gettingback2normal

Elko 🖤

some of these are just my faves
some of these are songs that i like
there are all from artists that aren't commonly talked about where im from.
edit: also ALL OF THESE SONGS MAKE ME FEEL SO FREAKING POWERFUL OMGJHSDBVJHDVBHBDA

rare gems　ﾟ☆ ｡

Idk man

Flasher

DEBT COLLECTOR

Bad Name w/ Elko

Intoxicated
Drunk with emotion
Shouldn't be driving tonight
Now that it's dark out
I'm getting lost now
So used to having your light
This love is faded
I been so jaded
I swear I thought I was right
Switched up intention
To create tension
Now all we do is just fight

You're so destructive
Way too addictive
You're stuck like a parasite
Break my heart again
No, we can't be friends
Fuck I'm starting to feel light
Why are you this way
Can't tell if I'm safe
Hard to know what's wrong or right
Maybe I'm poison
You're so important
But I couldn't say it tonight

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Fucked at a party
Called to say sorry
Babe, it's way too late for you
Said that you're nauseous
Fucked up my conscience
Should I just say that we're through
A cheater, a liar
Your vices desire
No filling your sweet tooth
Guess I'm a loser
Built walls with shooters
Wasted my god damn youth

Let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, oh
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah

Mix & Master: @nickniker
Production: Colin Munroe, Jeff Hazin
https://orcd.co/painkillertwilight

Fall Apart

FREE DOWNLOAD: suicideboys.bandcamp.com
https://G59Records.com
G59Records@gmail.com

[Verse 1: Ruby da Cherry]

i got a drip catch me duckin
all of these bitches ain't fuckin me no
can't hold a conversation with no one but my cousin
he tell me don't worry the money is comin
these bitches is comin
the only question i got now is will i see it before i end up dead in the ground?
lay low at the bottom of a tulip bed
they know Ruby got a lot of useless thread
cut me open let me rest
there ain't nothin in my chest
a hollow cage that caused my death
i'm hauled away just pause my breath

[Verse 2: Yung $carecrow]

woke up dope sick with a cut wrist
lil bad bitch sayin here's a plot twist
when you cut it you weren't even a lil piss
just a grin on your face sayin watch this
now i'm sittin back thinkin how sick am i?
but that went away the moment i got high
i'm sayin' now what it do? who are you?
get the fuck out my livin room
get the fuck out my mental too
what bitch? you can't hear when i talk to you?
now i'm back to square one with my hand on the gun
mommy screamin son don't do it
i love you
don't do it
don't do it
don't do it
i can't help this feelin
don't you see that i need all these prescriptions
this ain't no livin
it's a vision of the vicious cycle that is my addiction

Now the Moon's Rising

LOW KEY

Bad Bad Love

Make Me Feel

https://G59Records.com

[VERSE I: YUNG $LUMBER]

back on that fucking dope
smacked i'm bout to make a toast
raise a glass to a room full of all my dead friends ghosts
they loudly shouting
pounding fists
yelling "yo is this a joke? you vowed to quit. renounce this shit. bitch you trying to overdose?"
i look up and stare at a table with empty chairs
i ain't able to move
i'm scared this is fatal
ain't prepared for my betrayal's consequences
broke a promise and i get it
i'm a failure
i'm a fuck up
yet i'm unapologetic

[HOOK: YUNG $LUMBER]

save me from this hell
let me rest in peace
another death shy of living a long life
raise your head up high
don't forget to say goodbye because when it's your time
it's too late you can't rewind
we live only to die
we live only to die

[VERSE II: SLICK SLOTH]

I been long gone
look for the soul in my eye and you see none
broken down to my last over my own blood
woke up on the worst side of the bed and didnt wanna get out
ouch
i can only speak about the shit that i'm thinking about
i'm worried about my crippled mother and father
my maw maw and her liver
lenny almost no longer living
and little brothers i can give better lives
still not right i'm still wrong
got my will done
i'm long gone

I Want to Die In New Orleans

LONG GONE (SAVE ME FROM THIS HELL)

https://G59Records.com

[VERSE I: Ruby da Cherry]

yeah, i was the wave but now i feel the tide pulling back
ocean flat
often i lay in this coffin
sleep on my back
toss a couple of them back
my liver really starting to slack and i can feel my lungs decaying from the cigarette packs
i havent thought of $UICIDE since i was living in the back of Blackout's pad
my heart torn in half
now i've got everything i ever wanted, but now i don't want it
i feel like i'm haunted i feel like i'm cursed
hopefully soon i'll return to the dirt
a material world with a virtual nerve
bitch i see what it's worth
toss me out on the curb
leave me behind
walk a straight line to hell
as yall swerve away lost in the choice not to sell
roll me up a blunt
i need to get lost
all yall talk bout sauce
i'm wiping frozen cuts with frost
i'm slicing open guts and tossing frauds off to the side
half of $UICIDE a couple million now who ready to fucking die

[VERSE II: SLICK SLOTH]

two cups and a bad bitch
then i pop me a xanax quick
call shake when i need that fix
call nick when i need that itch
call krez just to pop on 'phetamine
max beck in the back pop seventeen
yung kurt cobain with the heroin
slick love drugs over everything
shooting stars up in my veins whoa
but look at your bank rool
so?
just spend it on more dope
more woes
fuck you care for?
but lately i feel guilty i feel so badly
they say i made it and that should be satisfactory
lately i feel like i have nobody
all alone in an empty hotel lobby
4 AM praying can i get some rest
dreams of $UICIDE and the need for death

KING TULIP

ppgcasper - xanwater prod. kishie

Drunk And Out Of Town

ummm ft Lil Raven (prod eera+ evilgiane)

ways x saturn x p4rkr - stuff prod zoot angelus

YOU'RE FEELING THE SAME THINGS

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7IDgxqOz2Ak

how it is (prod ericslake) Video in bio

Dont Wanna Dance ft. Pasto Flocco ( prod smash bros ) **video in bio**

goodbye 4 now

@prodpitfall @ddertbag

you dont exaggerate or anything
like
t t t
tell me what u want im not tryna be a nice guy
dirty cup with drugs and u know i paid a high price

i think im connected its the wifi
im starin at the sun its such a bright light

he wanna gamble w his life he might die its not my fault
im prada steppin on this ice it might crack ik u dont have my back

u know i need 1 more chance
makin ur diamonds all dance
magic one wave of my hands
bad debt was paid in advance

was paid in advance
my diamonds dance
u couldnt like it
ik youll never mind it

drugs in my email (brr!)
no we couldnt talk thousand meters away
i could never live w ur face in my head
i think im off better off dead

u got cigarette breath
and it looks like ur friends hate me
tried to play the game the right way
now u treat me like a baby

foam is flowing from my mouth
this uber thinkin that im crazy
made a plea for peace and comfort
now my demons actin shady

never asked for much from no one
i think im chosen
to the lay the roses out on anybody who bespoken

The Lighthouse (2019)
Ephraim Winslow, well now he got a.. spiffy clean slate.

And Thomas Howard.. well, he don't.

No prospects.

Exaggerated [or, No Prospects] (prod. pitfall x ddertbag)

LYRICS

Wish I could change your mind
Maybe then you’d still be mine
I know it’s not me i treated you right
But you just needed to learn how to smile
It hasn’t been that long
But feels like a while
Wonder who you talk to now a days
And I hope you’re not making too many mistakes
I know it’s not, it’s not my place
But i can’t help

To wonder if you miss me
Wonder if you’re still thinking about me
You seem so put together but i’m drowning
I’m falling apart fast feels like i'm flying

Baby I know it’s hard on you
But lately
My minds been stuck thinking the same things
If you’ll ever change your mind
You're mine
Baby I know that you’ll be fine
But I’ve been
So lost up in my mind
So save me
Cos I’ll be up waiting for you tonight

Wish I could turn back time
Maybe then i’d see you smile
Wishing you would just call me tonight
I know it’s not it’s not my right
But I can’t help

To wonder if you miss me
Wonder if you’re still thinking about me
You seem so put together but i’m drowning
I’m falling apart fast feels like i'm flying

Baby I know it’s hard on you
But lately
My minds been stuck thinking the same things
If you’ll ever change your mind
You're mine
Baby I know that you’ll be fine
But I’ve been
So lost up in my mind
So save me
Cos I’ll be up waiting for you tonight

Stream/Buy

I’m falling apart fast feels like I’m flying

[Verse]
See it’s all good it’s all fine baby
I’m basically stuck in my mind
Seeing you post pictures with other guys
But I’ve realized, yeah I’ve realized
[Pre Chorus]
That there’s nothing to work out baby
That shit hurts no doubt,
But I’m losing my whole mind, right now
Don’t come back this me
Farewell
[Chorus]
We can’t stay friends, not like this
Cannot pretend, not like that
All in the end, we fucked up
It’s not just you both of us
[Verse]
Don’t you remember this car
Baby I got it for us
Unl we both fell apart
Maybe I’m shit out of luck
And I worked way too damn hard
Just to throw it away
Having trouble to start
Don’t fucking come near my lane
Cos I’ve made up my mind and so have you
Said that you moved on guess that I should too
Know you’re fucking around maybe I should too
Cos I’ve realized, yeah I’ve realized
[Pre Chorus]
That there’s nothing to work out baby
That shit hurts no doubt,
But I’m losing my whole mind, right now
Don’t come back this me
Farewell 
[Chorus]
We can’t stay friends, not like this
Cannot pretend, not like that
All in the end, we fucked up
It’s not just you both of us
[Bridge]
Hol’ up lemme switch it up on em’
I can’t stress take a toke
Can’t see nothing through all this fucking smoke (all the smoke all the smoke)
Yeah,
I been way too busy driving around mad as shit
Now you hit me up you wanna ride around and shit
Just for me to come around find out you hiding him
Going back and forth just to be fucking hurt in the end so
[Chorus]
We can’t stay friends, not like this
Cannot pretend, not like that
All in the end, we fucked up
It’s not just you both of us
We can’t stay friends, not like this
Cannot pretend, not like that
All in the end, we fucked up
It’s not just you both of us 

This song was based on when i found out she had moved on and found someone else..

Nothing to Work Out

this track is based on a toxic relationship where you feel both the need to stay and are scared to leave.

ep our minds clear
Maybe we, have it all
Have it all wrong

[Chorus]
Cos lately you’ve been making it hard on me
Lately you’ve been all in my face baby
Maybe we should sit down and talk it out
Maybe fuck it out
Would you like that right now

[Verse]
So somebody help
Cos I’ve stopped feeling things
I guess I could live
With no feelings
Losing touch of time
Losing touch of you
I’m losing my whole mind
Losing when I’m without you (without you)

-lyrics-
[Pre Chorus]
So could we just stay here
And make me feel no fear
Maybe we, had everything
All along

[Chorus]
Cos lately you’ve been making it hard on me
Lately you’ve been all in my face baby
Maybe we should sit down and talk it out
Maybe fuck it out
Would you like that right now

[Verse: TeZATalks]
Too late baby
Lately i’ve been feeling so alone
Playing phone tag with you all night
But a text will bring you home
Why you switching up?
Can’t relax?
Only hitting me when it’s from the back
House arrest
Heart attack
When it’s all good it’s really all bad
Easy is emotional when feelings
aren’t attached
So let’s skip the conversation
Put your mouth straight in my bag
But you can’t forget
How you fell
I let you down softly but in hell

[Chorus:]
Cos lately you’ve been making it hard on me
Lately you’ve been all in my face baby
Maybe we should sit down and talk it out
Maybe fuck it out
Would you like that right now
Cos lately you’ve been making it hard on me
Lately you’ve been all in my face baby
Maybe we should sit down and talk it out
Maybe fuck it out
Would you like that right now

Lately (feat. TeZATalks)

MUSIC TO CHANGE YOUR NAME AND START A NEW LIFE TO

Needed a Change of Pace

Easy

Easy (feat. Mark Ronson)

--lyrics--
My cheeks hurt
From the laughter
We shared
And my heart builds
Because I know
Before you go

So tell me I love you
Tell me I need you

We can stay
Far away
On the moon
Dance in stars
Wrap my arms
Around you
And you're
Everything I'll ever need
Could you stay for the hours please
I'll hold you like I held you every time

So tell me I love you
(Tell me baby one more time)
Tell me I need you

Saying all the things I know we used too
But I never took you for a fool
And we both know that I don't deserve you
Wishing we had everything to lose
Oh we live and approve
But now you say you need me
So stop, question why I'm leaving
Same three words I keep repeating to you

So tell me I love you
(Tell me baby one more time)
Tell me I need you