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my hands
your neck

am I failing
aimless feeling
you are the one
I waste time on

My Hands Around Ur Neck

I’m in this class again 
Staring at the wall
Ur on my mind again 
4 no reason at all

Maybe this time round 
You can look my way 
But It’s fine I’ll watch you leave 
And I won’t beg you to say

Fuck what he said
Let’s go and dance 
Ur in my head
I know I can’t 

Can’t send a text 
Get left on red 
Wish I was dead
I’m Alone again

These beginnings 
don’t feel that much new 
I feel so shitty
i wouldn’t with u

Chaudown!

Oh I wanted more 
More then you could ever think 
I’m Broken to the core 
And My autism didn’t fit 
Between your lines 
I waste your time
I know It wasn’t advertised 

I’m not enough to make your cut 
I’m not enough 

I wanted more then your body 
A friend that could love me 
Your pretty and lovely 
So mean but somebody 
I could pull up and grow with 

And put god on number one 

Everytime we got our time  
I wait to kiss and love till summertime 
Ur the girl thats on my mind but things moved quick so never fucking mind 
We should’ve taken time 
Am I enough to make you mine 
Maybe I’m too soft to die 
By your side it is time to cry

im not enough

Lyrics:

Within my room I was confined 
The outside world isn't so fine
Normies are all pesky and gay
If they all suddenly died I'd say yay

Society wasn't made for people like me
So naturally my life is just crappy
I hate a lot of things that people like
I want them to all get impaled by a pike
No girlfriend no friends nothing in my life
I feel nothing in myself except strife 
The screen comforts me in my times of need
But soon enough I'll want to cut and bleed

I have no real friends and I will die alone

If somehow I don't deicide suicide
I'm just gonna die old and alone
If I'll ever be happy is unknown 
The little hope I have is slowly fading

Oh I'm gonna die alone either way
Yeah, one day I'll forever be away
I never felt like I belonged here
That day I'll kill myself is near
Not one tear will fall at my funeral
Cause no one's gonna be there
I'm obnoxious, lonely, a retard loser
When I die, everyone will be a snoozer

I have no real friends and I will die alone

straight through my heart

that feeling came
that im no good for you
the other day
you didnt seem to feel ok

you passed by me thats a shame
ill bleed out what i cant say

i sit and cry
an angel watches over me
into the sky
foolish dreamers turn their gaze

wish id grow wings and fly away
i wanna leave without a trace

blood

song by Pingvin band 

pic from barefoot gen

I Don't Work (Penguinband cover)

day goes by out of time 
see u cry i see ur eyes 
wanna try want2die
flowers bloom in late July
sunrise wanna try?
second time lets synchronize
take ur time seems right
say goodbye so

Savor me (inside ur mind)
Savor me (in late July)

savorme.mp3

Chasing Highs

Symphonic metal revision of my 2000 original

The Pendulum (New Revision)

Dark Truth (The Box) explores the slow decay of meaning and purpose as triumph fades into dust. Blending heavy rock and jazz fusion, it moves from structure to chaos, reflecting how glory gives way to emptiness. A dark and haunting piece about what we cling to, what we lose, and what is finally buried with us in the box.

Created with Suno AI

Lyrics by Kenneth Carlino

im not enough

Emo2000