@aadithyaa yeah aries inspiration but still his own style

Elroy and Friends

complicated

stream "balance"
https://ffm.to/bradenrossbalance

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lyrics:

[intro]
my insecurities are eating me alive
and I spend every waking moment stuck inside
console my friends and reassure them that I’m fine
but I’ll cast aside
my fractured mind
and maybe I’ll forget I wanna die

[verse 1]
wake up just to waste away
feel the poison inside my veins
and I
i think our parents were right again
fuck the game it’s so hard to win
so tell me lies my heart is open
criticize my art I’m broken
terrified of words unspoken
no second tries just forward motion

[chorus 1]
my insecurities are eating me alive
and I spend every waking moment stuck inside
console my friends and reassure them that I’m fine
but I’ll cast aside (aside)
my fractured mind (mind)
and maybe I’ll forget I wanna die

[verse 2]
felt this way since 18, yeah
dropped out of college still no escaping yet
i liked it
you like this
now I hate the excitement
whatever
when I think that I’m going somewhere I never am
fucking sick of your honesty, like I give a damn
they’ll call it a dusting; it’s an avalanche
avalanche
not a chance
saving me’s irrelevant

[chorus 2]
my insecurities are eating me alive (and I don't want to live a life like this)
and I spend every waking moment stuck inside (can't seem to figure it out)
console my friends and reassure them that I’m fine
but I’ll cast aside (aside)
my fractured mind (mind)
and maybe I’ll forget I wanna die

[outro]
console my friends and reassure them that I'm fine
but I'll cast aside
my fractured mind
and maybe I'll forget I wanna die

balance

orchestra (p slicky)

prod. ilytwelve 
yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around
( i love you )

i dont know what to feel anymore 
stuck in anonymity don't know who i am no more
only took a couple months you walked right out that fucking door
yeah, like what the fuck was it all even for?
if this is how to live then i don't want to live at all
i just wind up all my feelings then i let em go
and it was never for the worst but that's just how it goes 
fuck around to fuck around probably just to feel something more
( i love you )

yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around

and i dont know if i miss you or i miss the thought of love 
im trapped in my consciousness need drugs to get out of touch 
you all diplomatic, im just a manic 
so whose advice do i take if i don't have an answer 
i just spend up all my time in my own mind 
the only friend i got is what i smoke to feel right 
i set the bar high 
a waste of my time 
caught on the deadline, in which im taught to be sure
i struggle finding what's sure 
don't need a hand and not yours 
take revelations it's straining to rip out the sword
i wasn't distant before 
but now i'm distant and more 
my personality inside of me 
it makes me contort 
( i love you ) 

yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around
yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around

fuck!
but i ain't going out sad
do it by myself 
i dont need nobody bad
i remember i was down 
ain't nobody had my back so
now when i go up
ill be up until my body bag yeah.

amenity

written, recorded, and produced by belak

co-prod michael harrison

Lyrics:

i tried, but i dont ever really see the upside baby
so i just want to kiss again
she said “were always inside we should go out more baby”
the suns kissing my skin again

everythings problem
there aint nothing to it
when the night brings issues
the day brings solutions
and ill move right through it
like ghosts dance to music
and shoot like cupid
ill put an arrow through your heart
cause im stupid
and so is love
but ill try
cause of you
and all my life
i was wasting time
time i didnt have to spend
im as fake as all my friends
but this love is real as fuck
its as real as this shit gets
and i dont want it to end
now darling im turning blue
when all my loves running through
so take my neck tie the noose
cause all i wanted was you

(lets dance)

i dont ever really see the upside baby
so i just want to kiss again
she said “were always inside we should go out more baby”
the suns kissing my skin again
“play that song one more time, so we can dance more baby”
the music kissed my ears and then

before all of this, there was nothing
and i was tryna run from it
but its funny you cant run from nothing
i turn my back for one second, its something
i swear to god, i cant catch a break
honestly, my head has been buzzing
like the power cord up to my brain is fried
and time is unraveling slowly
while theres arteries pumping my veins apart
and leaving my body all ghostly
sometimes i think im deranged
other times i think im insane
but all the while
i fall for you baby
fall for you baby

i tried, but i dont ever really see the upside baby
so i just want to kiss again
she said “were always inside we should go out more baby”
the suns kissing my skin again
(when you hear the rhythm, start to move)
one more time, so we can dance more baby
the music kissed my ears and then
we kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss under the moonlight
kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss under the sunshine

yellow

kiss kiss kiss

Stream

secondhand adrenaline

i like that.

produced by @aries_ix

2017. 999. much much more on the way.

love, aries

FUNERAL

i wrote this song at 14. today i turn 19. 

we might fuck around and die
wandering
underneath
every single hand of time
honestly before we decease
can we use that alibi..?
hard to reach
where we go
is it truly u inside..?
haunting me..

4 my depressive expressions

free download ☼

APRIL 18

sentimental. tell me bout it ❄︎

the neighbors. produced by @aries_ix. 

+ @wunderworld

[@itsmattmems]
random fx [pt 1]
various instrumentation [pt 2]

[@slippery_salazar]
guitar and bass [pt 1]

THE NEIGHBORS

THE NEIGHBORS (feat. Wunderworld)

THE NEIGHBORS (feat. wunderworld)

you've been getting better

__   ✿     〜　    

produced by @elr_oy

video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eXMUjpuKKb4&feature=youtu.be

instagram @ elr.oy
twitter @ elro_y

SILVER

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

life don’t have directions
and i’ve been tryna quarantine the thought of heaven
in the meantime
i realized ive been there before
all the doors i’ve closed wanting so much more
now it’s nice to know
there’s no inner me or a victory
it’s all costumes, funny dances to play my mind

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

i love my momma don’t wanna be apart man
but my brother sajes gon get an apartment
flipping pages to get into the garden
by now the mara taller, climb it with a god damn
feelings rolled up and it’s bout time
exhale and the ninth cloud cloud nine
i got money i’ll expand on itp
cancel your plans authority couldn’t handle us
this the type shit make my hands fall asleep
low blood sugar and some more caffeine i don’t
need loving but i want that cheap
so much luck that i laugh to peices
looked inside for some consolation
i found a bi dime and some pride embraced it
and learned it was never complicated
you are who you are don’t keep you waiting

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money buying 1-P lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

SILVER

Elroy

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