaedelea
https://soundcloud.com/shaedelea/leaves-of-our-time

think about it always
couldn't get me through the next day
trash bags full of paper plates
only see me on some holidays
now i'm here but it feels fake
don't want it now i guess i lost the taste
i cant feel resentment for the things that you still don't say
always tell myself that you can't grieve if you don't know me
feels like showin love is so phony
i dont have a friend, a single soul with me
see em always whine bout feelin lonely
ur friends are blowing up ur fuckin phone but you just don't read
u just want some woe is me
how do i invest into my life if i wanna cut it short
couldn't hold that over your head but it's still getting worse
whats to even say on that day, i
don't think that you'd fess that i'm a stranger
i just say it's complicated hiding under layers
thought i got it figured out cause it made sense to me on paper
im a soothsayer, light another taper
still forewarned bout my bones in a crater
ive been here this whole time
don't care to make em notice nah i dont try
i just do this shit n i dont know why
keep myself as visible here as i am in real life
i hold on to shame i keep it close and i don't know why

stranger

centerpiece

wastedyouth x seejayxo x lil skele - big bags (+ iof)

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