i wanna feel the way a blue nile song sounds
i wanna walk across the rooftops
i wanna write a love song for someone 
for once

when i met you i thought we were onto something
but you were a lesson
put comfort and shame in a blender 
it won't meld together

i said too much
got embarrassed
wouldn't recommend it
hated your guts in the morning
missy said to end it

i need a reframe
regeneration
and a bit of understanding
a cut cord between two candles
baby, that's a happy ending

i wanted you to see me
i wanted you to want to walk me home
i didn't make it easy but i
don't have to tell you why i'm worth the time

so, baby, if you see me
pretend you didn't see me

theydevil

get embarrassed!

I think I'm better off alone
At least for now
I really think I mean it somehow 
Unlike the last time
Or the last last time
I fed it into their ears to make them think I wasn't undone

And it took a day or two 
But really a month felt straining to the tooth
But now I feel loose
The weight is gone and
I think I can finally say
I think I'm better off alone

Better Off

Quizá

Verse 1
the things I do to get closer to you
My sneaker stop squeaking
for the smoke rings you blow 
the places you/I go
I’m sure I don’t know 

Refrain
I love her doing her thing
as I chase the wind 
hoping it carries me away 

Verse 2
Phasers set to kill she said 
I’m sure you’ll find something if your looking 
I hold her in 
my shadow
wishing I didn’t know

Refrain
I love her doing her thing
as I chase the wind 
hoping it carries me away 

Verse 3
for what I don’t believe in yet
with anybody looking at anyone
I would be happy to take a sit 
and talk about the menu (anything/nothing)

Refrain
I love her doing her thing
as I chase the wind 
Hoping it takes me there

Doing Her Thing_Voice Memo_(Jun 17,2023)

I started to make a song but it started to sound too much like giacomo casanova so i decided to cover it instead

benny has to be the nicest person in the music industry rn https://open.spotify.com/artist/31Fp7TWqvWz0fnyCvOEfZP?si=7qs_22adRcORj7Sm83I2zg

https://soundcloud.com/benjibenjibenjibenji

giacomo casanova (benny benji cover)

guitar: @dylan-samuel-517821778

little big world is good to me
carry my pearl it's on a leash
how many times we have to leave?
carry the world be good for me
carry the world be good for me

mm you tell them no
you go next time
you always lie
mm you tell them no 
hello

Baritone

graceless - lyrics

w/ a graceless gaze, and a dollar bill adorned
  he kept his eyes to the west,
     she kept his cold heart warmed
in a sudden flash, the weather had changed
  the air was foul...as the words exchanged.

he tried to run, because there was nowhere left to hide,
   he thought he had found a friend, but they only robbed him blind again
w/ a coin in hand..a caring voice like a compass rose
  he kept her pictures safe and juxtaposed

in the strangest way, it still feels close to home
  praise the only pride and joy...he has ever known
he tried to settle down, when his meddle was still strong and true
           a sip of whiskey hits the floor,
                     while her flower petals start to fall...

Graceless Gaze - v3

Lyrics 


(Rifleman has drowned) 


you went with him 
and it’s tearing me apart 
can’t pray to god so I look in the devils eyes 
and told me to play my part 
somedays can’t hold the weight 
you don’t care anyway 
float away 
float away 

can’t stand myself  
but I guess that’s called a start 
I know I’m odd and I will be until i die 
but right now I hear my heart  
my life’s on a replay 
you watch it everyday 
float away 
float away 

won’t end it all 
they can’t stand to see gone 
so I look and nod, and start to figure why
why my life’s so hard 
I know that I can’t stay 
but my life is gray 
float away 
float away 
yuh

Dead Man In The Koi Pond

winter walking ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ :)

All my old friends are going down
They all live in the same town
I just keep going around 
Right now I'm in Greece, lived in Miami

Keep on 
Traveling 
I'll keep on 
Running 
From what yet I still don't know 

But within these songs, somewhere it'll be wrote

All my x2 
Old friends 
All my, oh my
Old friends 
Sienna Plantation 
All my x2 
Old friends 

My old friends don't talk to me
That is my choice, don't want to be friendly
Sick and tired of going to sleep with the same mind as everybody

All my x2 
Old friends 
All my, oh my
Old friends 
Sienna Plantation 
All my x2 
Old friends

Sienna Plantation
They all live in 
All my oh my old friends
Sienna Plantation



Hope you love this one as much as I do babes!! Wrote & recorded this my first month in Greece over a beat produced by Dan Darmawan. Honestly, I have no idea where "all my old friends" are & I know for a fact a lot of them did travel from hometown to go to college. Please, nobody take this song personally. I was just writing, and I really love this song. I've been wanting to post it since it finished, so yes had to clip the whole front intro off but wtvr here is a song you almost never heard & it's one of my top favorites so far <3 !!!!!!!!
[P.S. - Whether or not you go to college/ move from your hometown is completely your business! I understand everyone has different circumstances and obligations. It's your life, live it however you do; nobody else's opinion matters more than your own unless you belong behind bars or in an insane asylum. I don't want anyone to ever feel judged by this song because it doesn't shine light on/ reflect people who didn't have another option/ desired something else!]

Keep Calm & Carry On

lyrics

Hey you over there
Do you wanna dance with me
I’m so good tearing us apart but
Something tells me you were made for me

I could spend you around all night
Even though you see no light in me
I know well be just fine tonjghg
I promise girl just wait and see

Hey you over there
Do you wanna dance with me
I’m so good tearing us apart but
Something tells me you were made for me


I’ll carve my heart out for you
You can hold it in your hand
Let it beat for a second or too
Then you could take my hand

Hey you over there
Do you wanna dance with me
I’m so good tearing us apart but
Something tells me you were made for me

may I hav3 this danc3?

Hello, my name is jeren. Welcome to my strange lonely world. Let me tell you a story about falling down over and over again.....
Click my heels, your porcelain sway can dance me away
from the beast inside. the beast that can be as bold
as a mid-winter chill can bite.
Bleach these hopeless romantic blues,
my restless spirit,
grown sick of sunshine,
follows your velvet vicious gaze all the way to sweet reprieve.
Youre as wild as a feral winter fang,
and i thank you for all of your sweet, frightening love.
Sincerely,
- E.

Graceless Gaze - v3

Elysium