moody teen car ride gazing

the original title for this playlist wasn't really worthy of the year ~ (2025 downloads)

FUCK SOUNDCLOUD

Hoods Up! - Street Smart Cyclists

IF THERE’S NO SEAT IN THE SKY (WILL YOU FORGIVE ME???)

They are real cant you feel
All the evil in the air
I got pictures i got proof
Why does no one even care
Run the earth in disguise
Why cant you see through their lies

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Were so dumb, theres no choice
I guess well just be destroyed
In this game that they play
I feel like i am a toy
Fuck things up just for fun
Were just puppets til theyre done

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Blame it all on them
Theyre rent free in my head
They want us to be dead
And i dont care
Cause we deserve it all
Our conscience is so small
Theyre rightfully appalled by the human race


Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them

Space Demons in NATO

I wanna know why you need all these other guys
You need attention from everyone else alive
It pisses me off i dont think you realize
Or maybe you dont give a shit

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

I know ill miss you but i know this cant go on
You couldve listened, accepted where u were wrong
You always made me so filled with this jealousy
I think you like them more than you like me

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

Why am I not enough?

this girl is a bitch and i fucking hate her
we go to school and i wanna date her
her face is cute but shes so obnoxious
i still wanna put my fucking cock in

oooooooooo

i follow her inside the hallways
i dont wanna part ways
i just wanna stand here and stare at you
i dont think shell ever see me
why cant this be easy
i just wanna stand here and stare at you

someday ill make you mine
ill just take it one day at a time
someday ill make you mine
i dont care if youre dead or alive

I Wanna Date Her

Theres a hole that i cant fill
And nothing will fix whats in my head
I wish i was dead 
When will it just end

ooooooo

Everythings fucked up and none of this matters
I smoked too much and my mind shattered
I should jump off a bridge and fucking splatter
Because its all fucked up and none of this matters

Everything now looks so fake
And i cant explain why im so freaked out
I let you down
Now i cant leave the couch

Oooooooo

Everythings fucked up and none of this matters
I smoked too much and my mind shattered
I should jump off a bridge and fucking splatter
Because its all fucked up and none of this matters

None Of This Matters

My life is void of direction or meaning
Outside im calm but inside im screaming
Inside my house is where i stay
Nothing out there ever seems like a good play

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Nothing i do will ever be enough
Ill never fill the void with any amount of stuff
Nothing i do will ever fix this shit
Ive tried way too hard to amount to just this

Everyday i let down my family
Im so depressed and you know that im planning
To kill myself in a matter of years
No one will miss me when im not here

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Fuck This

Rules

Trick

Adam

here u go talking bout drugs again
and u claim that you cant make friends
ur claiming ur lifes in utter pain
ur complaining's driving me insane

i cant help but sympathise
ur futures so fucking bleak
ur so pathetic makes me wanna die
blaming everything on floride leaks 


dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself

i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

im just like like you in honesty
my life is just a comedy
indulging in degeneracy
im just Gods cruel mockery

i wanna live someones life
i make passersby weirded out
im so pathetic i wanna die
blaming everything on autist mind

dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself
  
i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

i'll kill myself x4
im all alone x3
forever more

How To Be Alone

coming second place in a one v one
logging off, i'm fucking done
you're all better than me
and i can't believe it goes on and on
nothing ever seems to go my way
still forever i'm forced to play
fucking failure

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

this everlasting dread
engraved into my head
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead
fuck this
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead

death by screen time
another wasted life
keep your head in a vice

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

how it feels to be a complete loser

Nydia Caro

El Amor Entre Tú Y Yo (Comme Un Oiseau Qui S'envole) (Remasterizado)

hi lol

lyrics:
my lifes a game
and i wanna quit
everyone leaves
and it is no fun
youre the only one
thats left for me

and i think abt u
everynight
i go to sleep
hugging a pillow
tight
hoping it were you

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over

she left me on read
so i cried in bed
i smoke cigarettes
to collect my thoughts

you think you are so cool
for being such a dick
you ruined my fucking life
and i want you to pay
so why dont you get down on your knees
and pull my pants down
to fucking suck dick

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over
and its over
get down on your knees and fucking suck my dick

its all gone (x4)
Its so over (x2)
its all gone (2x)

its all gone

fbf cover song yea
 the lead guitar on this song is so mesmerizing that i had to cover it

lyrics:
I know I don't belong here
No one ever gets me
Nothing I'm holding onto
Detached from everything
Lost in sea of shit that's not real
Looking for something
To make me feel

I have many reasons
For why I do not care
Poison in my Cheetos
They're fuckin' up the fresh air
I have many reasons
For why I'm so fucked up
Tried to fit in with them
But I can't feel any love

I wish I could feel something
Something for anyone
I feel like I was raised by
The wolves and had no one
The world is sick and I'm checking out
Wish I could burn it burn it down

I have many reasons
For why I do not care
Poison in my Cheetos
They're fuckin' up the fresh air
I have many reasons
For why I'm so fucked up
Tried to fit in with them
But I can't feel any love
Yeah, yeah

burn it down (cover)

Song selected for the Top 10 songs of screamo falling stars / 
http://www.emopunker.com/news/top-10-songs-of-screamo-falling-stars,215

Merchant Ships - We Don't Need Luck To Make It

GIRLS GTFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh I wanted more 
More then you could ever think 
I’m Broken to the core 
And My autism didn’t fit 
Between your lines 
I waste your time
I know It wasn’t advertised 

I’m not enough to make your cut 
I’m not enough 

I wanted more then your body 
A friend that could love me 
Your pretty and lovely 
So mean but somebody 
I could pull up and grow with 

And put god on number one 

Everytime we got our time  
I wait to kiss and love till summertime 
Ur the girl thats on my mind but things moved quick so never fucking mind 
We should’ve taken time 
Am I enough to make you mine 
Maybe I’m too soft to die 
By your side it is time to cry

im not enough

"Ghostride" by Crumb
http://www.crumbtheband.com/

Recorded and Mixed by Gabe Wax 
Produced by Gabe Wax and Crumb
Additional production and mixing by John Scott
Mastered by Joe LaPorta

Jinx

Ghostride

Carol Rich - Computered Love

Written by Jean-Jacques Egli

Digital Album : https://lesdisquesbongojoe.bandcamp.com/album/intenta-experimental-electronic-music-from-switzerland-1981-93

Label : Les Disques Bongo Joe

Les Disques Bongo Joe : https://www.bongojoe.ch/

https://www.facebook.com/BongoJoeLabel/

Carol Rich, Discogs : https://www.discogs.com/artist/1149797-Carol-Rich

im not enough

Emo2000