The knocking will get louder
Until I let it in
The feeling I’ve avoided
Will slowly creep back in
I’m tethered to the sunlight
The rain will fall again
I’m on the outside wilting
This body can’t be mine

Oh love, you’ve been so quiet
Why do you look so sad
I never meant to hurt you
Or do you quite like that

It only seems like a season ago
I had you with me
And your hands on my throat
We had a winter breeze in Arizona, love

It only seems like a season ago
I had you with me
And your hands on my throat
We had a winter breeze in Arizona, love

hands on my throat

@prodsunsetlover
i've been taking my time with releases lately
i just, want to start making things that mean a lot more to me than they usually would, and to do that takes a bit more time than I usually would give myself to make a song.
so i hope you guys enjoy this 1. be safe
get well for those of you who need it <3

~~~lyrics~~~
(2x)
when will we learn 
it’s making me hurt
yeah i ain’t complacent 
yet i ain’t been changing

i won’t think out loud 
(i won’t think out)
(i won’t think out loud)
lying on the ground
(yeah, yeah, fuck)
i can't reach when i cut off my hands 
(my hands)
what’s the meaning in being
in being who i am

i can’t go out
i’ll get overstimulated
guess i’m home bound 
how the hell am i gonna make it?
leaves they fall down 
i can sense the aberration 
ever since i found a little solace 
during isolation

no more dreams when i wake
i’m covered in sweat 
many things that i see in all of them
they fill my heart with pure regret 
just when will i get over it? 

conscious is biting my brain
(conscious is biting my)
(biting my, biting my brain)
but it don’t matter 
i swear that i’ll find a way
(swear that i’ll find it)
(i swear that i’ll find a way)

i won’t think out loud 
(i won’t think out)
(i won’t think out loud)
lying on the ground
(yeah, yeah, fuck)
i cant reach when i cut off my hands 
(my hands)
what’s the meaning in being
in being who i am

threads of hair hang low
the angel you once knew 
turnt her back on the helping help 
that gave her thy wings 
simply in danger
let go
this is just a fever
(this is just a fever...)

thy wings [prod. sunsetlover]

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: Aiden Hilton
Produced by: ilynedia x 5head
Mixing: lil XipZ x Aiden Hilton
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover art: lil XipZ
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LYRICS

[Chorus: Aiden Hilton]
idgaf girl im dyin slow
u gon leave soon i already know
hold me close before i go
she wanna suck my dick after i play my show

i wont last long she dgaf
hold me down while im here tell me what is love
in my head im losin touch
i think i feel my heart givin up

[Verse 1: lil XipZ
shawty watch me die n she dont care
she like my nose ring n my black dyed hair
she wanna fuck off drugs in back of my car
she only with me for the weed and thinks im not aware
oh i dont think that it matters too much to me
oh i think id be just fine if she wasnt near me ever again

[Chorus: Aiden Hilton]
idgaf girl im dyin slow
u gon leave soon i already know
hold me close before i go
she wanna suck my dick after i play my show

i wont last long she dgaf
hold me down while im here tell me what is love
in my head im losin touch
i think i feel my heart givin up

[Verse 2: lil XipZ]
baby could you fuck me in backseat?
i dont wanna wait baby, give it now plz
suck my dick while i drive, fuck the safety
suck my dick so hard she leavin hickies

baby just take your time
i still dont feel alive
im speedin goin 95 in a 30
i feel like takin my life

wanna crash right off the bridge
fighting these thoughts i hope they win
shawty love it when i sing
she want me to cop her a ring

but i dont think ill live that long
she wanna sing along
but i dont think ill live that long
she like to sing along
























Dyin Slow (w/ Aiden Hilton☆) [Prod. lxst ghxul x Luffy]

i hate that this is the first thing i am posting on my return HAHAHAH

Lyrics

tie me up when we fuck
babygirl you're my drug
i like her eyes and her face
oh please control when i c-
I like her bonds in my face
she tell me look but dont taste
i answer yes to my mistress
i wish she'd be my missus

i think my time soon to come
still got her taste on my tongue
satisfying my lust
but don't expect that it's love

she making me beg
she on the attack
it's making me squirm how she tease me her ass
god i'm still shaking
and i can't erase it
but it's been an hour n i mewl like a cat
i need it so bad—
she ride me so good that i'm needin a cast
i'm in the function but don't got a pass
shiss gettin old
and i hope that you know
if this keeps on
don't know if we'll last

she make me beg her forgiveness
she make me beg her forgiveness

bonds

dark matter (prod. rcosa)

You don’t pull my strings cause I swapped em out for keys 
You might be able to play accordingly 
I think I only did it for the dopamine 
Don’t overthink it don’t be mean 

Just need some guidance 
Just a new instruction 
This infrastructure crumpled up it’s losing gumption
I’ll build this life in bits and pieces drawn in silence 
It’s drawn in silence 
it’s drawn in silence 

I’ll sit back by the stream of flowing where we stacked the stones taller 
Think we even dropped a dollar so it could 
Find its own way like we wanted 
Now I’m only feeling haunted by the river gone solid so we trade 
Everything for ocean fodder 
Hoodies for the buttoned collar 
Made us something that we’re not I dream for better days 
We don’t have to share a word your thoughts is what I’ve always heard 
We’ve always been depraved

Just need some guidance 
Just a new instruction 
This infrastructure crumpled up it’s losing gumption
I’ll build this life in bits and pieces drawn in silence 
It’s drawn in silence 
it’s drawn in silence

play accordingly (michael harrison)

eight oh nine pm - p. the ushanka boy

I Knew It

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Dont Wake Me Up (prod.flower x ‪@sorrow_bringer)

lyrics
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i’m sorry mother
for all of the shit i put u thru
 & father 
i’m sorry i couldn’t be the man u wanted me to
& sister
i’m sorry that u couldn’t look up to me
im sorry
i know i ruin everything

maybe one day i’ll get this right
but for now
i can’t find a light

(but it’s fine
i guess i’ll be alright)x2

i’m sorry for everything 
i’m sorry for bringing this misery
i know i’m a mess but i try my best
being choked by all of my regrets

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i'm sorry [prod. Nicholas Allan]

midnight twenty <///3

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i be in a dark room
lying on the floor
crying out your name
everybody wanna be me
but forget about all my pain
yes i wanna die
crying out for the sun
i stay up too late
yes i wanna die
crying out for the sun
i stay up too late

in an old car
drive it fast yeah
dont give a fuck about the past yeah
where my fuckin friends from last year
buncha new faces in the room here
yeah i quit the coke and the pills
get high for the thrill
yeah she look me in the eyes 
and the pussy give me chills yeah
yeah i be dreamin bout that mill yeah
yeah i hit yo city
i might chill there
i know people dont like me
dont give a fuck if they like me
i be in the cut 
u should heal me
not many people know the real me
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-emo fruits aka yung i swear im dominican probably

midnight twenty (prod 4evr x scoff)

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midnight twenty (prod 4evr x scoff)

☋ EMO FRUITS ☋