i will always fall for you - cd.

produced by con

i will always fall for you (prod. con)

written by Lxst Boy and soku (@soku_music)
produced by 4lexf
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
intro sample from Regular Show

LYRICS

VERSE 1

[Lxst Boy]
stuck in my head
feel so alive but im better off dead
probably should apologize wrote this instead
writing sad songs now im buried in the sand
running around for a girl in a frenzy
eating too much but im still feeling empty
im feeling cold from the love never sent me
i wanna run far away no one get me, yeah
darkness inside of me, im not a masterpiece
lxst in this world, not finding no canopy
burning alive while she holding the kerosene
im broken in pieces, the demons still tearing me
haunting my dreams, lxst in the sheets
getting tongue tied from the words try to speak
unwanted reasons, tell me your secrets
promise i'll keep them, yeah
tell me you want me, feel like im floating
im broken hearted cuz you were my chosen
you were my future, now hopeless and broken
and im stuck in time, yeah these pages are soaking
rain in my dreams, its not what it seems
tears filling up gonna sail overseas
over mountains i dream when im stuck in my sleep
and im looking for reasons on why i still breathe, uh

[Lxst Boy & soku]
im stuck in time, yeah
really crossing the line yeah
dont feel like im fine yeah
someone show me the light, yeah

[Lxst Boy]
im stuck in time, yeah
really crossing the line yeah
dont feel like im fine yeah
someone show me the light, yeah

VERSE 2

[soku]
stuck in my head
lxst in my mind
i tried to call but my call got denied
still feeling bad
tried to apologize
all those nights
that i could've had her but didnt
messed up this time
still dont know why im even alive
getting tongue tied every time that i speak
havent taken a shower since you left me, yeah i reek
our love hit our peak then had to decline
yeah you decline every time i call
i thought i had it all
now im on my fall
all my photos on your wall, yeah this is all my fault
im sorry that i hurt you in this way
i can promise you that you'll see better days
ayy, but you dont want to see my face
and i get it
im sorry that i did it
now im begging on my knees for forgiveness, yeah

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from the depths of my mind (feat. soku) [4lexf]

2. I Dont Wanna Get Up  (feat. Henryd)

Written by Senzu, Lxst Boy & Sad Boi Shayaa
Produced by 4lexf
Mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

Lyrics

Senzu
[Hook]
last summer hittin licks 
had the time of my life
and its because i had you
by my side
oh yeah you're why
i was fallin for you everyday 
like more and more 
and you bet your ass you're the one that's on my mind
oh yeah you're mine
you're mine

Lxst Boy
[Verse]
yeah you're mine
i been hitting your line
like every single night
shawty, thinking that its time
yeah you taking all my time
but its fine
i don't mind
tryna get you, get you by
by my side
yeah by my side
you're fine, i'm writing songs writing bout how much i miss you
i'm just writing lyrics, droppin bangers like i'm Senzu
i just wanna hang, girl you looking kinda cute
cherry on top looking sweet yeah, yeah thats you
uh, take you on a trip baby lets go see the moon
uh, stars in your eyes really lighting the mood
yeah, hearts in your messages when we texting till 2
tell me everything i wanna know about you

Sad Boi Shayaa
[Verse]
its alright, he is right
never compare to him you deserve his light
im alright, trust me we don't need to fight
i gotta accept it, its the way of life
he can do and say more things than me
he can protect and kill like its free
he's straight forward he is strong like a beast
while im the opposite with so many needs
even with all that, you never turned your back
never turned your back
(mumbling)

Mine W Lxst Boy & Sad Boi Shayaa (4lexf)

Lyrics

Focus on myself and my health
I need no one else to help out
since twelve I've been telling myself
we in different realms between heaven and hell
rebelled threw my dream in a well
it endlessly fell cant tell
if its mental abstinence or so abstract it dispelled

from the lies that my mind
so foolishly tries to disguise
told us we could do anything
but didn't mention the price
and even though I'm fifteen
it feels like I have no more time
only two more years to make it work
better get on the grind

I'm obnoxious and its where it starts
I pick my conscious part by part
I promise ill perfect this art
ill get a goddess lock her heart
before I start to think I've got to focus on mine
show I have a lack of empathy and fate intertwines

cause collage out the question
failed the whole year as a freshmen 
my priorities are inside out
not to mention that I'm stressing
grades and music contravention 
feels like my minds in distension
seems I've found another route
if rapping doesn't get me mentioned

cause after I'm a senior that's when this all drops
cause after I'm a senior's when this fantasy stops
of course I mean if this music thing decides to flop
pull my dream up from the well I don't wanna wake up

until then ill be working on the craft
I'm watching as the hour's pass
blocked and caught up for some hours
throwing out pages of drafts
going nowhere till I crash
inside my head is where I'm trapped
with my content feeling sour
constant fear of being last
do anything to meet contrast
reality's too far detached
inside my head there's no more space
the feeling is getting compact
surroundings I cant interact
dark energy is what I attract
something don't feel right these walls they about to collapse

I be here with my head in the clouds
dark energy surrounds around it almost enshrouds
demons telling me to limit my sound
thoughts telling me I should come down
unlike the walls I don't collapse
my mind shows no bounds

Nothings as it seems (prod. Roachy Beats)

Long Way To The Sky

Walking through the graveyard with death at every step 
Mixed by T33H33
I made this song after watching Hyouka

Graveyard (prod. ambeatsnyc)

falling hard for u

Dirty Money (Ft Lufy4U)

Sourgrass

Lavender

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2. I Dont Wanna Get Up (feat. Henryd)

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